Ana

I'm so hungry,

I want to eat.

I don't want to eat.

I'm too fat to eat.

95 pounds. Jesus Christ.

I'm huge.

But Laura said I'm too skinny.

I miss Laura.

I miss being Cassie and Laura.

Cassie. Laura.

Skinny. Fat.

Sad. Happy.

Hungry always. Hungry never.

Ugly. Ugly?

I will not eat.

I will not eat.

I will not eat.

I WILL NOT EAT.