Status: This story does contain sexual content, but it's a romance story with a lil drama to add.

Should Have Kissed You at the Park

Tour Farewell Dinner

TAYLOR POV

I was enjoying the dinner that we were having with the crew, and of course I loved the fact that Mama J was here, even if it was just for one night. I can’t lie, it was a bitter sweet day for me. I was so happy and proud of Chris for being able to get back to doing what he loved doing so much. He loved being on the road, on the stage, and close to his fans. Team Breezy meant the world to him. I knew that and I had to let him go, but I was going to miss something serious. I could literally count the number of times that I’ve slept in the bed by myself since me and Chris have been together, so it was going to be an adjustment to not having him here every night. I know it’s only going to be like a month and half that we’ll be apart before I see him again, but to me that was like a year, I know it sounds crazy, but that’s the way I felt. Since the guys were leaving in the morning, we got things started early, so by the time the sun was going down, everybody was getting tired and ready to go. Things started to settle down and everybody kinda just relaxed in the back yard talking. Mama J had rocked Maddison to sleep on her lap, and mama had put Kayla to sleep in her lap. I was sitting on Chris’s lap talking to him and some of the guys.

“Babygirl, me and Joyce are going to go get the kids ready for bed. You stay out here and enjoy yourself” mama said coming up behind me and Chris.

“Are you sure mama, I can do it” I smiled

“Yes babygirl, relax, have fun” she smiled then followed Mama J into the house. Chris wrapped his arms around my waist, rested his chin on my shoulder and gently gave me a squeeze.

“Babygirl, that cake was good” Tyga smiled licking his lips after his 4th slice.

“I knew you’d like it, that’s why I made you small one to take with you for the road tomorrow. I know it’s barely going to make it out of Georgia, but it’s all for you” I smiled

“For real?” he exclaimed

“Yes Michael” I laughed as everybody else laughed along with me. We all knew that he’d be doing good if the cake made it out of Atlanta.

“What you make for me?” Chris whispered in my ear

“I can’t tell you, but I’ll show you later” I whispered back, my forehead pressed up against his so close that my lips grazed his when I spoke.

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We had pretty much mad a whole day of just hanging out together. Nobody was really going to the club tonight, we kinda just all wanted to be together in a relaxed environment. This was one of the times that we were glad that we had hired a manager for J Spot, it gave us the time to be able to just take off for the night and just hang out. Mama J and mama had laid the kids down since it was starting to get late and Maddison and Kayla had already fallen asleep in their laps. The majority of the cleaning was done with the exception of the few beer and coke cans left sitting on the table and what was left of the cheesecake that I made for dessert.

“David, can you please bless this tour before everybody starts leaving since we have an early morning tomorrow?” Mama J asked

“Sure, I’d love to. All of these boys out here are like my extended children, and I’d be glad to saying a blessing over them” daddy replied as we all just sat there talking amongst ourselves. “Hey kids, can I have a few minutes to just say a few words while we’re all gathered together?” he started “I would just like to say how very proud of you I am Chris. I have seen you struggle to get back to where you belong, on top. Throughout everything, you remained positive and hopeful. You kept a smile on your face, even when it was hard to keep one. I have watched you grow into an even more wonderful young man, than what you were when I first met you. I’m glad that you’ve been blessed with friends that have stood by your side through everything, and that is hard to come by these days, especially in the industry that you in. And to make things better, you have the most beautiful, caring, loving, and wonderful girlfriend that I’ve ever met. I wish nothing but the best for you on this awesome tour” daddy finished

“Thank you Mr. M, and I have you and Mama Stine to thank for this wonderful girl” Chris smiled kissing my cheek.

“Would you guys mind if I said a quick blessing over this wonderful event?” daddy asked

“Of course not, I’d be glad if you did” Chris smiled as I stood up from his lap. I know my dad; he’d be asking us to stand and hold hands next. Chris took his queue from me and stood from the patio chair.

“Everybody grab hands, bow your heads and close your eyes” daddy instructed “Heavenly Father, we come to you today, thanking you for allowing us to be here in your presence and to share in the fellowship of one another. Lord God, we ask that you bless this tour in which Joyce, Chris, Michael, and Shad are about to embark upon. We ask that you allow them to perform to sold out venues and crowds that receive them in love. Father we ask that you give them traveling grace as they ride from city to city all over this beautiful country that you have allowed us to live in, and Father we ask that you return them to us safe just as the way the left us. And Lord, we ask that you bring peace the loved ones they leave behind while on this journey. All these things we ask in your darling son Jesus Name,…” he finished

“AMEN” we all said in unison

“Thank you Mr. Martin for that, I really and truly appreciate it” Chris smiled to daddy, giving him a hug

“Thank you for allowing me to do it. I’m proud of you son” daddy smiled coming out of their embrace.

