We'll Be Each Others Saviour

In Love Again

David looked at me like he was nervous or even scared.
“Andy.” He took my hand. “We can't be together anymore.” I couldn't believe what he just said. It wasn't sinking in.

“What?” I asked in disbelief.

“I'm breaking up with your, Andrew. It just isn't working out between us.” My jaw dropped.

“I-I” was all I could say. My mind was racing. Then a wave of sadness washed over me. It finally sunk it. David, my true love, was breaking up with me. I was heart broken.

“Why, David? But I love you so much.” I was going to cry.

“But Andy, I don't love you like you love me. I-I”

“You what?” He shook his head.

“I cheated on you. So I don't think that we sh-” I put my hand up to him. I didn't want to hear anymore.

“Get out.” I pointed to the door.

“But An-”

“Get the fuck out, David” I yelled. He stood there for a few seconds and left.
I sat on the floor and bawled my eyes out. I didn't care that my makeup was messed up I just wanted to cry. A complete wreck as an understatement. I just got my hear broken right before a show. I wasn't even sure if I could do the show tonight. I stayed in the tour bus for a good twenty minutes to collect myself as much a I could. I stood up and tried to wipe as much makeup as I could off of my face then walked out of the tour bus. I was furious now. I saw Ashley and the rest of the guys with a few fans.
“Andy, you okay?” Ashley asked me. I just gave him an evil look and snapped
“Shut up! Shouldn't you be fucking some Purdy girl?” at him.
“First off, I wait till the end of the show, and second off, none of them came.” He frowned. Jake and CC laughed.
“Ha! No waiting on food tonight!” Jake said with a smile.
“Woo!” CC howled.
They gave each other a high five as Ashley and I lightly laughed. Jake and CC always made things a little better.
“Do you want to talk?” Sammi Doll asked me as she put her hand on my shoulder. I shyly nodded to her and we walked into the tour bus. We say down on the couch.
“So, Andy. What happened?” She said as she wet a washcloth to give to me.
“David cheated on me, Sammi. He just told me straight up and told me he was breaking up with me.” She gave me the washcloth and I started rubbing my face.
“That's fucking messed up, Andy. I'm so sorry. It's probably really hard since you were in love with him.” I started to cry again.
“It just fucking sucks! After three months without seeing him he just tells me all of this out of the blue.” she rubbed my back.
“I'm here for you, Andy. I'm here for you.” We heard yelling outside.
“Do you hear that, Andy?” I nodded. We both walked out to see Ashley and David fighting each other. We ran over.
“David!” I yelled with horror. David looked at me and Ash slapped him.
“Don't look at him ever again!” he yelled at him. I couldn't believe it! Why was he doing this?
“Ash, stop!” I yelled to him. He turned to me.
“Do you want him to go home unharmed? He broke your heart, Andy. It's my job to protect you.” he told me. I thought for a few seconds. I couldn't believe that he said that. I knew he cared about me, but I didn't know he cared that much.
They were attacking each other and David got on top of Ashley and punched his chest. I flinched. That had to hurt.
“Get off me, man whore.” he yelled. I wanted it all to stop. I turned to Sammi and hugged her.
“Make it stop!” I screamed into her shoulder. She hugged me back.
“I can't do anything about it.” She told me calmly, but I could tell she was scared, too. I finally looked back up to see Ashley being pushed. I put my head in my hands and shook my head.
“Oh my God.” I said to myself. So much was going on.
I was just cheated on and broke up with the man of my dreams, my best friend was getting the shit beaten out of him, I was angry and sad and I just didn't know how I was feeling anymore. I really didn't want to do the concert tonight. I wanted it canceled and just to go to hotel and cry myself to sleep. I tried to calm myself down and drown everything else out.
“Okay, Andy. You're good. You're fine and you can worry about it later, Andy.” I calmly breathed and looked up at everyone else. David was being taken away by security and Jinxx was helping Ashley up. I sighed with relief. It was all over.
“C'mon. It's show time.” Jake told us. I was going to act as happy as I could for the fans.
I came out running and everyone cheered.
“We are Black Veil Brides from Hollywood, California.” I said and the crowd roared. I was feeling good, but then I saw him. He was sitting in the front row. Why would he do this to me I thought? But I shook it off. This night wasn't about him. It was about us. We played Sweet Blasphemy, Set the World On Fire, Rebel Love Song, and The Legacy. Then we played The Mortician's Daughter and Saviour. I was on the verge of tears, but kept it in. I didn't want my fans to see how weak I was. It was break time and I was so happy! I could just chill out without any worries, but then Ashley had to ruin that.
