Pride

As I expected Kai did have a plan to get something out of me for our two month anniversary. Not long after I had a very long thought about really depressing things Kai started to litter my neck with kisses. I squirm in his grasp, which tightens as soon as he notices me trying to get away. I grunt after Kai manages to throw me back onto the mattress and crawl his way between my thighs.

Before I can speak his lips are against mine, his tongue easily managing to press past my lips to explore every inch of my mouth. My hands grip his biceps and I start to kiss just as eagerly back. I shouldn’t but it’s so hard not to when it feels so damn good.

Kai’s hips are grinding into my own. It appears that he is determined to get farther than kissing today. Shit.

“Kai,” I grunt after another rather rough bite to my neck. He runs his tongue over the probably bruised area before going back to wreak more havoc over my neck. “Kai, cut it out. If my parents get home-”

Kai sighs. The hot breath against my throat makes a shiver run down my spine. Staring up at the ceiling I try to fix my labored breathing but it’s incredibly hard when a riled up Kai is resting on me. It may sound crazy but I swear I can hear his heart beating in sync with my own.

Kai’s fingers play with the hem of my shirt. He kisses my neck gently once more and says, “We haven’t done anything since the first time Shi…do you really hate this that much? Does it make you sick?”

The boy’s eyes lock with mine. It’s rare to see such determination in his eyes. The expression makes me shrink under his gaze. I’m not used to it. “I didn’t say that.”

“You didn’t need to.”

“Stop assuming things,” I grumble and place a hand on his chest to shove him away. He won’t budge. “Get off Kai.”

Kai glowers at the sheets beside my head. “No. This isn’t fair. If I were a girl you’d be all over me.”

That’s probably true. It kind of makes me feel like an ass when thinking that. Silently, I lean up to press a lingering kiss to Kai’s scowl. He doesn’t kiss back because he’s pissed. He has every right to be. Wasn’t I just thinking about this?

“I wish you’d just tell me if you don’t want this. I don’t want to be lead on if you’d rather not have anything to do with this,” Kai says around a sigh. He sits up and runs his fingers angrily through his hair. “I-it isn’t fair. It r-really hurts Shi.”

I bite my lip. Thinking it hurts Kai and hearing him say it are two different things. When I hear him say it in such a distraught tone it makes me feel…like a complete and total ass. I’m being too difficult. I know that but it’s hard to push past it all even if I know I should.

I have to though…for Kai and if it’s for Kai I’m sure I can do it. I’ve done everything for Kai ever since we were little. If he needed someone to hold onto or cry one, I was there. If he needed a smile or a laugh, I’d make it happen. I’ve always done anything I could to make Kai happy because if Kai’s happy so am I. If this is what Kai wants then…then I want it to.

“Try again,” I whisper, averting my eyes. I can’t look at him. If I do I’ll change my mind.

“Huh?” Kai’s voice sounds a bit hoarse. Pansy probably started crying…

“I said try again!” I shout it this time and wait. There’s movement beside me. The bed creaks and something soft, Kai’s hand, caresses my cheek. He grips my chin and turns me to face him so our lips can touch. We kiss slowly and softly for a few moments before it deepens.

Once again Kai is on top of me. Our shirts are gone and hands are roaming across overly sensitive skin. I’ve finally worked up the nerve to skim my fingers over Kai’s hardening nipples. He grunts when I take them between my fingers, tweaking the hardening nubs. I’m blushing but when I hear and feel him moan against my neck it only encourages me to continue.

Kai’s lips are on my neck, marking anything he can get them on. Our hips are slowly becoming acquainted with each other. The jeans are getting annoying and it’s become too hot so Kai and I shimmy our way out of them. They’re thrown to some unknown location in my room.

Kai tangles his hand into my hair, the other wraps around my waist to bring our hips closer together. Both my arms wrap around Kai and I lean up to crash our lips together. Kai moans when he allows my tongue to explore the expanse of his mouth.

It’s so hot. I can’t breathe but pulling away from this drug isn’t an option. Kai’s taste is addicting. The more I run my tongue over his the more I want to continue.

I want to make him moan. I want to make him beg. I want him to become so attached to me that he can never leave my side. I want him to be so addicted to me that no other could ever pleasure him like I could. I want to keep him to myself and lock him away so no other could even lay eyes on him.

My stomach twists and I’m so hard it hurts. Kai seems to be just as desperate to reach that peak as me because his thrusts are becoming more restless and jerky. I moan against his shoulder when Kai pulls both our boxers down, allowing our erections to spring free.

Kai grips the both of us and I bite into his shoulder to keep myself from making any sounds. Kai pumps our shafts quickly and it doesn’t take long for me to teeter over that edge. Kai follows right after me.

Maybe we would have been able to bask in our rather amazing afterglow if it weren’t for the fact that a rather loud squeak caused us both to notice a guest standing in my bedroom doorway. Kai and I stare wide eyed at my mother, who is staring at us with a look that clearly states she is not pleased.

Shit.