Status: I am GOING to finish this one.
In Another Life
My Xander?
I enjoyed reading my diary to look at my emotions when writing my entries. I am able to find out if I was happy, or sad, or in a thinking mood. This one especially:
Dear Diary,
~Xander is absolutely precious. I love him. I truly do. My heart is content. He’s just, always there. He could leave me simply because I am not considered anything but a ‘simpleton’ and because I dress differently. But he loves me just for that: the simplicity. I’m not complicated, or too dynamic for him to figure out. He sings to me when I’m down, He hugs me and pulls me close when I’m upset, he sends me flowers just because, he tells me he loves me, he kisses me on my forehead, he’s my love. He’s my heart. And out of nowhere, he wrote me a song. A song that made my cry and my heart swell with happiness. It went:
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.
Yeah, you are my dream
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cause you are the only thing that I got right now
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.
~There’s no one more perfect than him. I wouldn’t exchange him for another. He’s simply mine, and I’m simply his.
It’s so unfortunate that I don’t remember him. And that makes my heart ache more and more as I try to find him and his love.
Dear Diary,
~Xander is absolutely precious. I love him. I truly do. My heart is content. He’s just, always there. He could leave me simply because I am not considered anything but a ‘simpleton’ and because I dress differently. But he loves me just for that: the simplicity. I’m not complicated, or too dynamic for him to figure out. He sings to me when I’m down, He hugs me and pulls me close when I’m upset, he sends me flowers just because, he tells me he loves me, he kisses me on my forehead, he’s my love. He’s my heart. And out of nowhere, he wrote me a song. A song that made my cry and my heart swell with happiness. It went:
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.
Yeah, you are my dream
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cause you are the only thing that I got right now
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.
~There’s no one more perfect than him. I wouldn’t exchange him for another. He’s simply mine, and I’m simply his.
It’s so unfortunate that I don’t remember him. And that makes my heart ache more and more as I try to find him and his love.