My Past Secrets

~kiky POV~
“Mom I’m already here”
“Oh MY GOD! SWEETHEART YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH I MISSED YOU?!” mom said crying. “WOW YOU ARE SO MUCH BEAUTIFUL NOW! YOU LOOK ALIVE!”
“Yeah yeah I get that a lot”
“So are you excited about singing on stage with that handsome brother of yours?” she said smiling and crying!
“Mom he doesn’t know and you better not tell him!”
“Yes Yes! But I’m so excited”
“MOM!” Gerard screamed. “I MISS HER! WHEN SHE COMING BACK?”
“GERARD I DON’T KNOW!”
“God! Kiky come back soon this depression is even getting to Bob!”
“Mom tomorrow!”
“Is so far long!”
“Don’t whine. You sound just like Mikey now!”
After 5 months I am healthy enough to continue my life and start a music career. Of course not with my brothers band but with my Sisters! I am so happy to be back. Yes I am back and stronger! Not even Big D can stop me now! My brother was singing so beautifully today. I’m going to sing a song with him and he doesn’t even know. I want to see his face. After 5 fucking months, I’m back.
My brother likes to talk so much before a song. I swear I want to hug you Gerard Start playing!
(I’m not okey Started playing)
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

(~Gerard POV~
She is here! She came back! She is singing in stage with me! She looks Healthier. More beautiful. Her hair is long!)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
~Frank POV~
She came back! She is singing so beautiful with Gerard! She is Beautiful. Is Gerard crying? I think I am too.
~Mikey POV~
OMG KIKY! I AM HAPPY AGAIN! SHE IS SO STRONGER NOW EVEN HER VOICE. WOW EVERYBODY IS CRYING EVEN ME! EVEN BOB! THAT’S NEW!
~Donna POV~
My baby girl is back! I think she is not baby girl anymore. I wonder what’s instore for us with her now.
~Ray POV~
I didn’t even spend that much time with her and I am crying too! Man this girl has grown up.
~Gerard POV~
“To every Fan out there I want you to meet my dear Sister Alexandria Kyoko Way!” Everybody started applauding “She is been struggling with a lot of things and a lot of damage in her early life! But she came tonight more stronger, more determine and more beautiful than ever before. I love you sis! And you are a true inspiration to me.”
~Kiky POV~
My brother just made me cry! In front of all his fans! Everybody started crying on stage! Even BOB!
I’m Back. I’m Home.
~Frank POV~
I want to kiss her.
~kiky POV~
“I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE”
Is a new beginning for me.
“I missed you so much.” Gerard said crying.
“I missed you too.” I said hugging him.
“Please don’t leave anymore.”
“I won’t. Wait I might”
“What?! Again?”
“No! Trust me I am never leaving again but I might I mean I have to reunite with TFK”
“Wait, you are singing?”
“Yes Gee I am”
“Since when you call me Gee?”
“Since I can so stop arguing and hug me!”
“kiky” OH MY GOD. That voice. That Voice. That smell of cigarettes.
“Frankie!” We hugged.
“Can I talk to you? Alone?”
“Yea. Sure.”
“Frank I am…” I cut him off. “GERARD SHUT UP!”
“Jummm. You are lucky I’m happy today!”
“Come one Frankie.”
~FRANK POV~
She is so beautiful arguing with Gerard.
“So what do you wanna talk about?”