Status: Re-posted from a while ago
Smoking Cigarettes
That's What I Was?
It was normal for me to feel Sin’s hand running up my shirt to pinch a hardened nipple. I moaned as my back arched up off the bed and into his cold touch. I let out a pleading whimper as Sin’s mouth kissed down my scorching stomach to reach the elastic band of my boxers.
I groaned in annoyance when Sin suddenly stopped his steaming kisses. His hands ran down my sides to play with the band of my boxers. Sin was silent, motionless; his breath hit my happy trail sending shivers through my entire body.
“S-Sin?” I tried to ask him what was wrong, but it was kind of hard when the only thing on your mind was getting off.
Sin sighed before pulling my boxers to my knees. I gasped when his breath hit my head. My hands gripped at his shoulders as a skilled tongue ran out to run over my tip, encircling it before pulling it into his mouth. I cursed as he sucked teasingly at the tip, his tongue playing with the slit.
I let out a silent scream as Sin began sucking me off. I knew I wouldn’t last long when Sin started using his teeth. He ran them up the sides, used his tongue to swirl around the head and sucked me like a damn vacuum. My moans echoed through out the room as I hit my orgasm, Sin swallowing all of it before pulling away to wipe at his chin.
I was gasping for air, trying to get all my thoughts back in order, but it’s kind of hard to do that at a moment like this. I felt the bed move and I knew Sin had gotten up. I turned my head to the side to see Sin throwing his pants and shirt back on.
Sin was moving towards the door. Was he…leaving?
“Hey!” I shout before pushing myself to sit up. Quickly, I pull my boxers back up my legs. I ignore putting on anything else as I run after Sin who had already moved out the door of my room and heading down the steps. “Dickhead, where the hell are you going?”
“Home,” he answers emotionlessly before making his way for the front door.
I growled. What the hell? He can’t just leave after that! He just…can’t! He never did before. He always stayed around and talked with me. What’s his problem? He was the one who kissed me first anyways. He was the one who gave me the damn blowjob! He can’t just suddenly start acting this way.
I ran after him and just barely made it to the front door before him. I jumped in front of him and stood in front of the doorway. I actually whimpered when I saw the cold glare he was shooting my way. Did I do something wrong?
“Did I do something wrong? Are you mad at me?” I scoff at the idea. Sin is always mad at me. Why do I even bother asking?
Sin took a step towards me and I stepped back, my back immediately making contact with the door. I felt like I had somehow shrunk as Sin towered over me. His eyes glared down at me like I was shit, worthless. I had no idea what I did to get him so mad.
I mean he just sucked me off and now he’s pissed off? He’s like a damn woman.
“Move,” Sin ordered in a tone that would make any sane person not only move, but run like hell. Too bad I crossed the line of insanity a long time ago.
“No,” I say stubbornly before taking a step forward causing us to stand chest to chest. “You’re like a woman! What the hell is your problem? I can help if you tell me.”
Sin growls before saying, “It was a mistake. Everything we’ve been doing for the past month has been a mistake. Me even trying to let you in was just one huge mistake and I regret it. That’s my fucking problem Aiden. Now move!”
I heard something crack when Sin pushed me out of the way like trash. I whimpered as I stumbled to the side before allowing my body to fall to the floor. I heard the engine start, the car drive away, and then silence.
“It was a mistake.”
If it was a mistake then why did it happen? I was confused. I had no idea what was going on. One second he had his hands all over me. The next he was telling me I was a mistake, that everything we have done, that we’ve been doing was a mistake.
How can someone act like they like it one second then do a 180 and say they don’t? I don’t understand. I don’t…what did I do wrong? Did I even do something wrong or is Sin just having some cramps from his period and he’s taking his anger out on me?
I sighed as I pulled my knees to my chest. I sniffled as I rested my head on my knees. The tears began to fall, roll down my cheeks until they dripped off my chin. It felt like my world was caving in around me. What did I do…?
