Dark Dreams

Loki’s arms wrap around me tightly. Leroy between us both. I sit up in alarm
“Loki what-”
He smiles at me. He hugs me hard
“Oh I’m glad your awake!”
I hug him back confused, my head hurts really bad to.
“Uh…ok….”
Leroy shakes his head and wakes up
“Mommy…I’m tired….”
Loki hugs Leeroy to
“Don’t go to sleep…I want you guys awake forever”
“What’s wrong with you Loki?”
He looks at me
“What do you mean? I cant be happy to be with my family? Knowing there safe?”
Sweat rolls of his face and I frown at him
“Last time I checked we’re not a family, Niki’s your family!!!”
I pick up Leroy and he clings to my neck
“Mommy…..my head hurts…”
“Mines to…we probably bonked our head together Ill get you some Ice”
I walk downstairs. I drop my jaw. Flowers in every shade and color stand tall and beautiful in different shaped vases all around the room. A basket full of toys sit in the middle of room. Leroy jumps from my arms and stand stunned. Its typical that Leroy would be so in love with his father after getting so many toys, Leroy runs to the toys
“Wow!! Are these all for me??!?!”
“Every last on of em just for you”
“Thanks daddy!!!”
Leroy dives into the basket and plays around. I walk and touch each flower softly. They all smell very nice. I frown a bit. Loki grabs my hand and pulls me to a box under the fire place he hands it to me.
“I hope you like it!! I spent a long time trying to find stuff you would like”
I open it up, its full of cloths, beautiful dresses, many different rings, necklaces, bracelets. A loud sound comes into my ears
“Is this Aerosmith?”
“I Don’t Want To Miss A Thing”
Loki smiles at me, he hugs me tightly and kisses my head, I look over at Leroy playing with the toys
“A little pathetic wooing over your son with toys don’t you think?”
Loki frowns a bit
“I’m just trying to make him happy…”
“By giving him material things?”
“What do you mean?”
I sigh, this song is good, but not for this moment…Why is he acting like this? Just last night he was saying how I look like shit and how much he hates me. How he’s grabbing hugging, dropping off presents, kissing my head?!? I have no idea what’s wrong with him and its making me so mad
“You should be showing him your love, instead of giving him all this shit, you spend your time with Niki and you let her hurt him! Your own son”
“Lexi….”
“What’s wrong with you!? Your being so nice and shit!! I don’t want your dresses, I don’t want your flowers, I only want one thing from you but your such a cruel evil bastered!”
I walk away from him
“Who really got those toys?”
Loki starts to sweat, Leroy looks up at me.
‘Well…Niki…picked them out…”
“That’s what I thought”
Leroy drops the train he was playing with. He stands up and runs to me
“Come on Leroy, lets go play with your own toys in mommas room, I don’t think you wanna see daddy today huh?”
He grabs my hand and we walk up stairs.
“Lexi!!! Leroy!! Come back!!”
Me and Leroy lock the door and lay in the bed
“Mommy why dose daddy care about Niki more then me? More then us?”
“Oh sweetie…” I start to cry “I don’t know…but its so wrong….”
It feels like I cant remember something, something big and important…something that caused a big problem, maybe I’m just crazy….I feel like I have amnesia