This Ain't a Fairytale

Kate's P.O.V

Justin had a photoshoot today, and he was still at Ryan's house and it was killing me waiting for him, because Scooter was going to be here soon,
to pick him up and drive him, and if he was late, well there will be trouble, and I will be blamed for it.
I looked over at the clock again, there was a hour until Scooter will arrive, so maybe it will be a good idea to walk to Ryan's and get Justin.
Yes that would be the best idea. I grabbed my phone off the bench and my iPod and plugged my headphones into my ear,
and walked out the front door, and quickly made my way to Ryan's house.

Once I was there, I banged on the front door knowing that they are probably asleep,
and it took a while but finally someone answered, and it was Ryan,
he smiled at me "Hey Kate" he said and hugged me,
as he embraced me in his arms, everything stopped and I felt my heart racing and I started to forget why I was here,
and then I saw Justin walk into the foyer "What are you guys doing?" asked Justin,
I pushed Ryan away from me "Um I tripped" I lied,
Justin looked at us both strangely and just nodded "Okay whatever" said Justin "Kate why are you here?"
I looked at Justin with a glare "You forgot?" I asked.
Justin looked at me with a huh? look, which means he doesn't remember and needs me to remind him,
I slapped my forehead, "Get your bag we need to get you ready for your photoshoot" I said.
Justin looked at me confused 'What photoshoot?" he asked.
"For Vanity fair" I snapped,
"Ohhhhh" said Justin and ran upstairs to grab his bag.

Ryan walked over to me and leaned in close to my face, "It's in the front pocket" he said and kissed my cheek lightly,
I blushed "Okay sounds good to me" I said.
He nodded and smirked "I hope to get a reply soon" he said.
I nodded "You will soon trust me" I said.

"Okay Kate I'm ready to go" said Justin as he ran down the stairs,
"Okay hurry Scooter will be at our house soon" I said.
Justin nodded "See you later Ryan" said Justin and gave him a secret handshake and we left and started to run home.

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Scooter honked the horn as he pulled up in our driveway, and Justin was too busy looking for his purple jacket,
"JUST WEAR THE BLOODY WHITE ONE" I yelled,
"NO" yelled Justin back "I WANT TO WEAR MY PURPLE ONE",
I rolled my eyes "Why do you have to be so stubborn" I shouted,
he didn't say anything but he eventually found his jacket, and walked out of the laundry.
I rolled my eyes and screamed, I was sick of him being like this, it was making me miss Ryan even more.

I hadn't had the chance to read Ryan's letter yet, I was too busy trying to get Justin ready,
because I am his slave and all, "Justin come on" I screamed,
Justin rolled his eyes "Yes mum" he said sarcasticly and zipped up his jacket,
I was ready to push him into a wall or something, ever since we got back from Ryan's he had been giving me the shits, and I mean more the usual.

Scooter honked the horn again "JUSTIN NOW" I screamed and grabbed his arm and dragged him out the front door,
to Scooter's van, and pushed him inside.
"Sorry we are late" I said,
Scooter turned around and glared at Justin and then me, "We are going to be late now, thanks guys" snapped Scooter.
I looked at Justin with the whole 'This is your fault' look, which he gave right back at me.

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Justin had brought his bag along with him, with his spare change of clothes for the photoshoot, this was something that actually went good,
I was sitting in his dressing room doing nothing, and then I thought it was time that I read Ryan's letter.
Once I had found the letter, I started to read it straight away I noticed Ryan's neat handwriting, it was perfect like him:

"Dear Kate,

Right now I am up in my bedroom, while my best friend who is your brother makes himself at home,
he probably thinks I am doing something gross in the bathroom, but let him think what he wants,
because I am doing something that is important to me, and that is writing this letter to you.

I am missing you like crazy you don't actually understand, when Justin turned up I wished you were with him,
everytime I look at him I see you, and I see you in pain, he has that smirk that he always does when he orders you around,
it hurts me seeing that smirk, because I know how much you are screaming inside when you see it.
Right now I wish you were here, laying next to me while we exchanged 'Remember that time' stories, and while you smile with that
perfect smile of yours, and your eyes would light up, just like the stars in the night sky,
you would giggle and say 'Oh Ry, you are so silly' and when you say my name it's like music to my ears,
and when I watch your lips move, it makes me want to place mine on them, and feel their softness.

Kate Bieber, you are the most beautiful girl I know, and that will always be true.
Please don't forget it.

Love Ryan xox"

I smiled at the letter, that's all I could do there was nothing else. I just kept rereading it, especially the part where he wrote 'Love Ryan'
seeing his name with Love before it, made my heart skip a beat, and feel like maybe just maybe he was the guy for me,
but I can't get to ahead of myself, we haven't even started dating yet, and that's when I realized,
I need to be around Ryan more, to make him start realzing that I am the girl for him.

I quickly shoved the letter in my pocket, and waited for Justin to finish.
Which wasn't long, his dressing room door flew open and he walked inside and slammed it shut,
"MOVE" he shouted to me,
I jumped up and moved to the couch, since I was sitting in his make up chair, I didn't say anything,
but just watched as he kicked the table and made everything jump and fall. "I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT" yelled Justin,
and punched the table hard, I heard the thump sound it made,
"I am going to go" I said knowing this wasn't the right place for me,
"NO STAY" yelled Justin before I walked out the door,
I turned and looked at my twin brother, I looked deep in his eyes and that's when I saw something I thought I never would see.

Tears.

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I was sitting on the couch with my arm around Justin's shoulder, and he was leaning on mine, crying his eyes out. He had finally snapped.
'They want so much from me" cried Justin,
I patted his head, and moved his hair out of his eyes "Justin, I know it's hard but -" I explained,
he cut me off "YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND" he snapped.
I sighed and rubbed his arm "Justin you are wrong, I do understand" I said "I am your twin",
he looked at me confused 'That doesn't mean anything" he snapped, and crossed his arms, "You don't understand me"
I rolled my eyes "Please Justin, we shared the same whom for at least 9 months" I said.
Justin laughed "You do have a point there" he said.
I laughed, "So what is wrong?" I asked.
He sighed "I want to give up my music career" said Justin.