I'll Always Be With You.

**GERARD’S POV*

“There’s something I need to tell you…” She trailed off.

She didn’t look to happy, she hadn’t even smiled once.

“Yes Chantelle what is it?”

“I-I don’t know how to say this…I-I…”

“It’s alright you can say it Chantelle.” I encouraged her.

I had a feeling what the words were, but was hoping that they weren’t the words.

“Gerard, you know how much I love you right?” She questioned taking my hands in hers, why was she questioning!

“Yes.” I could feel tears coming to my eyes.

“And you know I will do anything to protect you from harm.”

“Chantelle, please don’t do this!” I begged.

“I’m sorry Gerard but its better if we-”

“No!” The sound of the familiar voice frightened us both. “I won’t let you!”

“M-Mikey I’m sorry, I have to do this.” Chantelle pleaded, turning around to face Mikey.

“No you don’t, everyone has a choice in life-”

“And this is what I chose.” She snapped at him standing up.

“I won’t let you hurt him again, not after the first time.” He replied shaking his head.

I didn’t even want to think about the first time she left…It was devastating.

“But I’m not leaving, I promised Gerard I would stay and that’s exactly what I’m going to do.” She confirmed. “I-I just want to be…Friends.” The word sounded as if it had come out by force.

This was to much to take.

“But he wants to be more, he loves you don’t you see that Chantelle?”

“Yes I do, and I’m sorry I have to do this Gerard.” She turned back to me, her hazel-light brown-tear stained eyes boring into mine.

I couldn’t reply I was into much shock.

I had just confessed to her how much I loved her and then she tells me she wants to be just friends.

After all the years I went through depression because I was without her, she goes and stabs me in the back saying she doesn’t want to be with me.

I was furious, how could she be so…selfish?

And she could see it too.

“Gerard I’m-”

“Don’t say it!” I hissed through tears.

“But-”

“Don’t talk to me! I hate you! What happened to the Chantelle that wanted to be with me? Huh? What happened to her?” I snapped angrily.

She didn’t reply.

“Just go.”

I was to angry with her right now to even care where she went, as long as she left before I slapped her.

She nodded before leaving.

Mikey stood there in shock.

I got up before a word was spoken and headed down into my room.

I jumped onto my bed and cried.

I loved her so fucking much.

And she knew that.

But now that was all over.

She didn’t want me.

It clearly showed.

She didn’t want my love.

Because I had fucked up.

She didn’t want me to comfort her.

Because then I would be making her feel uncomfortable.

She didn’t want Gerard Way.

Because he just wasn’t enough for her.