Lost And Found
Lost And Found 7
Ryan's POV
I woke up with Brendon staring at me.
"Morning." he said, pulling me closer to him.
"Did you sleep well?" He asked, finally getting out of bed, stretching.
"Yes," I replied, "you?"
"Okay, I guess." There was a knock at the door and Cathy walked in.
"Breakfast is ready guys." she smiled at us.
She walked out. After we got washed up and dressed we walked into the kitchen area where Jon, Cathy, Spencer, and June sat. Jon looked up.
"Sleep okay, guys?" he asked looking up from his paper.
"Yeah." Brendon said sitting down.
June and Cathy were smiling at each other. I kicked Brendon's leg. He looked up at me. I eyed June and Cathy when no one was looking.
He looked at them and started laughing.
"What." said Cathy.
"Huh? oh nothing, Cath."
"Suuurrreeee." She got up and kissed Jon goodbye.
"Bye guys I'm off to work." She grabbed her keys an walked out the door.
June looked at Spencer.
"Uh.. I'm going shopping. Wanna come?" she asked.
"No, I think I'll stay here with Ryan and Brendon. You have fun." he said.
She gave him a kiss, said goodbye to us and walked out the door.
"Well I'm going out for a walk I'll be back later guys." said Jon walking out.
"What do you wanna do today, Ryan?" Spencer asked curiously.
I looked at Brendon.
"What do you wanna do, Brendon?" I asked.
He got up to walk over and stand behind me.
"Whatever you wanna do. But I'll be back, I have to go to the bathroom." He walked out of the kitchen and we heard a door shut.
"So you and Brendon are okay now." Spencer asked.
"Yes, we're okay now."
"Good to hear... What was all the yelling about last night?" he asked, looking up.
"Uh. Nothing. Don't worry about it." I said quickly, changing the subject.
"So what are your plans today?" I asked him. He looked at me oddly.
"To hang with you guys, duh." he said getting up an cleaning the table. I got up and helped him.
"You don't have to help, I got it." he said turning on the water.
"Okay. I'm going to go check on Brendon, he's been in the bathroom for awhile."
"Kay." he said, starting to wash the dishes.
I walked out of the kitchen quietly as I neared the bathroom I heard Brendon throwing up. I opened the door quietly to see Brendon leaning over the toilet with 2 fingers down his throat. Tears fell from my eyes.
What was he doing to himself...?
I slowly closed the door and walked back into the kitchen an sat down laying my head down on the table. Spencer turned around and noticed my body shaking, my shoulders racking. He came over to me placing a hand on my shoulder.
"Are you okay, Ryan??" he asked worried. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. He sat down next to me.
"Whats the matter??" he asked again.
"Brendon was in the bathroom making himself puke." I said quietly.
Spencer got up and rushed to the bathroom.
I heard Brendon.
"What the fuck Spencer do you know what knocking is!"
"Come here I want to show you something." I was Spencer dragging Brendon over to me.
"LOOK! Do you see what you've done to Ryan?!"
Brendon bent down next to me an hugging me tightly.
"Whats did I do, Ry?" he asked me. I began to cry harder, my body shaking violently. Brendon looked up at Spencer.
"He went to go check on you an saw what you were doing to yourself. Do you see how much youre hurting him?!?"
"Stop! Just stop it" I yelled and ran out the door.
I heard Spencer and Brendon yelling for me but I ignored it. Just kept running as fast as my legs would go. All of a sudden I crashed into someone. The person grabbed me as I struggled.
"Ryan! Ryan, its me Jon, You know, Jwalk, its okay." I clung to him and started crying. He shushed me and rubbed my back.
"What happened?" I couldn't speak, I was crying too hard.
Jon picked me up and carried me home. When we got there Brendon and Spencer were sitting at the table. They looked up. Brendon was crying, still. Brendon got up and took me from Jon. He hugged me close and tight in his arms. I cuddled close to him.
"Why don't you go take him to the bedroom to get some sleep, Bren?" Spencer said quietly.
Brendon nodded and took me into the room where he laid me on the bed. I looked at him.
"We'll talk when you wake up, okay?" I nodded and he left the room.
I soon fell asleep.
I was awoken by the sound of a guitar being tuned. I looked up to see Spencer, Jon, and Brendon. I looked up to see that I was no longer in my room but in a big room with a stage. I was sitting in a chair in a very uncomfortable position. I sat up and saw Brendon with a guitar in his hands, Jon with his bass, and Spencer, of course, with his drums. Brendon looked down at me and smiled.
"This song is for you Ry." With those last words Brendon starting playing one of our songs (my favorite song) Camisado.
"The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency
"
I looked up at them in awe. Brendon's eyes locked with mine and never left me. I smiled.
He loves me.
Brendon Urie really does love me.
"This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight...."
He jumped off the stage still playing his guitar. His face was inches from mine.
"
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events"
"I. Love. You, Ryan Ross." he said.
Before I could say something, he placed his lips on mine. I pulled him closer to me, deepening the kiss. He pulled back.
"I'm sorry Ryan..."
"Its okay, Bren."
I pulled him closer to me, reattaching our lips.
"Its okay, Bren. Just promise me you wont do that anymore, okay??"
"I promise, Ryan."
We kissed again. I pulled back.
"I love you Brenny..." He smiled an kissed me again.
"Okay!" we heard Spencer yell.
"Get a ROOM!" Jon said laughing.
We looked up and saw them looking down at us.
"You know you want this!" Brendon said smiling.
"Oh yeah." Jon said winking at Brendon.
"Lets go home I'm hungry.." Spencer whined.
"That's not surprising..." Jon whispered.
"What was that Jon?" Spencer snapped.
"Huh? Oh, nothing Spence."
Me and Brendon laughed at their expense.
