Bury Me Alive
Chapter 10
X Mesly’s p.o.v. X
Hanging out with Jinxx was really fun, but I was a little sad that our… well it wasn’t a date, but it was sort of like, one was over?
Okay well I guess we went on one, but we aren’t dating… so that was confusing.
Anyways we talked and got to know each other, and I found out that he has this secret lover, her name was Sammy, but most people call her Sammy Doll.
She seemed pretty cool from what Jinxx told me about her, and I was glad that I was going to meet her soon.
When we got back to the tour bus I remembered what Matt had said earlier, but I didn’t know where I was going to sleep.
I bit my lip and slowed my pace.
“Mesly is something wrong?” Jinxx asked
“No, I’m fine… I just don’t want to go back to the bus.” I said
Jinxx chuckled.
“It’s barely your first days on it and you’re already bored?” He asked
‘No, I love the bus; it’s just that there is a freaking psycho maniac that is trying to hurt me because I’m hanging out with his friend!’ Is what I would have loved to say?
“Yeah… it gets pretty lonely when you guys are all performing on stage and I’m the only one on the bus.” I lied
He wrapped his arm around me.
“Well then why don’t you go tomorrow night and watch us perform?” He asked
“I don’t know…” I said
“Come on it’ll be fun!” Jinxx said
“Alright, but I don’t have anything to wear.” I said
“Don’t worry, that’s why we have Ash.” He said
“I don’t really know him though…” I said
“It’s fine he loves dressing up people.” Jinxx said
Then he realized the double meaning to that and laughed.
“He likes to dress up people, as in he likes to see them naked and dress them up?”I teased
“Who knows maybe both?” Jinxx said
We laughed.
“Alright well now we really have to go because we’ve got to hit the road for our next destination.” Jinxx said
Then we finally approached the bus and Jinxx opened the door for me.
I thanked him and then we both walked in.
Jinxx made his way towards the bathroom while I lingered in the kitchen and sat down on the small table.
I placed my head on my crossed arms and sighed.
“Naughty little girl, first you go for Andy then Nick, and now Jinxx?” Matt said
I cringed and tried to move away from him, but then he put his arms around me and continued to whisper in my ear.
“What are you talking about?” I asked
“I saw you in Nick’s bunk.” Matt said
“Yeah I was in there but I wasn’t sleeping with him!” I hissed
“Really now, what about Jinxx?” Matt asked
“Why is this any of your business?” I asked
“Let’s take a little walk.” He said
“No.” I said
I looked over to where all the bunks were and was about to scream when Matt clamped his hand down, hard, onto my mouth.
“Don’t even dare think about calling Andy.” He threatened
Matt didn’t take no for an answer and grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the bus.
“You should learn something, you never tell me no!” He said
He shoved me against another bus and then grabbed me by my hair and pulled me around the corner into a car.
“Where are you taking me?” I asked frantically
“It’s none of your business now get in!” He said
I whimpered as he closed the door and then came in on the other side and turned on the car.
He reversed and then sped off.
I stayed on the other side and shrugged all the way to the other side of the seat so that I would be the farthest away from him.
Matt put his hand on my knee and then moved his hand upwards until he was the hem of my shirt.
“Take off your shirt” He said
What?!
“I said to take it off!” Matt yelled
I took it off without saying anything.
Suddenly Matt parked the car and then he crawled over to my seat and started kissing my neck.
“Stop what are you doing!?” I screamed
He didn’t answer me instead he took off my bra and continued to kiss me.
“This is what happens when little girls don’t obey my commands, I told you to stay away from Andy, and you didn’t so you’re just getting what you deserve.” He said
I tried screaming again, but he placed one hand over my mouth while he reached into my pants with his other.
I bit his hand and then tried to push him off, but he just slapped me and then continued with taking off my pants.
I screamed and cried and shoved him, but it was no use.
