Never Gonna Let You Go

Nicoles pov

It’s been a month since mine and Jacks date. Things have been going way better than I imagined. I ended up just deleting Charlie’s last text message. I felt horrible that I was actually thinking about texting him back. He didn’t need the satisfaction of me texting him back, that would only make him think that I actually wanted him back, which I don’t.

Everything between the guys and me are good too. I thought that maybe things would change now that me and Jack are official, but everything is the same. The band still gives me shit, but at the same time treat me like their sister. Also, Mel and Alex finally hooked up. It was about damn time. They were a little awkward first but then Alex finally asked her out about 4 days ago. Mel couldn’t be happier, and Alex also seemed to be really happy and that made me smile. He needed someone to lift up his spirits and act like an asshole around.

We were about 2 hours away from our next venue in Ohio. We didn’t have off tomorrow but we were leaving at 11 am so we could party tonight. I was excited; we hadn’t really partied since the first night.

“HEADS UP” I heard coming from behind me as I was walking to the front lounge.

I tuned around to see what was happening and got hit with a football right in the forehead. I fell down to the floor and screamed “fuuck” on the way down.

“ALERT, NICOLE IS DOWN. I REPEAT NICOLE IS DOWN” I heard Alex scream to the bus as I tried to pull myself up.

“Who the fuck plays football on a bus” I groaned, trying to laugh but I was still a little dizzy from the hit.

“Umm we do, duh” Alex said as he grabbed my hand to help me up.

“Fuck that really hurt” I said rubbing my head.

“I said heads up. But I’m sorry.” He said as he kissed my forehead.

“Yo homie G. Back off my woman” I heard from Jack.

“Homie G? What the fuck? And you know Nicole keep her hands off of me” Alex said pulling me in closer.

“Good one Gaskank, but in your dreams pretty boy” I said with a smirk. “You know I can’t keep my hands of Jack”

“See! HAH! And way to go with hitting her with a football dick head. If anyone is going to hit her with a ball, its gonna be me!” Jack said and took the ball from Alex.

‘HEY GIVE ME THAT BACK!” Alex said chasing Jack around the bus. They are two 5 year olds trapped in 23-year-old bodies, I swear.

I went back to my bunk after getting hit with the ball and started writing in my Journal. I was writing about this past week and what not. Nothing too important. But I did start writing about me and Jack. I wrote about how we really haven’t taken our relationship to the next level physically. I mean, we sleep in the same bunk at night usually but we haven’t gone any further than kissing. Which is fine with me because I want to take it slow, but Jack had sex all the time before me so I was wondering why he didn’t try.

After I finished writing in my journal I went to the back lounge like I was originally going to do before I got hit with the football and saw Zack and Rian watching Elf.

“Hola Chico’s” I said taking a seat next to Zack

“Hey” they said in unison not taking their eyes off the TV.

“You guys do know that it’s May, right? And this is a Christmas movie’” I said chuckling

“Yeah soo?” Rian said throwing a pillow at me.

“I’m just saying. Anywaaay, you guys excited for tonight?”

“Yeah. I’m stoked. We all haven’t chilled in a while” Zack said.

“I know. I miss the old days when we would just chill in your basement. Just the five of us, and talk about random shit and couldn’t give a fuck about anything” I said.

“Those were the good ole days. But now look at us. We’re fucking awesome” Rian said with a smile.

“What were the good ole days?” Jack said taking a sit next to us.

“When we used to make fun of you in front of everyone in high school…oh wait. We still do that but just in front of all you fans” I said giving him a kiss right after I said that.

“Well fuck you guys. Everybody knows that I’m the favorite of the band” he said as he stuck his middle finger in the air, and then wrapped his arms around me.

The four of us finished watching the movie until we got to Ohio, while the rest were either in the front lounge, or in some cases like Alex and Mel, sleeping.

Like always the band and crews did their usual set ups and sound checks before the show. Once that was done everybody did his or her own thing. This Ohio show went really smooth. The sets were amazing and everything went as planned. I think everyone was excited for tonight.

It was 11 pm by the time everybody was done taking showers in the venue and was ready. I put on my crop top Glamour Kills shirt with ripped jeans and my high top black converse.

I was so excited for tonight, but my head still hurt from that damn football. Whatever, I’m not letting that ruin my night.

“Everybody get your ass over here. First shot we take together” I said while pouring shots for everybody.

“Oh god. Nicole’s about to get sloppy tonight” I heard Rian say

“No I am not! I’m just having a good time” I said.

“Alright. Cheers, to the best mother fucking party this tour has ever seen” and we all drank out shot.

JACKS POV

I was having a great night with the bands, but I wasn’t drinking too much cause I drank more than enough last night. Nicole on the other hand has had about 9 shots and 6 beers so far. To say that she in wasted is an under statement.

“JAAAAAAACK, LETS DANCE” Nicole said tugging my arm

“ I would but nobody else is dancing haha”

“Whooo cares, lets just dance anyway” she said pulling me to the middle of the bar.

As she was pulling me she tripped and almost hit her head on the edge of the bar.

“Sweetie, maybe we should head back to the bus. You’re really drunk right now and I don’t want you getting hurt” Wow. I sound like a fucking father right now. Usually people are the one telling me to calm down.

“Noo no. I’m f-fine. I just want to dance, and if you’re not gonna dance with me then fuck you. I’ll find someone else to dance with”

“Come on Nicole. Lets just go back to the bus”

“And what? Snuggle? We never even have sex. Is there some-something wrong with me that you don’t want to have se with me” She was basically yelling at this point and slurring all her words.

‘I don’t think that this is the right time to discuss this.” I said holding her up because she was about to fall over.

“I don’t give a flying fuckery. Am I not pretty enough for you or something? Am I not like the other sluts who just give it up after one day? We’ve been dating a month and all we do is kiss.” Right as she said that she took one step forward and fell hitting her head at the edge of the bar. And she didn’t get up either.

“Nicole?” No answer.

“Nicole, sweetie, get up” Still no answer. She was unconscious. Fuck. I picked her up and she had no sign on consciousness.

Zack was the closest one to me. “Zack call 911”