Bury Me Alive

X Mesly’s p.o.v. X

I watched as Andy nodded his head, slowly, with tears in his eyes and walk away.

“Andy…” I called

He didn’t turn back and Matt grabbed onto my arm.

“No let go of me!” I yelled

“Come on Mes, it’s time for us to take a walk.” Matt said

“No, get off me, I don’t want to!” I yelled

“Mesly shut up, he’s going to hear you and if he does you’re going to regret it.” Matt said

I shut up and then let him pull me away.

Matt pulled me around the corner and into the venue where everyone was going to perform pretty soon, and then took us into a room, and shut the door.

When he turned around I saw anger in his eyes.

“Okay obviously I haven’t been clear enough to you, so I don’t know what else to do, but punish you.” Matt said

“No, please, I’m sorry!” I begged

Matt clicked his tongue and then came over to me and pushed me onto the couch that was right behind me.

Then he started punching me and pulling my hair.

I cried out in pain and begged him over and over to stop, but of course he wouldn’t.

“Please stop, I said I was sorry!” I cried

“Sorry, is that it?” He asked

“Stop!” I screamed

He slapped me across the face.

“Mesly shut up and stop yelling or you’re going to make me do something I won’t regret.” He said

Then he started kissing me as he put his hand up my shirt.

I squirmed underneath him and cried.

Matt then proceeded to take off my shirt and jeans, and the ritual started all over.

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Matt got off of me and zipped up his pants and kissed me once more.

“You know you should stop complaining so much and actually enjoy it.” Matt said

I glared at him through my blurry eyes.

He laughed and touched my cheek.

Then he started walking away, but then turned around.

I covered my face just in case he was going to smack me again.

“Oh no, I’m done for tonight, but know this … I’m your new boyfriend from now on, okay? If you do not play along then the beatings will come more often and harder.” Matt said

He started to turn back around, when he suddenly turned back around.

“We wouldn’t want anything happening to your sweet little sister or would we?” He asked

“You stay away from her, hurt me all you want but please don’t touch her!” I begged

“It all depends on how well you treat me, oh and you’re going to start sleeping in my bunk from now on, because in all honesty I don’t think Andy wants to even talk to you anymore.” He said

Matt laughed as he exited the room.

I grabbed whatever was near me and threw it against the wall with all my might and then broke down crying again.

Why God?!

What did I ever freaking do to deserve this?

Was it because I slept with Andy before I got married, huh?!

Then there was a knock on the door.

“Mesly?” Nick asked

I wiped my eyes and cleared my throat.

“Yes?” I asked

“May I come in please?” He asked

“Um, yeah, give me a minute please?” I asked

“Sure.” He said

I put my clothes back on and then checked myself in the mirror.

“Alright, come in.” I said

He opened the door cautiously and then walked in and closed the door behind himself.

“What happened between you and Andy? He looked a little upset. You want to talk about it?” He asked

“I um… we got into a little fight, and no not really.” I said

“Okay… well I’m here for you whenever you do want to talk about it.” He said

He gave me a hug and I nodded.

“Thanks.” I said

“Also how was your lunch with Michael?” He asked

“It’s was fun, I got to know him a little bit better I guess.” I said

“That’s cool, but I’ve been hearing rumors that you two slept together is that true?” He asked

I groaned.

“Who told you that?” I asked

“… Jake…” He said cautiously

I cursed under my breath.

“Well?” Nick asked

“No it’s not true, I haven’t slept with anyone…” I said

Nick raised his eye brow and looked at me skeptically.

“No offense, but I don’t believe that one bit.” He said

“Why?” I asked offended

He laughed.

“Dude, you are a very pretty girl, of course you’ve already been laid, don’t lie.” He said

I sighed.

“Okay fine, I have and what about you?” I pressed

“Of course dude I’m a guy, hello.” Nick said

“Alright then,” I said

“So who have you slept with?” Nick asked

“Why are we talking about my sex life?” I asked

“It’s interesting and I’m curious now spill woman.” He said

“Okay, but you have to promise not to tell anyone.”I said

He moved his hand over his heart and made a little “x” over it.

“Alright fine the first person I’ve ever slept with was … with Andy.” I confessed

In the middle of my sentence Michael walked in with wide eyes.

“Really?!” He asked

“Michael please don’t tell anyone or I will personally kill you!” I said

He laughed.

“You hear that Nick, you’re my witness.” He said

I rolled my eyes as Michael came over to the couch and sat down.

“So we are talking about each other’s sex lives right now?” Michael asked

“No we are not, otherwise I’m out of here.” I said

The guys laughed.

“Oh come on what’s so bad about it if everyone’s done it?” Michael asked

Uh maybe because I was just raped not even ten minutes ago!

“It’s a touchy subject for me.” I said

“Wait, why did Andy rape you because if he did he’s dead!” Nick said

“No! Andy didn’t rape me I swear, I was willing.” I said

They laughed and I smacked my forehead.

“Okay guys I didn’t mean it like that.” I said

“Oh, but you did.” Michael said

Then he and Nick gave each other high fives.

I blushed.

“Can we please change the subject?” I asked

“Nope. So Michael what positions have you done?” Nick asked

“Well I’ve done pretty much every single one including doggy-“ Michael said

“Stop, wait until I leave the room please.” I said

I covered my ears and then made my way out of the room and I heard them laughing behind me.