********** A Few Hours Later **********

“Ok, ya’ll be careful going home” I said giving Lauren a hug as her and Tyga headed out the door.

“We will, see you in the morning. You are going to see them off aren’t you?” she asked before stepping out the door.

“Of course, you know I am” I chuckled

“Just checking” she laughed

“Thanks again babygirl for the cake, you are awesome” Tyga said giving me a hug and peck on the cheek before walking out the door.

“No problem sweetie” I smiled

“We’re leaving to doll, it’s getting late, and I need to make sure that Mijo is all packed up, you know how men can me” Carmen said coming up behind Tyga.

“Ohhh ok, that’s fine. Be careful going home” I said as she gave me a quick hug. “I’ll see you in the morning” I finished “Bye Mijo” I smiled as he gave me a hug. I closed the door behind them and headed back into the kitchen to finish cleaning up. Chris had a big black trash bag picking up the empty cans and cups and any other trash that was in the back yard. I helped Mama J in the kitchen.

“Ok mama, that’s all the trash from outside. Is there anything else I can do?” Chris said coming in the house

“Yes son, you can take Taylor here back to the bedroom and spend the rest of the evening alone. Me and Cai can finish up in here. Matthew’s in the bed, so you two go spend some time alone” Mama J smiled

“Are you sure Mama J?” I asked

“Yes babygirl, go, spend some QT together. We’re fine” she smiled as Cai nodded in agreement.

“Ok, well good night mama” Chris smiled giving her a kiss on the cheek

“Thank you Mama J, good night” I smiled giving her a kiss on the cheek before Chris pulled me off to the bedroom.

CHRIS POV

Mama and Cai offered to finish cleaning up the kitchen from our dinner. I was glad too, I was ready to have Taylor to myself. The last few weeks have been crazy. The practices have been long and hard, and when I get home at night, she’s left dinner for me in the microwave and she’s already in bed. It had literally become a routine Monday – Friday; I come home from practice around 12am, eat my dinner that Taylor left for me in the microwave, clean my plate, then go take a shower, and slide into bed behind Taylor, wrapping my arms around her as she turned over and nestled her nose in my chest. Our love life at this point was pretty much non existent; there was no way I was leaving for a few months without having one at all.

I closed the bedroom door behind me. I grabbed Taylor by the waist and pulled her down on the bed so that she was laying on top of me as she let out a loud giggle.

“Big head, what are you doing?” she giggled folding her arms on my chest and resting her chin on her hands

“I’m about to make up for the past 2 weeks and the following 6 weeks” I smiled resting my head on my hands.

“Really, that’ll take all night” she smirked

“That’s fine, I have a room on the bus, I’ll sleep when I get on the bus. Right now, I just need to be with you, and that’s all that matters” I smiled grabbing her by the waist and rolling her over so that I was laying on top of her.

“Oh is that so. Well, where do you plan on starting?” she smirked

“Well, I was thinking of starting here” I said as I softly kissed her neck, making her blush

“That’s a good place to start” she softly giggled and moaned

“Mmhmm, then I thought I’d work my way to here” I said kissing her collar bone as she gently caressed the back of my head with one hand and rubbed her hand down my back with the other. I continued to plant kisses down her collar bone to her chest, slowly and gently unbuttoning her shirt with every peck. I softly kissed her all over her body, slowly taking off her clothes a piece at a time, and she in return did the same to me, until she was down to her lace boy shorts panties and matching bra and I was in my black boxer briefs.

“Baabbyyy, stop” she giggled as I traced her collar bone and arms with my nose. She gently pushed me off of her, and sat up and smiled at me. I couldn’t help but blush and stare at her. She is just so beautiful, inside and out, not to mention sexy as hell. She got up from the bed and headed to the bathroom. I lit the candles that were still in the room from the week I told her about the tour, then turned off the lights and turned on the iHome that set on the dresser as Robin Thicke’s “Sex Therapy” softly played in the room. A few minutes later, Taylor leaned up against the bathroom door and seductively motioned for me to come to her. Think I didn’t when I did. I walked in the bathroom to see that she had lit the candles in the bathroom and on the large garden tub which was filled with bubbles. “Join me” she smiled wrapping her arms around my torso. I leaned over and softly kissed her lips, my hands resting on her waist.

