Killing Loneliness

I heard the doorbell ring from the living room. I already knew who it was. Bam. He had promised to come on 2 weeks later. I wasn't sure if those two weeks he had still been fucking Missy though. My stomach started to turn at the thought of it, I shook my head to get the nasty image out ofmy head.
When I opned the door, Bam was standing there with his suitcase and a boquet of flowers. I was still really hurt with him, but I couldn't help but smile when I saw the look on his face.
“Hi,” His voice was weak as he looked up at me with a sad face.
“Hi,” I smiled lightly and opened the door more and let him in. He came in and handed me the flowers.
“Th- these are for you,” Bam's hair was damp, pressed against his forehead. There was a low barrel of thunder that came from the sky above us. I took the flowers out of his hand carefully, and smiled.
“Thanks, you didn't have to bring these,” I nodded towards the kitchen and Bam started to follow me. I put them down gently and went to grab a vase from the cupboard.
“Yes I did. I've been such an asshole to you.... I feel so bad,” I felt Bam come up behind me and wrap his arms aaround my waist lightly. I didn't move for a second, debating on how I should act.
I twisted around in his arms so that my face was just an inch from his.
“You have been an ass. And I'm not sure if I want to forgive you yet, but,” I wrapped each one of my arms around his neck and looked up at him. “ I'm still happy to see you,and that youre herem” I stood up on my toes and pressed my lips to his lightly.
Bam wasn't expecting this, but quickly pulled me closer to him. He eagerly deepend the kiss and held me tightly. When I finally pulled away, it was only for air and not acutally wanting to stop that.
“I'm glad youre happy to see me,” Bam smirked as he pressed his forehead to mine. I couldn't help but smirk up at him. I heard a noise come from the front door and Bam and I each jumped back.
A minute later Kat walked into the ktichen where we stood a few inches apart.
“Oh hi Bam,” Kat didn't sound very pleased that he was there. She dropped her bag on the kitchen table, grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and then made her way to her office. The door shut loudly and I let out a small sigh of releif when I knew she wasn't in the same room now.
“Well she seemed happy to see me,” Bam said quietly as his finger twirled threw a curl in my hair. I nodded and took Bams hand. I made our way over to the couch in the living room where we sat down. The second he was down next to me his arm was wrapped around my shoulder and was pulling me closer to his chest.
Everything was silent between us for a while. The TV was on and we were flipping threw the channels and silently agreeing on what we wanted to watch. The whole house was silent. Kat didn't leave her office the whole time. From under the crack of the door, I could hear music quietly playing in her office. She really wasn't pleased.
“I'm so happy that I'm here with you now,” Bam whispered softly into my ear, sending shivers down my spine. A smile spread across my face as I turned around and looked up at him. My head was laying in his lap as his fingers tangled with my hair.
“Me to,” I sat up slowly and pressed my lips to his.
The kiss started off slow and sweet, but as they molded together it started to get hotter. Bam pullled me into his lap as he wrapped his arms around me tightly. My fingers ran around the collar of his shirt before one of them wrapped around his neck and the other finding the back of his neck and trailing up it to find his hair. I wrapped them in his hair and pressed myself closer to him.
Bam moaned into my lips as he ran his fingers up and down my sides. When he finally pulled away we pressed our foreheads together as we panted lightly.
“I'm sorry, god am I sorry,” His voice was filled with sincerity as he held me closer – if that was already even possible. I pressed my lips to his again, but this time only for a small kiss. Just as I pulled away I started to yawn. Bam laughed and pushed the ahir out of my face.
“Lets go to bed baby, you need all the rest that you can get,” Bam lightly ran his palm over my stomach as he moved me to get up. I nodded and took his hand as we made our way to the bottom of the stairs. He picked up his bag with one hand and then started up the staris after me.
I walked into my room and turned expecting him to be there. He was just inside the guest bedroom about to open up his bag.
“Bam?” I stopped him and walked into the room. “What are you doing?' I crossed my arms over my chest in confusion.
“Well I figured that you didn't want to sleep with me, so I'll just stay in here,” Bam looked up at me with an innocent expression. Part of me wanted to say, yes stay in here by yoruself. But the deeper, much more wanting side of me wanted him to stay with me. For him to hold me like he had before and tell me everything was going to be alright.
“Bam,” I looked at him for a moment as I bit my lip. “Come stay with me, I want you too,” I took a few steps closer to him as he stood up. His eyes searched my face before he pressed his lips to my forehead lightly and picked up his bag. I took his hand as we walked into my rooom. He dropped it at the end of my bed and stated to pull off his clothes.
I did everything I could not to stare, even though it was a failed hope. I started to pull off my own clothes, trying to distract myself. When I looked back at him, his eyes were on my body this time. We both stood there for a moement in our underwear, looking over eachothers bodies.
I shook my head and made for the bed, pulling back the blanket and sheets and curling up under thme. Bam was quick to follow and wrapped his arm around my waist. He let his palm rest of my stomach, pressing down just lightly.
“I'm so excited babe, the second you told me I was gonna be a dad of a beautiful baby that would be coming from you, my mind couldn't get off that thought,” Bam kissed along my neck and shoulder as he curled his arm around me.
“Really?” I tried to hide the huge smile, but I'm sure even in the dark Bam would have been abel to see it.
“Yah, I'm so happy baby,” He nuzzed himself up against my shoulder and rested there.
“Night baby, I love you,”
A smile spread across my cheeks again.
“I Love you to baby,”
I fell asleep quickly in Bam's arms. For the first time in months, everything felt like it was going to be ok.