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She's Enough
Jimmy
Jimmy’s pov
I woke up in a hospital bed to find everyone but Ashley in the room.
“Jimmy your awake!” Matt grinned causing everyone to look at me.
“Where’s Ash?” I asked looking around for her beautiful hazel eyes.
Gena looked down and slipped the note into my hand while everyone else remained quiet. I opened the note and read it.
Jimmy, I love you with all of my heart but no one wants me here except for Gena, Brian, Zacky and you. But I‘m not good for you Jimmy, from what everyone else have told me I‘m the reason your suicidal and drunk all the time. So for that I am sorry. This time I‘ve left for real and I emphasize for you not to do anything like this again. I know you‘ll find a way to go on without me. Never give up.
Love, Ashley Lee Barker.
I looked up at the other side of the room where Val, Matt, Michelle, Lacey, and Johnny were all standing.
“How could you?” I asked angrily.
“What are you talking about?” Val asked.
“You made Ash leave. She was going to come back but you blamed her for everything! This wasn’t her fault!” I yelled.
“Jimmy, we were only looking out for you.” Matt spoke but I cut him off.
“No, shut the fuck up and get out! Everyone but my real friends, Gena, Brian and Zacky.” I growled.
“Jimmy.” Michelle and Val growled.
I pointed towards the door and Brian shoved them all out. When they were gone he shut the door and sighed.
“I’m sorry.”
“Shut up man, I don’t want to hear one more fucking sorry.” I snapped then relaxed into the bed.
“Doctor said you’ll have to stay in here for suicide watch for about two weeks.” Zacky cleared his throat.
I nodded not really paying attention to what he was saying since my mind kept wandering to Ashley. Her wavy brown and blonde hair. Soft pink lips that always curled up into a perfect smile. Her eyebrows inches above her perfectly lined up hazel eyes which were always surrounded by mascara, eyeliner, and a little bit of glitter. Cute button nose, and the adorable way she wore my shirts better than I ever could.
“Jimmy do you want us to leave?” Brian asked noticing the look on my face.
I just nodded my head and turned towards the window trying to think of where she would go. If she would ever come back. Will I ever find her again?
I woke up in a hospital bed to find everyone but Ashley in the room.
“Jimmy your awake!” Matt grinned causing everyone to look at me.
“Where’s Ash?” I asked looking around for her beautiful hazel eyes.
Gena looked down and slipped the note into my hand while everyone else remained quiet. I opened the note and read it.
Jimmy, I love you with all of my heart but no one wants me here except for Gena, Brian, Zacky and you. But I‘m not good for you Jimmy, from what everyone else have told me I‘m the reason your suicidal and drunk all the time. So for that I am sorry. This time I‘ve left for real and I emphasize for you not to do anything like this again. I know you‘ll find a way to go on without me. Never give up.
Love, Ashley Lee Barker.
I looked up at the other side of the room where Val, Matt, Michelle, Lacey, and Johnny were all standing.
“How could you?” I asked angrily.
“What are you talking about?” Val asked.
“You made Ash leave. She was going to come back but you blamed her for everything! This wasn’t her fault!” I yelled.
“Jimmy, we were only looking out for you.” Matt spoke but I cut him off.
“No, shut the fuck up and get out! Everyone but my real friends, Gena, Brian and Zacky.” I growled.
“Jimmy.” Michelle and Val growled.
I pointed towards the door and Brian shoved them all out. When they were gone he shut the door and sighed.
“I’m sorry.”
“Shut up man, I don’t want to hear one more fucking sorry.” I snapped then relaxed into the bed.
“Doctor said you’ll have to stay in here for suicide watch for about two weeks.” Zacky cleared his throat.
I nodded not really paying attention to what he was saying since my mind kept wandering to Ashley. Her wavy brown and blonde hair. Soft pink lips that always curled up into a perfect smile. Her eyebrows inches above her perfectly lined up hazel eyes which were always surrounded by mascara, eyeliner, and a little bit of glitter. Cute button nose, and the adorable way she wore my shirts better than I ever could.
“Jimmy do you want us to leave?” Brian asked noticing the look on my face.
I just nodded my head and turned towards the window trying to think of where she would go. If she would ever come back. Will I ever find her again?
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