“Mesly we are just kidding get your as* back in here.” Nick said

“No… I’m already out here and besides I’ve got to get ready anyways… I’ll see you in a few minutes.” I said

“Okay you better be!” Nick threatened

“Good luck” I called out

“Thanks!” Nick said

I smiled and then walked out of the building and went back to the bus.

The bus was a bad idea because everyone was running around frantically trying to get ready.

“Jinxx where’s my eye liner?!” Ash yelled

“In the bag by the sink!” Jinxx called from somewhere

“Okay, thanks!” Ash said

“Jake where’s my black eye shadow?” Jinxx asked

“I have it, hold on I’m almost done!” Jake called

Wow and I thought girls were the ones who would say those kinds of things.

I snickered and then ran right into Andy.

We both looked at each other, and then Andy walked past me without saying anything.

Ugh, that hurt, but I didn’t push him because I knew that he was still hurting.

Why couldn’t I just tell him?

Oh right because then Matt will freaking torture me for it!

I groaned and then walked over to the bathroom where Jake was.

When he saw me his eyes got big and he backed up slowly.

“Yeah I heard what you were spreading about me, but newsflash honey I haven’t slept with any guy here okay, so please stop fantasizing about it!” I said

He chuckled.

Just as I was about to exit the bathroom he said something that made me stop and turn around.

“What about Andy?” He asked

I ground my teeth.

“Mesly you should know by now that he tells us everything.” Jake said

I flipped him off and then walked out.

Then I walked to the back of the bus to look for Ashley.

“Ash?” I called out

“Yes?” He asked

“Um, hey it’s me Mesly… could you maybe help me put something together to wear for tonight?” I asked

“Hell yes honey! You can to the right person, now wait a sec I’m almost done with my make up.” He said

I smiled.

“Okay, thanks.” I said

“And I’m done. Okay so show me what you have.” Ash said

“Um… see that’s the reason why I came to you… I don’t have anything to wear.” I sad

“Oh okay let me fix one of my shirts for you.” Ash said

I nodded and followed him back to his bunk.

Ash pulled out this luggage from underneath his bunk and threw it across his bunk and opened it up.

When he did that my jaw dropped.

There was so much makeup and hair spray that you would have not thought this was a guy’s luggage.

“Yeah, I know, I’m very picky with my appearance.” He said

I laughed.

“I can see that.” I said

He chuckled and then grabbed a shirt and turned to me.

“You have a bra on right?” He asked

“Uh… yeah, what does-“ I asked

“Take off your shirt.” He said

“Okay?” I said

“Please Mesly I’ve seen so many boobs before it’s not even funny now take it off.” Ash said

I took it off and as soon as I did Ash slipped one over me and started cutting it up.

Then he stepped back and analyzed it.

“Perfect, do you have a skirt?” He asked

Surprising I did.

“Yeah.” I said

“Go put it on and then meet me in the restroom so that I can do your makeup.” Ash said

I nodded and then made my way to my bunk and pulled on the skirt before I went into the bathroom to meet ash.

“Sit.” He ordered

I did and almost immediately he started applying it.

“Do you want to do one of our makeup styles or someone else’s makeup?” Ash asked

“Um… yours?” I asked

“Okay, but who? We all have different styles.” He said

“Who’s looks the coolest?” I asked

“Mine.” Ask said

I laughed.

“Okay then, yours.” I said

“Sweet, hold still.” Ash said

When Ash was done he stepped back and whistled.

“Girl you look hot.” Ash said

I smiled and looked in the mirror and approved.

“Thanks, I do don’t I?” I asked

He laughed.

“Anyone who gets styled by me looks amazing.” Ash said

I hugged him.

“Thanks Ash, I’m going to be coming to you more often.” I said

“No problem, you better.” Ash said

Then he smacked my butt and we exited the bus.

As we walked to the venue I saw some guys do double takes and whistle.

Ash smiled and I rolled my eyes.

“See I told you, you look sexy.” Ash whispered

I laughed.

When we entered the building all the guys gawked at me, even Andy couldn’t resist.

I smiled at that and then my smile faded as soon as Matt came over to me and put his arm around me.

“You look very sexy tonight.” He said

I fought the urge to roll my eyes.

“Thanks.” I said

Then he kissed me and everyone looked at us.

I pulled away softly to not make it look like I’d done it abruptly.

“So now you guys are together?” Michael asked

Matt smiled and looked at me.

I put on a fake smile.

“Yeah, my Mattie Matt and I are officially together.” I said

Some guys cheered and said something along the lines of “finally” while some others stayed quiet and looked confused.

“Let’s go babe?” Matt asked

“Anything for you.” I said

He took his arm off me and then held my hand as we made our way into his band’s dressing room.

“See that wasn’t so hard was it?” Matt asked

I crossed my arms and glared at something on the wall.

“I asked you a question.” He said

“No.” I said

He grabbed my face and made me look at him.

“Stop being such a b*tch.” Matt said

Look who’s talking.

Then he let go and walked over to the mirror to check himself out.

“I’m ready, let’s go watch Nick’s band perform.” Matt said

I got up and Matt linked his hand to mine.

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