Dear God.

I drove home and ran inside the house, Johnny was sitting on the
couch, he looked back at me, "What happened girly?" I shook my head
and walked up the stairs to my room, I sat on my bed and pulled my
phone out. I had three missed calls from Gaven and two texts from
Jimmy, all of the texts were him asking if we could hangout after band
practice tomorrow. I don’t understand why he wants to hangout so
badly.
I replied, telling him that we could if he really wanted to. I got off
my bed and quickly started going through my clothes, trying to find
the perfect outfit. Just because I have a boyfriend that I don’t have
the best relationship with, doesn’t mean I can’t look nice to hangout
with a really good friend that I just happen to feel something for.
After finding the perfect clothes I crawled into my bed and fell into
an almost peaceful sleep...

*DREAM*

At the beach, on the dock, Jimmy sitting at the end with Ashlyn, "How
are things with Gaven?" Ashlyn smiled, looking out at the ocean,
"Great, he’s so amazing Jimmy...I think I love him..." Jimmy nodded
slowly, he avoided looking at the younger girl sitting next to him,
they had been friends for so long and he couldn’t understand why he
had these feelings for her. She looked over at him, “How are things
going with Jess?” He looked down, “We..uh..broke up last week…” Ashlyn
looked down into the water, “Sorry Jimmy…I didn’t know…” He shrugged,
“No one does…she was hardly ever around anyway so it doesn’t really
matter…” Ashlyn reached over and took Jimmy’s hand in her own, “I know
how much you liked her Jim, it’s a shame she didn’t realize how lucky
she was.” Jimmy looked down into the water, he watched his reflection
along with Ashlyn’s, she had no idea how he felt about Jess and she
had no idea how he felt about her. Deep down he knew that the
relationship with Jess wouldn’t last, but did he care? Not really, he
wanted Ashlyn and he knew that those feelings would never go away, against his better judgment he leaned in and kissed Ashlyn, surprisingly she kissed him back, but only momentarily before she realized what was happening and she pulled away from him, “J-jimmy…I can’t..Gaven..” She got up and ran off into the distance, leaving Jimmy confused and heartbroken.

*End *

I woke up and quickly looked around the room, no one was around and my room was empty. The dreams about Jimmy just keep getting more and more messed up, the first dream Jimmy says he would never hurt me and this time he kissed me, am I missing something?

Jimmy’s Point Of View

Zack was chasing Brian around the house, “Give me back my damn guitar strings!” Brian was laughing and ran through the kitchen, he was on one side of the island and Zack stood on the other, “I’m not giving them back, they’re mine now!” Zack practically jumped over the island, pinning Brian to the ground, he ripped the strings from his hands, “And now, they are mine again,” he took off out of the kitchen and ran upstairs, Brian followed after quickly.

I walked into the living room and sat down on the couch, it wasn’t five minutes later when the front door opened and Ash walked in, she walked over to me, “Make room Jim,” I shook my head and stretched further out on the couch, she sighed, “Damn it Jimmy, get your ass up and make room! The couch wasn’t made for just one person!” I shrugged and went back to watching t.v. only to suddenly feel someone jump on me, “What the hell?!” Ash was giggling and she smiled down at me, “I told you to make room.” I shrugged again and wrapped my arms around her waist, she moved slightly, she had an almost uncomfortable look on her face, “Ash? What’s wrong?” She sighed and looked down at me, the next thing I knew I felt her lips on mine….