“Wouldn’t have it any other way” I smiled pulling her closer and softly kissing her neck, letting my hands freely roam her body as I unsnapped her bra, and gently slid it off of her body with my finger tips, letting it hit the floor, as she got me out of my boxers. I took her hand and helped her step up into the tub before following her in. She turned around and rested her back against my chest once we had sat down and we relaxed in the soothing hot water. I wrapped my arms around her and held her close. “Thank you baby” I spoke softly in her ear.

“For what?” she asked

“For being you, for accepting me as I am, not trying to change me. For being so understanding and secure in you and what we have” I replied

“Baby, I wouldn’t change you for the world, if I did, then you wouldn’t be the man that I fell in love with. I understand that the lifestyle that you live, your career, calls for you to be constantly gone, and because of my circumstances, I can’t jet set with you whenever I want to. I just have to be secure in the fact that you love me and that what we have is special, that’s all” she smiled interlocking her fingers with mine as I kissed her hair. “I should be thanking you” she looked up at me.

“For what babe?”

“For taking on me and my son, for loving him the way you do, for loving my family, for waiting for me when I asked you to, for being you” she smiled reaching up kissing my chin.
“Baby, it’s easy to love Matthew, he’s an extension of you, he’s an awesome kid, you can’t help but love him. Your family welcomed me with open arms when it seemed like everybody was against me. They showed me that there are people that are here for me whenever I need to be lifted up when everybody else is kicking me when I’m down. I’ve been waiting for you since the 1st day I met you, there was no way I was going to jeopardize that by making you rush into something that you weren’t ready to do” I replied kissing her hair. I could hear the music playing in the bed room. It was playing my song First Day of Spring. I held her close and sang in her ear.

Man I got... Lucky
Look What (What) I've stumbled Upon
A Woman That Sees Me (Me) For Me
Not What I've Done
You Give Me This (This)
Feeling. willing
To give you my time
Girl You Make Me Feel Like Everything's Alright
You're Sorta Like
Hearing The Birds Chirping In The Morning Light
Or Maybe Even Receiving A Kiss Goodnight
Girl You Got Me Believing We Just Might
End Up Bein More Than Jus Two Friends

When We're Together It Feels Ideal
The Sunny Weather Puts A Smile Right On My Face
So Why Would I Ever Turn My Back On What We Had
Oh Girl
You Always Bring That First Day Of Spring

We Kept Things Friendly (Friendly)
Without Crossing That Boundary
Darling I'm Expressing
Are You Listening?
You Give Me That (That) Feeling... willing
To Give You My Time
Girl You Make Me Feel Like Everything's Alright
You're Sorta Like
Hearing The Birds Chirping In The Morning Light
Or Maybe Even Receiving A Kiss Goodnight
Girl You Got Me Believing We Just Might
End Up Bein More Than Jus Two Friends

When We're Together It Feels Ideal
The Sunny Weather Puts A Smile Right On My Face
So Why Would I Ever Turn My Back On What We Had
Oh Girl
You Always Bring That First Day Of Spring

I Can Feel The Flowers Blooming Up From Under Us
Smell The Plush Fragrance, Fresh And Lovely
Winter Time Is Over, There Is No Other
I Would Rather Spend My Time with You

When We're Together It Feels Ideal
The Sunny Weather Puts A Smile Right On My Face
So Why Would I Ever Turn My Back On What We Had
Oh Girl
You Always Bring That First Day Of Spring

When We're Together It Feels Ideal
The Sunny Weather Puts A Smile Right On My Face
So Why Would I Ever Turn My Back On What We Had
Oh Girl
You Always Bring That First Day Of Spring

Baby Girl I Really Need Your Love
And You Know I Really See Your Love
And You Know I Wanna Be Your Love
And Girl I Really Need Your Love
And I really really wanna be your Love
And You Know That I Can See Your Love
Fresh And Lovely

We sat in the soothing hot water for a lil while longer just talking and laughing before getting out. We got out the tub and dried off. I slowly led her to the bed and with one quick movement, I loosened the knot on her towel and watched it hit the floor. I stepped back and just looked her over a few times, making her blush. “What?” she blushed biting the corner of her bottom lip.

“Nothing, just making a mental picture, that’s all” I smiled shaking my head as she sat down on the bed.

“C’mere” she said softly, motioning for me to come to her.

“Hmm” I said as I got close to her, leaning over resting my hands on the bed on both sides of her. She reached up and softly kissed my lips. I knelt down on my knees between her legs so that she won’t have to keep reaching up. I wrapped my arms around her waist as she wrapped hers around my shoulders, closing the gap between us. I slowly lifted myself to one knee and leaned into our kiss, causing Taylor to scoot back up on the bed and lay down. There was no way I was letting her go without showing her just how much I loved her. I planned to make love to her all night, starting NOW!!!