***
When he was done he smiled at me and kissed me one more time before he got off and put on his pants before returning to the driver’s seat.
“Don’t tell anyone about this.” Matt said
I looked ahead with a blank stare, with my face all covered in my tears.
“Put on your clothes.” He said
I didn’t move.
“I said to put on your freaking clothes!” He yelled at me
More tears slid down my cheeks as I fumbled to put them on.
“Good girl, see things get better when you listen to me.” He said
I glared at him.
“I hate you.” I said through my teeth
Matt grabbed my face, tightly, and brought me closer to his face.
“You’re going to regret saying.” Matt threatened
Then he let go of my face, and it stung where he had just grabbed me.
When we stopped by the bus he ordered me to ‘fix my face’ before we exited.
I got out of the car and ran for the bus.
Then I made my way to Andy’s bunk, but carefully, so that he wouldn’t wake up, but failed completely.
“Mesly, where have you been?” He asked softly
I wiped my eyes and turned over so that he wouldn’t see me.
“I was with Jinxx.” I said (in a hoarse voice)
Andy suddenly heard my voice and quickly responded to it.
“Are you crying, what’s wrong?” Andy asked
“Nothing, I’m fine.” I said
Andy turned me over so that I was facing him.
He saw my tear streaked face and immediately got upset.
“Who did this to you?” He said
“No one, I did this to myself.” I lied
“Did Jinxx hurt you?” Andy asked
“No Andy seriously I did this to myself.” I said
“Mesly stop lying to me, tell me what’s been going on with you lately, you’ve been acting strange.” Andy said
“It’s my … monthly thing; it’s been making me very upset and weird.” I lied
“Are you sure… you can tell me anything I’m here to listen. Is it about your parents?” He asked
“No, it’s not my parents.” I said
“What then?” Andy asked
“It’s nothing, leave it alone Andy, I’m fine.” I said
“Mesly I swear if you don’t tell me what’s wrong I will go talk to everyone on this bus so help me…” He said
“Andy I told you that I’m fine okay, please don’t bug everyone else.” I said
We both looked at each other, when Andy broke the silence.
“Alright then, but like I told you, I’m here for you.” Andy said
I nodded and he hugged me.
“Is that how you’re going to sleep, with all your clothes on?” He asked
I tried not to cringe but failed miserably.
“Why did you flinch? I wasn’t asking you to do anything Mes… I just thought you’d be uncomfortable.” Andy said
I nodded.
“No… I’m sleeping with my clothes on tonight… I’m a little cold from being out.” I said
“Okay, whatever makes you happy?” He said
I just removed my jeans and then got under the covers.
“Better?” He asked
“Yeah… I guess.” I said
We stayed quiet for a little bit.
“Listen I’ve been meaning to ask you…” Andy said
What that Matt has been acting like a freaking psycho lately?!
If’s it that then yes!
“Yes?” I asked
“Um, well you haven’t seen us perform yet, and I was wondering if maybe you would like to … tomorrow night?” Andy asked
“Yeah totally! Jinxx had already invited me, so I was already going.” I said
Andy smiled and then hugged me.
“Okay, then I’ll perform my best-est tomorrow just for you.” Andy said
I laughed.
“I already know that you perform amazingly, you don’t need to add more just for me.” I said
“Nope not a chance, and in fact I’m going to dress you up tomorrow.” Andy said
“What?” I asked
“No not like that you weirdo, I’m just going to put some black paint on you and make you wear our band t-shirt.” Andy said
“Ohh, okay yeah I’ll do that.” I said
He smiled and then yawned.
“Well okay it’s time to go to sleep, I’m tired.” Andy said
“Me too…” I said
“Okay… good night Mesly.” Andy said
“Good night.” I said
Andy looked at me once more before turning over and falling asleep, while I stayed awake and thought about the recent events.
A few tears escaped my eyes and I let them roll down as I laid there and looked up at the bunk above me.
How on earth was I going to be able to make it through tomorrow without Matt bugging me?
