I'll Always Be With You.

…We had both leant in as our lips collided together, he started to deepen the kiss which I didn’t mind I was too caught up in the moment his tongue had slipped into my mouth, I moaned slightly at the feeling of his tongue against mine. My hands roamed through his shaggy jet black hair. He moved away from the kiss moving down a bit, gently sucking and biting on my neck making me moan a bit louder. He moved back up as we both started to kiss again. I lifted my head up a bit with the support of his hand and started to suck and nibble on his neck, remembering where his weak spot was, his pulse.

“Uhhh-Fuck! I’ve missed that so much.” Gerard purred into my ear before capturing my lips again.

“Me…too.” I panted in between kisses as he went back down on my neck again.

He came back up and kissed me on the lips, before his tongue entered my mouth both his and my tongue fighting for dominance.

When suddenly, everything clicked on.

I accidentally bit his tongue and kneed him in the balls trying to escape from underneath him.

“Uck Hantel! Qwuat qwash that for?” he yelped holding onto both his tongue and balls as he rolled over onto his back.

I got up and stood over him.

“Shit sorry I-I didn’t mean too it’s just that, I-I…You…We…FUCK!” I stumbled with my words.

“Sorry I didn’t mean too hurt you or anything but…I have to go.” I apologized before running off inside leaving Gerard there in pain.

I couldn’t stay there any longer but once Bert saw me he came up to me and hugged.

“Hunny what’s the matter?” He cooed in my ear as I sobbed onto his shirt.

“Nothing, I’m just having a bad day that’s all I’m probably going to head home now.”

“I’ll walk you.” He offered.

‘You wouldn’t want to walk me home after what I’ve done with your best friend.’

“Okay.” I smiled up at him.

I said my goodbyes to everyone else but couldn’t help but notice Mikey’s smirk he had on as I said goodbye.

As Bert and I walked to Frank’s house hand in hand I couldn’t help but think at how stupid Bert was to go out with me, I cheated on him with Gerard.

“Is something wrong you seem a bit…frustrated.” He asked squeezing my hand.

“No just a bit tired that’s all.” I yawned trying to act as if I was, hoping he would buy it.

“Oh, okay well you should go get some sleep tomorrow’s a big day for you.” He sweetly said once we had reached the house.

“Okay I’ll see you tomorrow.” I said.

“Okay.” He replied before I pecked him on the lips and scurried off inside.

Once I had a shower wiping off the remaining make up and hopping into bed I thought about that kiss Gerard and I had shared.

I had felt those fireworks again, the ones that we had both shared back in our high-school years.

I really did love Gerard and that was the truth, but if we were to be more then what we were, everything would just go down hill from here because of that one thing no one knew besides me, my dad hadn’t told me till we had moved from New Jersey to New York.

I didn’t want to have to destroy what we already have because I knew it would just turn out the same as before…

In heartbreak.

Not just for Gerard but for everyone else as well. I knew how much Donna wanted us too get back together and I really did hate too disappoint her but it wasn’t happening anytime soon.

I slowly started to drift off to sleep, with the un-answered to why Mikey had that huge smirk on his face when I was saying good-bye?