That’s what I was? A mistake. I was just a mistake to him. I guess it makes sense, after all thinking that Sin actually liked me and that the explorations actually meant something was stupid. I should have realized I was just a toy, a mistake.
I groaned in annoyance when Sin suddenly stopped his steaming kisses. His hands ran down my sides to play with the band of my boxers. Sin was silent, motionless; his breath hit my happy trail sending shivers through my entire body.
“S-Sin?” I tried to ask him what was wrong, but it was kind of hard when the only thing on your mind was getting off.
Sin sighed before pulling my boxers to my knees. I gasped when his breath hit my head. My hands gripped at his shoulders as a skilled tongue ran out to run over my tip, encircling it before pulling it into his mouth. I cursed as he sucked teasingly at the tip, his tongue playing with the slit.
I let out a silent scream as Sin began sucking me off. I knew I wouldn’t last long when Sin started using his teeth. He ran them up the sides, used his tongue to swirl around the head and sucked me like a damn vacuum. My moans echoed through out the room as I hit my orgasm, Sin swallowing all of it before pulling away to wipe at his chin.
I was gasping for air, trying to get all my thoughts back in order, but it’s kind of hard to do that at a moment like this. I felt the bed move and I knew Sin had gotten up. I turned my head to the side to see Sin throwing his pants and shirt back on.
Sin was moving towards the door. Was he…leaving?
“Hey!” I shout before pushing myself to sit up. Quickly, I pull my boxers back up my legs. I ignore putting on anything else as I run after Sin who had already moved out the door of my room and heading down the steps. “Dickhead, where the hell are you going?”
“Home,” he answers emotionlessly before making his way for the front door.
I growled. What the hell? He can’t just leave after that! He just…can’t! He never did before. He always stayed around and talked with me. What’s his problem? He was the one who kissed me first anyways. He was the one who gave me the damn blowjob! He can’t just suddenly start acting this way.
I ran after him and just barely made it to the front door before him. I jumped in front of him and stood in front of the doorway. I actually whimpered when I saw the cold glare he was shooting my way. Did I do something wrong?
“Did I do something wrong? Are you mad at me?” I scoff at the idea. Sin is always mad at me. Why do I even bother asking?
Sin took a step towards me and I stepped back, my back immediately making contact with the door. I felt like I had somehow shrunk as Sin towered over me. His eyes glared down at me like I was shit, worthless. I had no idea what I did to get him so mad.
I mean he just sucked me off and now he’s pissed off? He’s like a damn woman.
“Move,” Sin ordered in a tone that would make any sane person not only move, but run like hell. Too bad I crossed the line of insanity a long time ago.
“No,” I say stubbornly before taking a step forward causing us to stand chest to chest. “You’re like a woman! What the hell is your problem? I can help if you tell me.”
Sin growls before saying, “It was a mistake. Everything we’ve been doing for the past month has been a mistake. Me even trying to let you in was just one huge mistake and I regret it. That’s my fucking problem Aiden. Now move!”
I heard something crack when Sin pushed me out of the way like trash. I whimpered as I stumbled to the side before allowing my body to fall to the floor. I heard the engine start, the car drive away, and then silence.
“It was a mistake.”
If it was a mistake then why did it happen? I was confused. I had no idea what was going on. One second he had his hands all over me. The next he was telling me I was a mistake, that everything we have done, that we’ve been doing was a mistake.
How can someone act like they like it one second then do a 180 and say they don’t? I don’t understand. I don’t…what did I do wrong? Did I even do something wrong or is Sin just having some cramps from his period and he’s taking his anger out on me?
I sighed as I pulled my knees to my chest. I sniffled as I rested my head on my knees. The tears began to fall, roll down my cheeks until they dripped off my chin. It felt like my world was caving in around me. What did I do…?
That’s what I was? A mistake. I was just a mistake to him. I guess it makes sense, after all thinking that Sin actually liked me and that the explorations actually meant something was stupid. I should have realized I was just a toy, a mistake.
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