I'll Always Be With You.

“But I don’t want to go!” I whined.

“You have to Leon isn’t going because of you.” Corrine said which made me feel guilty.

“I just don’t think I’m ready to see Gee.” I said.

“Well your going to have to now!” Emily said.

“Hurry up and put your top on and then we’re going or we’ll be late.” She said pushing me into the room.

I slowly got changed wanting to be late, knowing they would be pissed at me.

“Guys?” I asked as we got in the car.

“Yeah.”

“Where abouts are we sitting.”

“Oh! We’re not sitting.” Corrine said giggling with Emily.

“Wait what do you mean-Oh please don’t tell me you got…FUCK!” I said as she started the
car up.

“Awww Chantelle it cant be that bad, its there last concert anyway.” Emily said sitting in the front next to Corrine.

“Uh yeah actually it can be.” I said sitting back in my chair and folding my arms over my chest.

“It’ll be fun I promise.” Corrine said giggling along with Emily but I could tell there was something else that they were hiding.

When we reached the arena we saw how long the line is, the girls wanted to go and get merch so I let them and waited in line.

“Oh my god like don’t you think that Gerard Way is like sooo hot!” One of the girls behind me said.

“Nah I think Frank is hotter.”

“No way Mikey is!”

“I like so love Ray’s hair.”

“The drummer is soo hot.”

“I would so love to have them all in bed and-” From there on I didn’t listen not wanting to
know what some teenie would want to do to the boys in bed.

“We’re back!” Corrine said holding 2 jackets.”

“We brought one for you.” She said passing it to me.

“Thanks.” I said putting it on just as the line started to move along.

“Oh my god the line is moving!” One of the girls in front of us said jumping up and down.

“No shit Sherlock.” I said so no one could hear.

When we passed our tickets to the security guard and walked in I looked at how big the arena was and let me tell you it was MASSIVE!

“Hurry up we’ve got to make our way near the front!” Corrine said dragging us into the mosh
pit.

“Hold on we’re coming!” I said.

When we finally reached the front of the mosh on the right hand side but still able to see the
stage it started to get really hot.

“Fuck it’s getting hot in here.” I said.

“Yeah I no, hopefully they don’t take to long.” Emily said grinning excited.

“They won’t!” I said as the lights dimmed and everyone started cheering.

“MCR! MCR! MCR! MCR!” Everyone cheered as 5 men walked up on stage it was hard to tell
who was who besides Ray who you could tell by the big afro.

Then a familiar song started to play.

Headfirst For Halos

And it was like that for the rest of the night til we reached the end of the show.

“ARE YOU ALL ENJOYING YOUSELVES TONIGHT?” Gerard screamed into the
microphones getting ‘YES’ scream back from the crowd.

“WELL YOU BETTER FUCKING BE!” He said as everyone screamed again.

“Before we leave tonight we have 2 more songs left, and they are dedicated to a very special
person dear to all of us.” Gerard said referring to him and the boys. “She was like a sister to
all of us but more to me, if you are still alive and out there just know we love you, this is for
you Chantelle!” He said as everything went quiet and the lights went off leaving a spot light
on Gerard.

‘I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true, baby all I want for christmas is you.’

Gerard sung as the lights went off and everyone started to cheer, until Bob started to hit the cymbals.

‘I don't want a lot for Christmas there is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking, way above the fireplace
Santa Clause won't make me happy with a toy on christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
baby all I want for christmas is you, babe baby.

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow (oh i wont even wish for snow)
I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it, to the North Pole for St Nick
Won't even stay awake to hear the magic reindeer play

Cause I just want you here tonight
Holdin' on to me so tight
What more can I do?
oh baby all I want for christmas is you, oh baby

Oh how the lights are shinig surrounding everywhere (surrounding everywhere)
Where the sounds of children's laughter fills the air
And everyone is singin'
Oh I hear those sleigh bells ringin'
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you bring back my baby to me?

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm askin for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
Is you, you,
All I want is you
You, you, you, you, you, you, you.....’

“Did you fucking enjoy that?” Gerard screamed into the microphone as the crowd screamed back.

“I CANT FUCKING HEAR YOU DID YOU FUCKING ENOJOY THAT?” He said putting his
hand to his ear as everyone screamed louder.

“Good, now we have one more song left for ya’ll!” he said with a texas accent.

“So here it is DEMOLITION LOVERS!” He screamed again into the microphone as they started to play.

‘Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me

And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this

As lead rains, pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever ’

As everything went dark and the band made there way of stage.

“That was fucking awesome!” Corrine said.

I stood there tears staining my face from crying so much during the songs I was shocked that he had dedicated those songs to me.

“Are you alright?” Emily asked me.

“Huh? Yeah I’m fine!” I said following everyone else that were exiting but was pulled back by
the girls.

“And where do you think your going?” Corrine said.

“Uh-out!” I said trying to get away but there grip was to tight.

“No you are’nt your coming with us.” Emily said pulling me through a door which led
somewhere backstage.

“Where the fuck are we going?” I said as we reached another door.

“Tell me what the fuck is going on or else!” I said pulling away from there grip.

“Ugh- fine we got-”

“Backstage passes!” Emily said cutting of Corrine.

“There’s no fucking way I’m going backstage!”

“And why not?” Corrine said raising an eyebrow.

“Because I’m not ready to see them yet.”

“Too bad!” Emily said trying to pull me but I fought back.

“NO!

“YES!” They both shouted back at me.

“NO!”

“YES!”

“NO!”

“YES!”

I knew I wasn’t going to win so I gave in.

“Fine!” I said.

“Okay good.”

“But you’s go in first!”

“Fuck no your coming with us.”

“I’ll be right behind you.” I said pushing them forward.

“Okay, okay were moving.” They said as they slowly pushed the doors opened I could tell
they were nervous to but why, I mean wasn’t Em still going out with Frank and Corrine with
Mikey?

As we slowly walked into a room which was pretty much empty we turned a corner and saw
them.

Frank and Mikey were sitting down on the couch still having not noticed that we were there.

I pushed them forward making them fall onto the ground whilst I hid back behind the corner.

“Ow you f-”

“Emily?” Frank said cutting off Emily.

“Corrine?” Mikey said.

“Uh-yeah.” They said in unison.

“Oh my god!” All 2 boys said in unison, as they both got up and ran over to the 2 girls on the
ground.

“I haven’t seen you in ages! How have you been?” Frank said almost in tears hugging Emily.

“Awww don’t cry.” She said almost in tears as well.

“Fuck how long has it been?” Mikey said crying along with Corrine.

“Too long!” Corrine replied back hugging onto Mikey as if he were the last thing on the
planet.

“Come on come and sit down!” Frank said wiping away the tears that had escaped pulling
Emily by the hand over the couches Mikey doing the same.

I watched as they carried on talking I thought about going on over and talking to them but I
thought I would let them catch up.

I was about to walk away when someone called my name out.

“Chantelle?”