Anything for Us

It's all you've ever known about yourself.

This is it. This is the morning. The morning that I can finally leave my house to go and see Dakota because my grounding is over!

Well, I say morning – I technically mean approximately 4am. I can’t sleep knowing that I’m free now. What’s the harm in going to see Dakota at this time, hmm? He won’t get mad, will he? Of course he won’t. He’s my Dakota.

Fuck, I love even just saying that he’s mine, but now I can actually go out with him in public, holding his hand for everyone to see, everything is going to be perfect. I just know it is.

So without hesitating any longer, I pulled on a hoodie and a pair of sweatpants, grabbed my cellphone and headed out of my room and down to my dad’s. Oh good. He and Scott decided to wear underwear tonight. That’s a relief.

“Dad!” I hissed, shaking his shoulder, “Dad!”

“Wha’?” he groaned.

“My grounding’s over. Can I go and see Kota?” I asked.

“Angel it’s…4am! Can’t it wait?” he yawned.

“Nope,” I replied, shaking my head.

What? I can’t wait any longer.

“Fine. But use Scott’s car, not mine. And don’t blame me when Joaquin gets pissy at you for waking him up,” Dad muttered.

I just grinned and ran out the room. I already have a copy of Dakota’s new front door key, so I know I won’t wake them up. Hah. Grabbing Scott’s car keys, I ran out the front door and jumped in his car, unable to wipe the stupid grin from my face. I can’t help it. I’m just so excited to see Dakota again.

In less than 15 minutes, I had arrived at Dakota’s new apartment (breaking a few speeds, I know), and was running up the stairs. So close. So close.

Everyone’s in bed. Just like I thought they would be. I unlocked the front door and shut it quietly behind me, walking just as quietly into Dakota’s room, shutting his door behind me as well.

Oh wow. He looks so adorable right now. I can’t wake him up. I can’t bring myself to do it. So I slid my shoes off gently and stripped down to my boxers, before sliding under his duvet, lying down next to him. This may come off as a little creepy, but I don’t care. He’s my boyfriend. I can do what I like.

Just as I closed my eyes, I heard Dakota sigh in his sleep, and felt him roll over into me, snuggling up against my body. Huh. Even when he’s asleep he knows I’m here. I guess I really can wait until the morning.
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I'm baaaaaack!

I got my laptop back about half an hour ago, after waiting over a month for it to get fixed. All I can say is that I'm sooooo happy I can write again, and I'll have the next update out next week! :)

Thank you all for being patient with me :)
xo