***
Hanging out with Jinxx was really fun, but I was a little sad that our… well it wasn’t a date, but it was sort of like, one was over?
Okay well I guess we went on one, but we aren’t dating… so that was confusing.
Anyways we talked and got to know each other, and I found out that he has this secret lover, her name was Sammy, but most people call her Sammy Doll.
She seemed pretty cool from what Jinxx told me about her, and I was glad that I was going to meet her soon.
When we got back to the tour bus I remembered what Matt had said earlier, but I didn’t know where I was going to sleep.
I bit my lip and slowed my pace.
“Mesly is something wrong?” Jinxx asked
“No, I’m fine… I just don’t want to go back to the bus.” I said
Jinxx chuckled.
“It’s barely your first days on it and you’re already bored?” He asked
‘No, I love the bus; it’s just that there is a freaking psycho maniac that is trying to hurt me because I’m hanging out with his friend!’ Is what I would have loved to say?
“Yeah… it gets pretty lonely when you guys are all performing on stage and I’m the only one on the bus.” I lied
He wrapped his arm around me.
“Well then why don’t you go tomorrow night and watch us perform?” He asked
“I don’t know…” I said
“Come on it’ll be fun!” Jinxx said
“Alright, but I don’t have anything to wear.” I said
“Don’t worry, that’s why we have Ash.” He said
“I don’t really know him though…” I said
“It’s fine he loves dressing up people.” Jinxx said
Then he realized the double meaning to that and laughed.
“He likes to dress up people, as in he likes to see them naked and dress them up?”I teased
“Who knows maybe both?” Jinxx said
We laughed.
“Alright well now we really have to go because we’ve got to hit the road for our next destination.” Jinxx said
Then we finally approached the bus and Jinxx opened the door for me.
I thanked him and then we both walked in.
Jinxx made his way towards the bathroom while I lingered in the kitchen and sat down on the small table.
I placed my head on my crossed arms and sighed.
“Naughty little girl, first you go for Andy then Nick, and now Jinxx?” Matt said
I cringed and tried to move away from him, but then he put his arms around me and continued to whisper in my ear.
“What are you talking about?” I asked
“I saw you in Nick’s bunk.” Matt said
“Yeah I was in there but I wasn’t sleeping with him!” I hissed
“Really now, what about Jinxx?” Matt asked
“Why is this any of your business?” I asked
“Let’s take a little walk.” He said
“No.” I said
I looked over to where all the bunks were and was about to scream when Matt clamped his hand down, hard, onto my mouth.
“Don’t even dare think about calling Andy.” He threatened
Matt didn’t take no for an answer and grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the bus.
“You should learn something, you never tell me no!” He said
He shoved me against another bus and then grabbed me by my hair and pulled me around the corner into a car.
“Where are you taking me?” I asked frantically
“It’s none of your business now get in!” He said
I whimpered as he closed the door and then came in on the other side and turned on the car.
He reversed and then sped off.
I stayed on the other side and shrugged all the way to the other side of the seat so that I would be the farthest away from him.
Matt put his hand on my knee and then moved his hand upwards until he was the hem of my shirt.
“Take off your shirt” He said
What?!
“I said to take it off!” Matt yelled
I took it off without saying anything.
Suddenly Matt parked the car and then he crawled over to my seat and started kissing my neck.
“Stop what are you doing!?” I screamed
He didn’t answer me instead he took off my bra and continued to kiss me.
“This is what happens when little girls don’t obey my commands, I told you to stay away from Andy, and you didn’t so you’re just getting what you deserve.” He said
I tried screaming again, but he placed one hand over my mouth while he reached into my pants with his other.
I bit his hand and then tried to push him off, but he just slapped me and then continued with taking off my pants.
I screamed and cried and shoved him, but it was no use.
***
When he was done he smiled at me and kissed me one more time before he got off and put on his pants before returning to the driver’s seat.