“Hey everybody.” he said through his mic that he never turned off. “Look at this dude in the front row. Yeah that'd David. The boy who took OUR Andy. Made him his, then broke up with OUR Andy before the show.” I shook my head. Oh God, no! The crowd was yelling awful names to David.
“So what I want all of us to chant 'Fuck you, David.' And put fists and middle fingers in the air, too.” he yelled at the crowd. “One, two, three.” He shouted. “Fuck you, David. Fuck you. David. Fuck you, Daivd.” They all chanted. I heard Ashley say “Woo!” and “Thanks guys.” I just couldn't believe this! It was seriously one surprise after another with him today. I was so hurt by all of this.
We got onto the tour bus and I just cried on the bed-couch.
“Andy, you okay?” Ash asked me softly. Like he really cared!
“Stop acting like you care, Ashley! You don't and we both know that!” I yelled at him. I was so frustrated with him. I got up and punched him so hard he fell to the ground. I was surprised at what I just did to him. I just hurt my best friend.
“Dude, I'm so sorr-” he cut me off.
“I'm sorry for trying to help out a friend. Next time you date a faggot, and I try to help, remind me about this night. Because I don't care anymore. If you want to date stupid pucks, and not let your friends feel sorry for you, then....I'm not your friend.” he said. Then he walked into the bathroom and closed the door.
I'm such an asshole. All he wanted to do was help. I was hurt by him words, but he was right. All he was trying to do was help me out. He cares about me and I guess I've just been blinded by love so I couldn't see that. I had to go and talk to him. He is my best friend after all.
I went over to the bathroom door and could hear quiet sobs. I knocked on the door.
“Ash, are you crying?”
“N-no.” I heard. He opened the door and gave me a weak smile. “W-what are you talking about, A-Andy? A-Ashley Pur-Purdy never cries.” I gave him a sympathetic look. Full of lies he was.
“Guys, we're here.” CC yelled. Ashley got out of the bathroom and got his bags. I slowly got up and got mine, too.
“Andy and Ash in one room. CC, Jake, and Jinxx in the other,” the bus driver told us. CC and Jake gave each other a high five. And we took our keys. We got to the hotel and everyone took the elevator, except for Ash. He, obviously, wanted to avoid me. He must've been more upset than I thought. We rode up to our floor on the elevator, but I was lost in my thoughts, thinking about how bad I must've made Ash feel.
“Andy!” Jinxx yelled from outside the elevator. I jumped and looked at him. “This is our floor.”
“Oh.” I walked out and to my room. I saw that Ash had already been here and put his stuff on his bed. But he was gone now and I knew where he was.
I took the elevator down to the first floor and walked outside. I lit a cigarette and starting walking to the bar. I threw the cig down and walked into the bar. I saw Ash sitting at the table and I walked over to him.
“Hey, Ash.” I said to him. It took him a little bit to respeond, but he said
“hey” and didn't turn to me. I was getting more upset by the second. I tugged on his arm
“Come on, Ash. Let's go and take a walk around the hotel.” He just shrugged at me. So I grabbed his wrist and pulled him away from the bar. He stumbled but got his footing but got up on his feet. We walked out and I grabbed his hand tight. I wanted him to know that I cared about him even if he did make my life a living hell every once in a while. I felt kind of awkward, actually. Ash was just staring up and the moon as we walked. So I didn't know what to say.
“Are you okay, Ashley?” I broke the silence.
“I guess.” he told me, unconvincingly.
“Ashley....” I said. I wanted him to look at me but he didn't. He just looked down at his feet. I didn't deserve a friend as good as him. He drew a sharp breath and looked up at the sky. He seemed so...peaceful at that moment.
“Ashley...” I said again, softly. We were walking by the pool gate now. Before I could say anything he put his lips against mine and pushed me up against the gate. I tried to push him back.
“Ashley...” I said. I was surprised. This was too much too soon.
“What?” he asked me.
“You don't want to do that.”
“Why not? Andy, Im tired of this empty feeling. I don't care if it's only for a night. I need to loved.” He rested his head on the crook of my neck. It just baffled me. He could have anyone he wants, but chooses me?
