Three Cheers For The Jet Set Life

Past Continued

Well of course Kansas got her way, the only thing I could think of doing was hiding but I had no choice as we waited out the backstage area of the arena where I had placed my sunglasses over my face, so as not to be recognised.

Kansas couldn’t help but laugh at me, as I came up with the lamest excuse that my eyes were saw. I was pretty sure she was confused, but rather then address the matter I left it as it was.

Before long an eruption of screams echoed outside as the side door opened and the first of the guys started to walk out, which happen to be Frank where he was holding on to my girls hand. Fuck they looked awesome together as I stood and watched in awe.

It seemed they had come public with their relationship as everyone cheered Coco on and asked for photo’s of her along with Frank.

Next to come out was the rest of my girls and the unknown vocals they had hired at such short notice, purges of jealousy ran through me. But shaking it off, I’d dug my own grave and that was that.

As everyone was signing autographs and taking pictures, I made sure to take a step back as I knew soon he would be walking out and of course Kansas would be screaming her little lungs out towards him, if only I could tell her the truth but no...it wasn’t going to happen. Trust was something that had washed over me and I no longer wanted to take a part of.

It happened very quickly as he walked out shielded by Bob and Ray, All three men looked handsome but Gerard was just a natural beauty. As soon as Kansas saw what was in front of her she went ballistic full of excitement. Jumping up and down and waving her arms around like a crazed looney I couldn’t help but smile.

One thing Kansas was good at was getting people’s attention and she certainly got her fair share of attention from her crazed antics, Gerard I could tell was interested and walked over to her, along with Ray.
As they were now only standing two feet away from her, she held out a poster and sharpie along with her cell to take photo’s of them.

No words were spoken as I watched on besides a big giggle and thank you from Kansas.
As I continued to stare with my glasses as my shield, Gerard looked towards me. Shiver’s ran through my body thinking I had been recognised but rather I got such a sweet smile as his lips curled together to expose his teeth.

Rather then say anything I started to back away, that was more then enough contact.

It was time yet again to disappear out of his life, this had been one day and in a way for me it was a way of saying goodbye.

Kansas came bouncing over full of excitement, waving the poster that had been signed.

“Look, What I got...Oh my hell am I in love or what.” She screamed as her smile spread from here to timbuck two. It was huge and yo8u could automatically tell she was on a role of happiness.

“That’s great” I whispered. Not having wanted anyone to hear my voice.

Before long, Kansas and I went on our way heading back to our apartment, not before she started to run down the street yelling out to the tour bus that My Chemical Romance were on.
It was funny as she waved her floppy arms around, but really could you blame her?

As we reached my shitty little apartment, first thing I done, was to try and push the thoughts of Gerard out of my mind. Pouring myself and Kansas a cup of coffee, we both sat down on the sofa as I listened to her ramble on about an amazing night she had just had.

Before long I could feel my eyes get heavy as I started to nod off. Kansas had continued talking and was now up to the third or even fourth time of what an amazing time she’d had and how much she loved My Chemical Romance.
Removing my self from the sofa, I stripped down to my panties and t-shirt as I crawled in to my bed and softly replied to Kansas

“Night Kansas, I’m glad you had fun.”

With that the night light went out and I was out like a bat.

Present Time

As I swallowed my beautiful happy pills...Gerard’s thought’s entered my mind yet again, the beautiful person that he was everything about him, I wanted back...but how was I going to do that, would he want me back. Had he moved on, like I first had ever intended it to be.

These were questions I was unable to answer but more then anything I wished I could. The love of my life was out there and I needed him, I wanted him. To be able to touch, smell...everything I wanted back. There was only one thing I could do.

I WAS GOING BACK HOME TO CLAIM MY MAN!