My Heart Beats Only For You

Gerard’s POV

I was leaning against the tree Frank and I usually sat under for lunch looking for any signs of my brother and boyfriend. I pulled out a fag and inhaled the sweet death stick then closed my eyes to enjoy it.

“Those things are going to give you lung cancer some day.” I hear as someone sits beside me. I exhale and smile when I see Frank smoking his own fag.

“Where’s Mikey?”

“Sam and Mikey made up and they decided they’d be eating alone today,” he said nonchalantly while taking another drag. I furrowed my eyebrows at the thought that Mikey ditched us again.

“Are you fucking kidding me?!”

“Gee, chill. He’ll see the truth on Friday maybe sooner if Sam continues to irritate him.”

“But Frankie, he promised he’d eat with us. I was actually looking forward to it. When’s the last time we were all together and you didn’t want to kill me?”

“I never wanted to kill you, I just wanted to slightly injure you until you were wish you were dead,” he said with a smile. I laughed slightly then pecked him on the lips, he pressed back and I could hear the murmurs coming from a close by table. I looked to our left and saw Sam’s drama group sitting together. Mikey was there to, but he didn’t seem that happy.

“Frank, if Mikey can’t eat with us. How about we eat with him?”

“Gee Bear, you know we can’t. Mikey will kill us if we do, and who knows what Sam’s group will do.”

“Frankie baby, I’m Gerard Way. Half those people want me because I’m so sexy.” I smiled really big and Frank pouted a bit so I quickly added, “But the only one for me is you.”

I kissed him softly on the lips and his smile returned. He quickly put his fag out and stood up offering his hand. I put my fag out too then took his hand. Once we both were up I wrapped my arm around his shoulder and dragged him toward the ‘Drama table’.

As we reached the table Kyle, formerly known to me as Steve, looked up and smiled.

“Frankie my boy, what’s up,” he said clearly ignoring me. Alright this boy can’t deny it, he’s gay and he wants my Frankie.

“Hi Kyle. Mikey, Sam,” Frank said with extra enthusiasm to not make it obvious he knows. Sam eyed him suspiciously anyways then gave me a little wave.

“What do you want Gerard?” one of the other guys in their group asked.

“Just wanted to have lunch with my little brother and his gorgeous girlfriend of course,” I said as I gave Frank a little squeeze so he’d play along.

“Indeed gorgeous! How do you get your hair so shiny Sam?! My gawd it is so healthy and beautiful.”

“Frank? Are you alright?” my brother asked being suspicious too.

“Oh course! I know at first I was a little hostile towards Sammie, but that’s only because I thought she wanted my Gee Bear, but of course that’s a silly idea!” Frank said rolling his eyes as Sam tensed up in Mikey’s arms. That’s right, give my brother a reason to question you, you little whore.

“Aww Baby something wrong?”

“Just cold Milky Way.” Milky Way? Really? Can’t you be a little more original? Mikey took his jacket off and handed it to her. I will admit, she does have a way of covering things up quickly.

“Well you’re welcomed to join us Gee, you can too Frank,” she said smiling really big. I sat down pulling Frank on my lap shooting the smile back which she frowned at.

“Well sis I must be going, big plays coming up and many important parts to recite, bye Frankie,” Kyle yelled out before taking off. I swear, yes they are twins, but must they be doing the same thing?! At least he has the balls to do it in front of Frank’s significant other, while Sam fucks with all of us.



Frank’s POV

“So Mikey did you enjoy our rather strange lunch?” I asked.

“Rather, peculiar, if I may say, but it was enjoyable having us all together.”

“Um, Mikey may I ask you a question?”

“Sure Frank, anything.” I took a deep breath and gathered my courage to ask the next question.

“Uh, Mikey you don’t think Sam has a thing for Gee do you?” He stiffened and looked uncomfortable. “Sorry Mikes, you don’t have to answer that.”

“No Frank it’s fine, it’s just, Gerard said she did and after today’s lunch I can kind of see a spark I don’t see when it’s just her and me. She didn’t even want to sit with you guys, but she was practically begging Gerard to sit with us. I’m kind of worried.”

“Mikey, I think she didn’t want you sitting with us because of me. I don’t think Sam likes me very much,” I said with a fake pout and frown.

“Don’t say that Frank, I’m sure she likes you. Just hopefully not like she does with Gerard. I’ll talk to her tonight, I might just be paranoid.”

“You should go over, no warning whatsoever. She’ll be so surprised!” She’ll differently be surprised.



Mikey’s POV

I went home after school and got straight to my homework. Sam said she was busy, but she said she’d call me at 9pm because from 7-9pm she’d be practicing lines with Kyle at home with no distraction. I wonder if Kyle’s gay, he sure does act it in front of Gerard. Damn Gerard, does he have to be the cuter Way. Does he have no respect for my poor friend? I thought to myself with a frown.

“Get a hold of yourself Mikey, he loves Frank and it’s not his fault he’s loveable,” I said out loud so I could convince myself. I quickly finished up everything planning to stop by her house at 6:30 so we could talk, I couldn’t accuse her over the phone.

“Michael, Gerard! Dinner is ready boys!” my mom called up. She’s the only one I allowed to call me by my real name, she’s my mom so yeah I don’t have a choice. I run downstairs and see Gerard grabbing his jacket leaving out the door. I check the clock and it reads 5:30pm. Where the hell is he going?

“GEE WHERE YOU GOING?!” He popped his head back in and looked at me shocked.

“Frank’s?” he said, it sounding more like a question then a statement. I furrowed my eyebrows then continued interrogating.

“Now? It’s dinner, you won’t be joining us?”

“Yeah now, I’ll just eat at Frank’s.”

“You sure, I was planning to eat with you,” I said kind of hurt.

“Yeah, bye Mikey. See you later,” he said looking away then running down the street. Wait, isn’t Frank’s house the other way? I asked myself, but quickly shook it off not caring. My mother and I ate in silence, a comfortable one. We’ve always been a quiet family, she only ever laughed and talked when Frank was eating with us, he tends to not like the quiet so much. My mother gets up and sets her plate in the sink clearly finished.

“Michael I have to get back to work, wait up for Gerard, don’t run the phone bill up too high, and behave please,” she said quickly placing a kiss on my forehead then running out. Everyone is just running out on me lately. I thought sadly placing my own dish in the sink. I looked at my watch and read 6:15 Better time then ever I guess.

I grab my coat and walk down to Sam’s house thinking of what I want to say. I finally get there and have recited my speech and questions a hundred times. I walk up to the door and am about to knock when I hear an all too familiar voice yelling. A male voice at that. I look through the living room window and could not believe my eyes!