“Don’t tell anyone about this.” Matt said
I looked ahead with a blank stare, with my face all covered in my tears.
“Put on your clothes.” He said
I didn’t move.
“I said to put on your freaking clothes!” He yelled at me
More tears slid down my cheeks as I fumbled to put them on.
“Good girl, see things get better when you listen to me.” He said
I glared at him.
“I hate you.” I said through my teeth
Matt grabbed my face, tightly, and brought me closer to his face.
“You’re going to regret saying.” Matt threatened
Then he let go of my face, and it stung where he had just grabbed me.
When we stopped by the bus he ordered me to ‘fix my face’ before we exited.
I got out of the car and ran for the bus.
Then I made my way to Andy’s bunk, but carefully, so that he wouldn’t wake up, but failed completely.
“Mesly, where have you been?” He asked softly
I wiped my eyes and turned over so that he wouldn’t see me.
“I was with Jinxx.” I said (in a hoarse voice)
Andy suddenly heard my voice and quickly responded to it.
“Are you crying, what’s wrong?” Andy asked
“Nothing, I’m fine.” I said
Andy turned me over so that I was facing him.
He saw my tear streaked face and immediately got upset.
“Who did this to you?” He said
“No one, I did this to myself.” I lied
“Did Jinxx hurt you?” Andy asked
“No Andy seriously I did this to myself.” I said
“Mesly stop lying to me, tell me what’s been going on with you lately, you’ve been acting strange.” Andy said
“It’s my … monthly thing; it’s been making me very upset and weird.” I lied
“Are you sure… you can tell me anything I’m here to listen. Is it about your parents?” He asked
“No, it’s not my parents.” I said
“What then?” Andy asked
“It’s nothing, leave it alone Andy, I’m fine.” I said
“Mesly I swear if you don’t tell me what’s wrong I will go talk to everyone on this bus so help me…” He said
“Andy I told you that I’m fine okay, please don’t bug everyone else.” I said
We both looked at each other, when Andy broke the silence.
“Alright then, but like I told you, I’m here for you.” Andy said
I nodded and he hugged me.
“Is that how you’re going to sleep, with all your clothes on?” He asked
I tried not to cringe but failed miserably.
“Why did you flinch? I wasn’t asking you to do anything Mes… I just thought you’d be uncomfortable.” Andy said
I nodded.
“No… I’m sleeping with my clothes on tonight… I’m a little cold from being out.” I said
“Okay, whatever makes you happy?” He said
I just removed my jeans and then got under the covers.
“Better?” He asked
“Yeah… I guess.” I said
We stayed quiet for a little bit.
“Listen I’ve been meaning to ask you…” Andy said
What that Matt has been acting like a freaking psycho lately?!
If’s it that then yes!
“Yes?” I asked
“Um, well you haven’t seen us perform yet, and I was wondering if maybe you would like to … tomorrow night?” Andy asked
“Yeah totally! Jinxx had already invited me, so I was already going.” I said
Andy smiled and then hugged me.
“Okay, then I’ll perform my best-est tomorrow just for you.” Andy said
I laughed.
“I already know that you perform amazingly, you don’t need to add more just for me.” I said
“Nope not a chance, and in fact I’m going to dress you up tomorrow.” Andy said
“What?” I asked
“No not like that you weirdo, I’m just going to put some black paint on you and make you wear our band t-shirt.” Andy said
“Ohh, okay yeah I’ll do that.” I said
He smiled and then yawned.
“Well okay it’s time to go to sleep, I’m tired.” Andy said
“Me too…” I said
“Okay… good night Mesly.” Andy said
“Good night.” I said
Andy looked at me once more before turning over and falling asleep, while I stayed awake and thought about the recent events.
A few tears escaped my eyes and I let them roll down as I laid there and looked up at the bunk above me.
How on earth was I going to be able to make it through tomorrow without Matt bugging me?
***