Brendon carefully picked me up and carried me to the car.
I woke up with Brendon staring at me.
"Morning." he said, pulling me closer to him.
"Did you sleep well?" He asked, finally getting out of bed, stretching.
"Yes," I replied, "you?"
"Okay, I guess." There was a knock at the door and Cathy walked in.
"Breakfast is ready guys." she smiled at us.
She walked out. After we got washed up and dressed we walked into the kitchen area where Jon, Cathy, Spencer, and June sat. Jon looked up.
"Sleep okay, guys?" he asked looking up from his paper.
"Yeah." Brendon said sitting down.
June and Cathy were smiling at each other. I kicked Brendon's leg. He looked up at me. I eyed June and Cathy when no one was looking.
He looked at them and started laughing.
"What." said Cathy.
"Huh? oh nothing, Cath."
"Suuurrreeee." She got up and kissed Jon goodbye.
"Bye guys I'm off to work." She grabbed her keys an walked out the door.
June looked at Spencer.
"Uh.. I'm going shopping. Wanna come?" she asked.
"No, I think I'll stay here with Ryan and Brendon. You have fun." he said.
She gave him a kiss, said goodbye to us and walked out the door.
"Well I'm going out for a walk I'll be back later guys." said Jon walking out.
"What do you wanna do today, Ryan?" Spencer asked curiously.
I looked at Brendon.
"What do you wanna do, Brendon?" I asked.
He got up to walk over and stand behind me.
"Whatever you wanna do. But I'll be back, I have to go to the bathroom." He walked out of the kitchen and we heard a door shut.
"So you and Brendon are okay now." Spencer asked.
"Yes, we're okay now."
"Good to hear... What was all the yelling about last night?" he asked, looking up.
"Uh. Nothing. Don't worry about it." I said quickly, changing the subject.
"So what are your plans today?" I asked him. He looked at me oddly.
"To hang with you guys, duh." he said getting up an cleaning the table. I got up and helped him.
"You don't have to help, I got it." he said turning on the water.
"Okay. I'm going to go check on Brendon, he's been in the bathroom for awhile."
"Kay." he said, starting to wash the dishes.
I walked out of the kitchen quietly as I neared the bathroom I heard Brendon throwing up. I opened the door quietly to see Brendon leaning over the toilet with 2 fingers down his throat. Tears fell from my eyes.
What was he doing to himself...?
I slowly closed the door and walked back into the kitchen an sat down laying my head down on the table. Spencer turned around and noticed my body shaking, my shoulders racking. He came over to me placing a hand on my shoulder.
"Are you okay, Ryan??" he asked worried. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. He sat down next to me.
"Whats the matter??" he asked again.
"Brendon was in the bathroom making himself puke." I said quietly.
Spencer got up and rushed to the bathroom.
I heard Brendon.
"What the fuck Spencer do you know what knocking is!"
"Come here I want to show you something." I was Spencer dragging Brendon over to me.
"LOOK! Do you see what you've done to Ryan?!"
Brendon bent down next to me an hugging me tightly.
"Whats did I do, Ry?" he asked me. I began to cry harder, my body shaking violently. Brendon looked up at Spencer.
"He went to go check on you an saw what you were doing to yourself. Do you see how much youre hurting him?!?"
"Stop! Just stop it" I yelled and ran out the door.
I heard Spencer and Brendon yelling for me but I ignored it. Just kept running as fast as my legs would go. All of a sudden I crashed into someone. The person grabbed me as I struggled.
"Ryan! Ryan, its me Jon, You know, Jwalk, its okay." I clung to him and started crying. He shushed me and rubbed my back.
"What happened?" I couldn't speak, I was crying too hard.
Jon picked me up and carried me home. When we got there Brendon and Spencer were sitting at the table. They looked up. Brendon was crying, still. Brendon got up and took me from Jon. He hugged me close and tight in his arms. I cuddled close to him.
"Why don't you go take him to the bedroom to get some sleep, Bren?" Spencer said quietly.
Brendon nodded and took me into the room where he laid me on the bed. I looked at him.
"We'll talk when you wake up, okay?" I nodded and he left the room.
I soon fell asleep.
I was awoken by the sound of a guitar being tuned. I looked up to see Spencer, Jon, and Brendon. I looked up to see that I was no longer in my room but in a big room with a stage. I was sitting in a chair in a very uncomfortable position. I sat up and saw Brendon with a guitar in his hands, Jon with his bass, and Spencer, of course, with his drums. Brendon looked down at me and smiled.
"This song is for you Ry." With those last words Brendon starting playing one of our songs (my favorite song) Camisado.
"The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency
"
I looked up at them in awe. Brendon's eyes locked with mine and never left me. I smiled.
He loves me.
Brendon Urie really does love me.
"This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight...."
He jumped off the stage still playing his guitar. His face was inches from mine.
"
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events"
"I. Love. You, Ryan Ross." he said.
Before I could say something, he placed his lips on mine. I pulled him closer to me, deepening the kiss. He pulled back.
"I'm sorry Ryan..."
"Its okay, Bren."
I pulled him closer to me, reattaching our lips.
"Its okay, Bren. Just promise me you wont do that anymore, okay??"
"I promise, Ryan."
We kissed again. I pulled back.
"I love you Brenny..." He smiled an kissed me again.
"Okay!" we heard Spencer yell.
"Get a ROOM!" Jon said laughing.
We looked up and saw them looking down at us.
"You know you want this!" Brendon said smiling.
"Oh yeah." Jon said winking at Brendon.
"Lets go home I'm hungry.." Spencer whined.
"That's not surprising..." Jon whispered.
"What was that Jon?" Spencer snapped.
"Huh? Oh, nothing Spence."
Me and Brendon laughed at their expense.
Brendon carefully picked me up and carried me to the car.