Status: Complete
I Don't Want This to Fade Away, as Easy as It Came
Butterflies
"How do I look?" I asked, walking out and turning around in front of the girls. They both smiled
"Great!"
"Sexy!"
I giggled and rolled my eyes playfully.
"Thankssss,"
"Casper's gonna die." I started laughed and Lyric looked dumbly at me. "What did I say?"
Emmie giggled.
"You said Casper is going to die...Casper the Friendly Ghost?"
"You guys are dumb." Lyric stated with a light chuckle. "But still...that was funny, I guess."
"It was," I nodded, agreeing. "I'm really excited to play in heels again!"
"I think those shoes are totally cute." Emmie told me.
"THEY MATCH YOUR BRA!"
"NO WAY!" I faked shock.
"Bitch," Lyric grumbled at me. "At least be nice about it." She pouted.
"Ly...you're such a drama queen." Emmie stated, rolling her eyes. "Come on, we have to get out on stage! Lyle came in while you were doing your hair, Karma. He's not really happy."
"FTSK is already in the crowd, and Taylor and Caleb are back at merch," Lyric explained.
I cursed under my breath and finished my thick eye liner.
"I look like trash." I grumbled, walking out of the bathroom. Emmie rolled her eyes.
"You do not. Now come on. It's time to go preform!"
"You're right!"
"Are you wearing my belly ring?"
"Maybe." I replied to Lyric. "Come on, bitches. It's time to play,"
Emmie, Lyric, and I all walked out of the bathroom and toward the dressing room. I didn't know which band we were playing with, but I really didn't care. I just wanted to play. I wrote another song about Jonathan, and I really wanted to play it. Of course, it wasn't going to make him feel bad....I just wrote from my heart.
"Gees, Karma." Colton playfully winked at me.
I scoffed and rolled my eyes.
"Come on, dick faces. We have an intense concert we've gotta put on!" I shouted, getting pumped. Aiden handed me my black guitar and I quickly slipped it over my head.
"Are you guys ready for this concert? A ton of people showed up."
"Thanks, Aiden. You make this soooo much easier."
"Oh, I know I do." He chuckled. "Just go out there and rock it!"
I turned to see the rest of my bandmembers running onto stage. My smile grew and I jumped more toward the stage. We started off with a few older songs, but I was relieved when it was time for my song.
"Hey guys, we're going to play a new song for you. It's called Butterflies. I hope that you enjoy it,"
( Butterflies by Automatic Loveletter.)
Here I go, I'm gonna start an anthem
For all my girls who've gone and blew their chances
And now they suck on a cigarette
I was bored, I got a little distracted
To add it up, I got a little subtracted from you
Now this bottle lays empty on the carpet where you slept
Gonna cry to the bottom of my heart
I never thought, never thought that it'd be so hard
I'm freaking out but I don't really care
You're somewhere else, and I don't care
'Cause I believe in butterflies
I believe I told some lies
I'm holding on to all I had
I'm saying sorry boy, I was bad
So kiss me on the tip of my naked eye
Don't really wanna, really wanna say goodbye
I'll go to hell some other day
But trust me, baby, it'll be okay
My thumb was on your head
I felt like a goddess
But the truth is I was so fucking heartless
And you, you call me on all I do,
What have I done
Gonna bash my head against the mirror
Close my eyes and cut all my hair off, it's true
Maybe you'll understand just what I'm going through.
Gonna sing at the top of my sweet lungs,
Come back, come back to where you belong
I'm freaking out but I don't really care
You're somewhere else, and I'm not there
Well, I believe in butterflies
I believe I told some lies
I'm holding on to all I had
I'm saying sorry boy, I was bad
So kiss me on the tip of my naked eye
Don't really wanna, really wanna say goodbye
I'll go to hell some other day
But trust me, baby, it'll be okay
What's yours is mine, what's mine is yours
Well, can't go back to how we were before?
Well, I believe in butterflies
I believe I told some lies
I'm holding on to all I had
I'm saying sorry boy, I was bad
So kiss me on the tip of my naked eye
Don't really wanna, really wanna say goodbye
I'll go to hell some other day
But trust me, baby, it'll be okay
(I believe, I believe)
I'm holding on to all I had,
I'm saying sorry boy, I was bad
I strummed the last cords of my guitar and smiled into the crowd. My eyes scanned until I found FTSK standing near the front. I playfully winked at Jonathan, who chuckled in return. Aiden walked toward me and I pulled off my guitar, handing it to him.
"Austin, Texas...how are y'all doing tonight?" I asked into the microphone. "How many of you came to party?" The crowed cheered loudly.
"Now, Karma...the real question is how many people came to watch you prance around stage half-naked."
I rolled my eyes as mostly guys cheered, and even some girls.
"Too bad she's taken." Emmie sang into her mic from the keyboard.
"That's right, bitches!" I shouted. "So tonight I decided to wear heels on stage, and I feel great!"
"Oh please, I look better than you," Skye joked into the microphone.
