More Than Just Curious

Gerard’s P.O.V

I held the kiss as long as I could, keeping it sweet and innocent. It was, in my opinion the best kiss that I have ever had. Our lips moved together, gently caressing each other’s. Frank pulled away from the kiss first and laid his forehead against mine, staring deeply and intensely into my eyes.

“I don’t think you realize how much that means to me Gee. I have been waiting to hear that for so long.” Frank said to me, his eyes never leaving mine. I smiled at him and kissed him lightly on the lips.

“I don’t think you realize how much you mean to me.” I told him truthfully. He smiled and kissed me back.

“I do now.” He whispered. We sat there for a moment, just letting everything sink in. I held my hand on his cheek. I couldn’t help but smile. He was so beautiful.

“I’m hungry.” Frank told me, breaking the silence. I couldn’t help but smile and laugh at him. He was too adorable.

“Me too, let’s go eat.” I said breaking away from him. I unlocked the doors and we jumped out.

We walked into the restaurant and stood by the sign that said ‘please wait to be seated’. I stood there and really just starred at Frank. He looked over at all of the tables and smiled. He looked so childish standing there, bouncing up and down on his heels. I never really saw this side to Frank before. I guess this was the part of him that was covered up by all of the distress.

“Hello, how many?” A waitress asked us as she began to grab some menus. Frank smiled at her and cheered a ‘two’. The waitress smiled and, motioned for us to follow her.

The waitress was actually pretty. She had on a small black skirt and a black over shirt. Her eyes were a deep sea blue, her hair long and black. She had a bunch of tattoos that covered her porcelain skin. She had her ears gagged and high cheek bones. Her eyes were heavily lined with eye liner.

She took us to a back table where she sat down our menus. She smiled sweetly at us as we walked around to the table. It was pretty restricted back here; hardly anyone was here except an old couple.

“Here you are, your waiter will be with you momentarily.” She said as she walked away.
I sat down first and opened up the menu. I looked up at Frank, who looked like he was debating where to sit at. Finally, he decided that he would sit in the bench right next to me. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his small frame. He smiled and snuggled in closer to me.

Soon, the waiter came around the corner, a small smile on his face as he walked up to us. He had on some long black pants and a black over shirt. He walked up to us, a small smile still present on his face.

“Hello, my name is Kenny. I will be your waiter for this evening. What would you like to drink?” he asked us politely, smile still on his face. He must not have been a homophobe, seeing the way that I was holding Frank like this didn’t bother him.

“Can I have a coke?” Frank asked the waiter. He nodded his head and wrote it down on the note pad. The waiter then turned to face me and asked the same question.

“Coke also please.” I told him. He nodded his head and wrote it down on the note pad. He smiled and said he would be right back with our drinks.

He walked away from our table and came back minutes later with our drinks. We decided that we were just going to order a plain cheese, Frank being vegetarian and all. The pizza didn’t take that long to get there and we both dug in, untangling ourselves from each other.

“Wait Frankie,” I said before he began to eat his second slice. “I told you my feelings for you already. But you never told me yours.” I pointed out to him. He smirked at me and nodded his head.

“Yeah, that’s true. But I am just going to make you wait Gerard. You made me wait for so long. So I guess it’s kind of like pay back.” He told me smirking.

I looked at him and smirked to myself as the idea came into my head. I decided that I wouldn’t kiss Frank as long as I didn’t know his true feelings. I mean sure, it is pretty obvious that he likes me back, but I really just want to hear it. My idea wasn’t the greatest, mostly because it was hurting me too.

“Well fine then. I guess until I know what your feelings are I can’t kiss you anymore. You know I don’t want to kiss you if I disgust you.” I told him, partly regretting it. I don’t see how I am not going to be able to kiss him. I mean look at him, he’s adorable.

Frank’s jaw dropped and he looked at me like I was crazy. He looked so shocked at what I had said. I was shocked at myself too. I knew that I was going to regret what I had just said. But, I had succeeded and that little smirk of his was long gone.

“You aren’t serious are you?” he asked me. I did nothing but lightly nod my head in a response.

“I can do that! I can hardly last a few hours without kissing you let alone days!” he shouted at me, making the old couples head turn back. I laughed aloud at him and patted his shoulder.

“It’s okay Frankie settle down, people are starring.” I whispered to him. He shook his head and folded his arms across his chest.

“Whatever.” He said childishly. “I’m just going to tell you now that you’re not going to last. I am irresistibly sexy.” He mumbled to me, not looking at me in the eye. I couldn’t help but laugh at him. But just as I was about to agree with him, someone else did.

“You got that right.” I heard a voice next to me say. I almost jumped out of my chair. I turned and faced the visitor.

“Jamia?” I asked. “What are you doing here?” I asked her. I heard Frank groan next to me. He really didn’t like her.

“Well I’m just here getting dinner with my mom. But what do I hear but little Frankie here! Gosh Gerard I can’t believe you’re not going to kiss him! He is so hot; I would never turn that down. You know what Frankie he doesn’t deserve you; I would kiss you any day, any time.” Jamia said, bending over lightly so that her boobs were almost coming out of her shirt. I saw Frank visibly shiver.

“How many times do I have to tell you? My name is Frank. F-R-A-N-K. Only Gerard can call me Frankie. But I am sorry; I will have to turn you down.” Frank told her. She cleared her throat and sat up, fixing her shirt.

“Well, that’s fine. But you have my number FRANK so you can give me a call whenever you want.” She said shouting the Frank. He laughed and waved her off.

Jamia went and sat down after that, leaving me and Frank alone together. We ate some more pizza before we boxed it up and left. Today was one of the best days of my life. Except my little ‘bright idea’. I really have no idea what I was thinking.

We got back to my house and went down stairs to my room to pack up Frankie’s things. I can’t believe that he was leaving tonight. He said bye to my mom and Mikey as we left the house. When we got back to Frankie’s house his mom was more than ecstatic. I was happy for her, but I couldn’t help but feel sad. It was going to be so weird not waking up with him right beside me. I would miss him.

I left Frankie at his house and got on my way home. I couldn’t help but cry all the way back to my house. I already missed him and I just left him. When I got home I went straight back down stairs and just tried to sleep. I was going back to school finally tomorrow. I was not very excited about it. I liked the long break, but going to school meant that it wouldn’t be long till I got to see Frankie again. I can’t wait until I see him again.