Teenagers (Tear Your Aspirations to Shreds)

My name is Jessica Lee Pullman. I'm fifteen years, four weeks, and two days old. I have long black hair, but I'm naturally blonde. I wear a lot of eyeliner in hopes of hiding the fact that I have really bright green eyes. I'm kind of short, but not like...Gary Coleman short. I go to Belleville Regional High School in Belleville New Jersey.
I'm twelve weeks pregnant.
I have two weeks left to kill it. Meaning of course, you can't get an abortion after fourteen weeks. Needless to say I need to kill it. I'm fifteen...I can't have a baby. Especially not me. I can't handle pain...and I suck with kids. So I have two weeks. And I'm getting an abortion.
I just don't know how. The nearest clinic is ten miles away, and my parents can't know about this. Even if I had friends, none of them can drive, we don't even have our permits! I don't know how I'm gonna get this done.
But I have to. I don't know how...but I have to.
You understand...dont you?