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Help Me Live
what are you doing?
[[mikeys p.o.v]]
"Jade?" a guy called her.
"matt?" she turned around and looked at a guy in a car who stopped in front of us.
"i thought you said you were free?" he looked confused
"i am" she gasped for breath.
"then what are you doing?" he asked eyeing me
"hu? oh MIKEY!! this is matt. matt this is my best friend mikey!" she was smiling now.
"oh hey dude." he said and got out of the car.
"what are you guys wearing?" he started to laught alittle.
"its a looooooooooong story" jade smiled at him.
"understandable.." he smiled back at her.
"uhmm yea well ummmh hhmurgg... yeah." i had no idea why and what i said, i was in a panic because i felt a ping of jeilously when matt made jade smile. THAT WAS MY JOB MISTER!!
"oh! mikey i thoght you left." she was still looking at matt.
"nope... still here." i sounded disappointed, but she didnt notice. she was to busy looking at MATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
'stupid matt.' i thought to my self
"hey.. im going to get some close on.." i said to her
"okay..byeee" and still was still making lovely dovey looks at matt..
ew.
"UH!! stupid Matt! he ruined everything!! uh!!" i yelled and went to my room..the guys were still in there and looked up when they saw me.
"what!?" i snapped at them.
"woww.. calm down mr.grummpy." ray said
"HOW CAN I FUCKING CALM DOWN WENT JADE AND THAT .... THAT FUCKING SUM ARE FUCKING MAKING LOVEY DOVEY FACES AT EACH OHER!? HOW CAN I FUCKING CALM DOWN ?!" i said and went under my blanket and started to curse at myself.
'stupid mikey.. thinking you had a chance... fucking matt ruined your chance.' i thought to myself.
I tossed and turned untill i gave up.
"MOTHER FUCKER!!" the guys just stared at me.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THE FUCKING STARING!?" i yelled at them.
"a fucking retard i do believe" gerard grinned
"shut up! god!" i screamed and went to the bath room.
"uh!! why am i feeling like this?! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!!" i yelled into my reflection.
"why does it seem with out her near me i cant beath?" i whispered and sat on the floor.
"yoooo mikes....i gotta go pee!" frankie yelled.
"use outside!" i yelled back at him
"but its dirty!" he acted to sound shocked.
"then it fitts you doesnt it?" i ginned but i know he cant see it.
"shut up and let me do what i gotta do!" and he just came in
"uh!" and i walked out of the house
'i cant deal with this now! i need to find jade' i thought.
"Jade?" a guy called her.
"matt?" she turned around and looked at a guy in a car who stopped in front of us.
"i thought you said you were free?" he looked confused
"i am" she gasped for breath.
"then what are you doing?" he asked eyeing me
"hu? oh MIKEY!! this is matt. matt this is my best friend mikey!" she was smiling now.
"oh hey dude." he said and got out of the car.
"what are you guys wearing?" he started to laught alittle.
"its a looooooooooong story" jade smiled at him.
"understandable.." he smiled back at her.
"uhmm yea well ummmh hhmurgg... yeah." i had no idea why and what i said, i was in a panic because i felt a ping of jeilously when matt made jade smile. THAT WAS MY JOB MISTER!!
"oh! mikey i thoght you left." she was still looking at matt.
"nope... still here." i sounded disappointed, but she didnt notice. she was to busy looking at MATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
'stupid matt.' i thought to my self
"hey.. im going to get some close on.." i said to her
"okay..byeee" and still was still making lovely dovey looks at matt..
ew.
"UH!! stupid Matt! he ruined everything!! uh!!" i yelled and went to my room..the guys were still in there and looked up when they saw me.
"what!?" i snapped at them.
"woww.. calm down mr.grummpy." ray said
"HOW CAN I FUCKING CALM DOWN WENT JADE AND THAT .... THAT FUCKING SUM ARE FUCKING MAKING LOVEY DOVEY FACES AT EACH OHER!? HOW CAN I FUCKING CALM DOWN ?!" i said and went under my blanket and started to curse at myself.
'stupid mikey.. thinking you had a chance... fucking matt ruined your chance.' i thought to myself.
I tossed and turned untill i gave up.
"MOTHER FUCKER!!" the guys just stared at me.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THE FUCKING STARING!?" i yelled at them.
"a fucking retard i do believe" gerard grinned
"shut up! god!" i screamed and went to the bath room.
"uh!! why am i feeling like this?! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!!" i yelled into my reflection.
"why does it seem with out her near me i cant beath?" i whispered and sat on the floor.
"yoooo mikes....i gotta go pee!" frankie yelled.
"use outside!" i yelled back at him
"but its dirty!" he acted to sound shocked.
"then it fitts you doesnt it?" i ginned but i know he cant see it.
"shut up and let me do what i gotta do!" and he just came in
"uh!" and i walked out of the house
'i cant deal with this now! i need to find jade' i thought.