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Red Snow

Heiland

Oh lords, oh gods.

I let my breath stick in my lungs as the phone rang, each tone making my chest thump faster.

After this I am taking Snow and we will both be becoming very much high.

"Hallo?" Mother's voice replied to the ringing. A lump appeared in my neck and I tried to swallow this.

"Hallo Mama," I spoke softly. Mother was not a female to make angry.

"Ich habe nichts von dir gehört, da Sie verließ warum Sie anrufen?" How will I say this. I cannot think of a way to say these thing that I need to.

And then I realized. I spoke to my mother. I told her of everything that became of me when I come here.

How I made friends, how I was doing not doing poorly in school.

Mother was happy for these things. And then I spoke to her of Snow. I tell her how he is beautiful, fragile like he is made of china. He is immaculate.

Mother listens quietly as I tell her all these things. Then I speak of what happened to my Snow. I tell her of the horrible eight birthdate, well, the small parts I know of this time. Then I tell her how his father was put out of jail.

How he came for Snow, tried to break my Snow. And of how I tried to break him instead. Then of Snow, my porcelain Snow, using the blade I had given him.

At the end of my story, I was crying. Tears made their paths down my face. I tried to make my crying un-apparent to mother. I believe she knew regardless.

"Du hast etwas, mich zu fragen, ja?" I took a long sigh inwards. I cannot believe that I am asking this.

"fahren mit" mother spoke softly.

"Kann ich kommen zurück nach Deutschland?" I gasp again.

"Und bringen Snow mit mir?"

"Mother, Snow cannot stay here more. He is breaking himself from the inside. Snow is terrified." I was crying more now. And was now speaking with English, unusual.

"Fragen seiner Tante und seinem Onkel. Ich habe nicht ein Problem mit ihm."

I broken but happy cry slipped past my mouth.

"Danke. Danke sehr!" I muttered. Truly thank you mother. I cannot show how much this means.

"Luca, ich denke, du tust eine sehr gute Sache. Ich bin stolz auf dich."

I clicked the phone off and leaned into the wall. My lips smiling up.

I will save Snow yet
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Ich habe nichts von dir gehört, da Sie verließ warum Sie anrufen?-I haven't heard from you since you left, why you'd call?

Du hast etwas, mich zu fragen, ja?-You have something to ask me, yes?

fahren mit-Go on

Kann ich kommen zurück nach Deutschland?-Can I come back to Germany?

Und bringen Snow mit mir?-and bring Snow with me?

Fragen seiner Tante und seinem Onkel. Ich habe nicht ein Problem mit ihm-Ask his aunt and uncle, I don't have a problem with it.

Luca, ich denke, du tust eine sehr gute Sache. Ich bin stolz auf dich-Luca, I think you're doing a very good thing. I'm proud of you.

Sorry for all the German! And don't worry, the story doesn't end soon. I've got a lot planed!

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