Love's Decisions

I had run up to Herbology the second I’d seen Blaise, but he had already left. Draco came after me but I dodged him and climbed up into a secret passageway. I sat there for awhile, my head in my hands as I thought about what I’d done. I’d ruined everything. Everyone that I’d cared about now officially hated me. Blaise had seen me making out with his best friend. Draco had expressed his feelings for me and I’d just taken off after his best friend. What was I doing?

I eventually crawled out of the passageway at night time and went to the great hall to have dinner. I hadn’t had a proper meal in what felt like forever. As I walked in, everyone was seated and chatting amongst themselves. I noticed Draco and Blaise sitting far away from each other. They both looked up as I walked in, and cleared a space next to them for me to sit in. I looked from one to the other, before walking to an empty seat and sitting far away from both of them. I couldn’t deal with them right now.