"In your dreams," I retorted. "This song is called Mythology!"
"Great!"
"Sexy!"
I giggled and rolled my eyes playfully.
"Thankssss,"
"Casper's gonna die." I started laughed and Lyric looked dumbly at me. "What did I say?"
Emmie giggled.
"You said Casper is going to die...Casper the Friendly Ghost?"
"You guys are dumb." Lyric stated with a light chuckle. "But still...that was funny, I guess."
"It was," I nodded, agreeing. "I'm really excited to play in heels again!"
"I think those shoes are totally cute." Emmie told me.
"THEY MATCH YOUR BRA!"
"NO WAY!" I faked shock.
"Bitch," Lyric grumbled at me. "At least be nice about it." She pouted.
"Ly...you're such a drama queen." Emmie stated, rolling her eyes. "Come on, we have to get out on stage! Lyle came in while you were doing your hair, Karma. He's not really happy."
"FTSK is already in the crowd, and Taylor and Caleb are back at merch," Lyric explained.
I cursed under my breath and finished my thick eye liner.
"I look like trash." I grumbled, walking out of the bathroom. Emmie rolled her eyes.
"You do not. Now come on. It's time to go preform!"
"You're right!"
"Are you wearing my belly ring?"
"Maybe." I replied to Lyric. "Come on, bitches. It's time to play,"
Emmie, Lyric, and I all walked out of the bathroom and toward the dressing room. I didn't know which band we were playing with, but I really didn't care. I just wanted to play. I wrote another song about Jonathan, and I really wanted to play it. Of course, it wasn't going to make him feel bad....I just wrote from my heart.
"Gees, Karma." Colton playfully winked at me.
I scoffed and rolled my eyes.
"Come on, dick faces. We have an intense concert we've gotta put on!" I shouted, getting pumped. Aiden handed me my black guitar and I quickly slipped it over my head.
"Are you guys ready for this concert? A ton of people showed up."
"Thanks, Aiden. You make this soooo much easier."
"Oh, I know I do." He chuckled. "Just go out there and rock it!"
I turned to see the rest of my bandmembers running onto stage. My smile grew and I jumped more toward the stage. We started off with a few older songs, but I was relieved when it was time for my song.
"Hey guys, we're going to play a new song for you. It's called Butterflies. I hope that you enjoy it,"
( Butterflies by Automatic Loveletter.)
Here I go, I'm gonna start an anthem
For all my girls who've gone and blew their chances
And now they suck on a cigarette
I was bored, I got a little distracted
To add it up, I got a little subtracted from you
Now this bottle lays empty on the carpet where you slept
Gonna cry to the bottom of my heart
I never thought, never thought that it'd be so hard
I'm freaking out but I don't really care
You're somewhere else, and I don't care
'Cause I believe in butterflies
I believe I told some lies
I'm holding on to all I had
I'm saying sorry boy, I was bad
So kiss me on the tip of my naked eye
Don't really wanna, really wanna say goodbye
I'll go to hell some other day
But trust me, baby, it'll be okay
My thumb was on your head
I felt like a goddess
But the truth is I was so fucking heartless
And you, you call me on all I do,
What have I done
Gonna bash my head against the mirror
Close my eyes and cut all my hair off, it's true
Maybe you'll understand just what I'm going through.
Gonna sing at the top of my sweet lungs,
Come back, come back to where you belong
I'm freaking out but I don't really care
You're somewhere else, and I'm not there
Well, I believe in butterflies
I believe I told some lies
I'm holding on to all I had
I'm saying sorry boy, I was bad
So kiss me on the tip of my naked eye
Don't really wanna, really wanna say goodbye
I'll go to hell some other day
But trust me, baby, it'll be okay
What's yours is mine, what's mine is yours
Well, can't go back to how we were before?
Well, I believe in butterflies
I believe I told some lies
I'm holding on to all I had
I'm saying sorry boy, I was bad
So kiss me on the tip of my naked eye
Don't really wanna, really wanna say goodbye
I'll go to hell some other day
But trust me, baby, it'll be okay
(I believe, I believe)
I'm holding on to all I had,
I'm saying sorry boy, I was bad
I strummed the last cords of my guitar and smiled into the crowd. My eyes scanned until I found FTSK standing near the front. I playfully winked at Jonathan, who chuckled in return. Aiden walked toward me and I pulled off my guitar, handing it to him.
"Austin, Texas...how are y'all doing tonight?" I asked into the microphone. "How many of you came to party?" The crowed cheered loudly.
"Now, Karma...the real question is how many people came to watch you prance around stage half-naked."
I rolled my eyes as mostly guys cheered, and even some girls.
"Too bad she's taken." Emmie sang into her mic from the keyboard.
"That's right, bitches!" I shouted. "So tonight I decided to wear heels on stage, and I feel great!"
"Oh please, I look better than you," Skye joked into the microphone.
"In your dreams," I retorted. "This song is called Mythology!"
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Awesss! Thoughts?xoxo Rae Marie