“What are you talking about Ashley? You could get anyone you want.” I shot back. It was all just weird to me.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into him.
“But they don't mean a thing to me. You're my best friend and I want to feel like someone cares for me.” he said while kissing my neck.
I didn't really feel as uncomfortable anymore, oddly. I didn't know what my feelings were doing to me.
His soft lips touched mine again. I didn't resist him anymore. I let his tongue push past my lips and couldn't help but moan into the kiss. My heart was pounding as his arms just wrapped tighter around my waist.
“Please, Andy. Don't think. Just let me bring you to the room.” He whispered into my ear.
“Ashley I-”
“No. Just let me hold you tonight.” I couldn't resist him anymore. He pulled me into his arms and led me back inside the hotel to our room.
He pushed me down on the bed and slid off my shirt, He started kissing my exposed stomach and it felt so good. He climbed onto the bed with me and I took off his vest then threw it on the floor. I touched his OUTLAW tattoo with my fingers then my tongue. He moaned loudly when I put hand inside his pants and wrapped it around his member. I pulled it out and sucked on my finger with a moan. I pulled of my leather pants. Then I yanked down Ash's pants and licked the bulge in his boxers.
"Andy." he wined to me. That was good. I wanted to hear him wine.
He set Fever by Bullet For My Valentine to play. Oh yeah. Perfect.
I couldn't take his pants off quick enough. I winked at him and licked my lips. I was now ready for what tonight held for us. I crawled on him and straddled his lap. My erection and his pressed together through his boxers. He moaned.
"Yes, Mr. Purdy?" My tongue flicked over his earlobe. He moaned as I kissed down his neck and ran my hands through his hair.
"I am going to fuck you so damn hard you won't be able to walk in the morning." I chuckled quietly. I was okay with the thought of him actually doing that to me.
He stood up and pulled me up to him and then pushed me down so that he was on top. I couldn't help but moan when he kissed down my torso. My moans got louder and louder as he started to lightly bite my hip bones. Oh God. I wanted him so much and he was teasing me. I loved it. He bit the strings of my thong and took them off. He kept teasing me when he ran his tongue over my head. I moaned loudly again as I retreaded my hands through his hair and I pulled hard. He was giving me a blow job. and put my full length in his mouth but didn't gag. I screamed his name and then he swallowed which made me pull his hair as hard as I could.
"Oh, Ashley. I'm gonna-" I came in his mouth and he swallowed all of it. I was surprised by that.
I turned us over and I bit his hipbones which made him thrust into nothing. I chuckled quietly. I was teasing him now. His eyes were closed in want as I kissed his beautiful lips. He bit my bottom lip which made me moan. He was too much. He was everything I wanted right now and I didn't want anyone else to ever have him. Fuck those Purdy girls.I had slid his underwear off and I made him moan.
I slid down and bit his hip bones again. He put his hands through my hair and his hips thrust into nothing again. This was all new to me. Seeing how I was a virgin and all, but I didn't know if Ash knew that.
I put my mouth around him. I took him in deeper and I made him moan again. Success. I swallowed all of him again.
"Ah." he moaned as he came into my mouth and I swallowed all of it. It was so fabulous. I stood back and licked my lips, but I knew we weren't done.
I screamed with pain and extreme pleasure as he entered me. Words couldn't describe it.
"Oh God, you're so hot." he moaned in my ear.
"Oh God, harder." I moaned back and loudly. We reached our climax and were screaming each others names. Then we both collapsed next to each other.
I looked into his beautiful eyes and our hands interlaced.
"Thank you." he whispered into my ear and brought me close to him.
"I love you." I whispered back and I smiled at him.
".....I love you, too. I loved you before you even started dating...well, you know, him."
"Really?" I asked with a smile still on my face. He nodded.
I had a crush on Ash, Before David came along, but the truth is, I just started dating David to try to ignore my feelings for Ashley. I knew that it would ruin our friendship if I told him, but knowing that he loved me all along made me feel...complete. I knew that he'd always be there for me.
Sometime while I was lost in my thought, I drifted to sleep in his arms.
I was in love with Ashley.
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I had it finished awhile ago, but part of it got deleted so I had to write it over again!