I'll Be Fine Even Though I'm Not Always Right.

I had heard everything Alex and Jack had said, I’ve never seen either them act like that before. All their words were sincere, Alex still loved me, Jack still loved me, I on the other hand was unsure how I felt for either of them, though really I had always loved Alex, through everything. He was near enough my whole world, even if things did go down hill for a while. Maybe it was just time to start a new? Alex and Jack walked through the door, with smiles on their faces, maybe things will change…

Three months later

I had gotten out of rehab a few weeks ago, since then I had been hanging out with Jack and Alex mainly but had seen Rian and Zack a little too. The guys were doing a few shows here and there before they next head out for a world tour. Things had started too look up lately, Alex and I were getting closer again, but it wasn’t going to be the same as before, I mean how could it? After everything. Jack was still the awesome best friend and hero, he had moved in with me, seeing as he still didn’t trust me on my own, not that I had taken offence to that, It was nice to know he still cared and probably always will. I couldn’t say no either, after everything that tall lanky boy had done for me, even for someone so immature he had done the most matures thing ever, saving my life.

Jack, Alex and I were currently sat on our arses pigging out in front of the TV, watching some lame TV show. This is what most our days consisted of, not that I minded, I was rather content with staying inside watching TV all day.

“I think we should go out” Alex blurted out randomly.

“Yeah, we could go bowling or something?” Jack added with excitement.

I said nothing, which caused them too glance in my direction.

“Lea? Fancy that?” Alex asked me.

“Urm..not really to be honest, you guys can go though” I smiled whilst slouching down further into the couch,

“Nu uh, you’re coming missy whether you like it or not” Jack said standing up and running across the room towards me.

Jack was planning on jumping on me…like usual but this time I would be quicker… haha.