You Belong With Me
Twenty
"shaun?" i stared at him in shock i hadnt seen him in a year not since the day we broke up, "um hi i um didnt expect to see you here" i watched his eyes scan over my body as i spoke to him and to be honest it made me feel very uneasy "yeah im just here visiting friends, you look beautifull joanne" i looked away from him to abi my eyes pleading with her to drag me away, thankfully she caught my look "sorry but we cant stay and chat got to meet our friends" She grabbed my hand and started pulling me away "um.. ok..joanne?" before shaun could say anything else abi pulled me through the crowd and made our way to our friends as soon as i saw max and henri i let go of abi and pulled on both their hands to get their attention, i motioned with my head that i wanted to talk to them in private. They followed me to a quiet corner "joanne what's wrong?" i looked at henri he had a concerned look on his face so did max "shaun's here" both their eyes went wide "WHAT?" "shut up, i dont want him to hear you". Henri and max started to scan the club trying to find him "where the fuck is he?" i grabbed hold of henri's hand trying to calm him down i did the same with max, they hated shaun for what he did to me "i dont know! he was over by the entrance when me and abi saw him, he said he was here visiting friends i dont know why but seeing him again fucking freaked me out". Max's face softened as he looked at me "joanne dont worry about him, we wont let him anywhere near you ok?" "thanks guys", i kept hold of them as we made our way back to josh and abi. As the night went on i didnt see shaun again, i was finally able to relax and start enjoying myself we were currently at the bar and max had bought a round of shots "ok mother fuckers on the count on 3 down it 1...2...3...." i took the shot feeling the burn of the sambuca making its way down my throat i hated sambuca and max knew it, i punched him in the arm and he just gave me a cheeky smile, my attention was brought back to the music when i heard fleetwood mac 'go your own way' come on, i looked at abi and we both started jumping and screaming, you see me and abi share a love of this band, she grabbed my hand and started dragging me to the dance floor "i fucking love this band!" i laughed at her enthusiam, i had gotten quite close to abi over the last few weeks she was lovely and her and josh were perfect together, after the song had finished i told her i needed to go to the bathroom she nodded and made her way back to the boys. After using the toilet and washing my hands i checked myself in the mirror, i took along look i hadnt changed that much since shaun yeah my hair way a little longer and id lost some weight but i wasnt un healthy. You see when me and shaun had broke up i felt destroyed, i barely slept or ate for a few months until max and chris sat me down and told me they were worried about me and that if i didnt get back to normal they were going to send me for some professional help, that converstaion made me realize what i was doing and that i needed to sort myself out. Looking at myself in the mirror i thought about all the things that had happened over the past year, i had started my own buisness, made new friends, watched you me at six grow and become more popular and id met dan, i couldnt stop a smile creeping on my face when i thought about him he was gorgeous, i loved everything about him his eyes, jaw, lips, body, personality and his tattoo's i loved to sit there and trace my fingers over them when we were cuddled up together. I took out my phone to look at a picture of him i really needed to see his face, looking at one from my birthday he was standing next to me i had my arms wrapped round his waist he had his arm around my shoulder, dan bending down so our faces were close together both looking at the camera with huge smiles on our faces the love that we share clearly showing in our eyes, i decided to send him a quick txt to tell him that i was missing him and that i loved him. I put my phone back into my bag and walked out of the bathroom as soon as i did i wished id stayed in there, i tried to walk past him but he grabbed on to my waist pulling me into him "joanne wait i want to talk to you" i tried to break free from his grip but it was to strong "shaun please let go i need to get back to max" he pulled me further down the corridor and pushed me against the wall i could smell the alcohol on his breath. I knew shaun wasnt the kind of guy to physically hurt a women but none the less i was scared "i just want to talk to you i havent seen you in a year and fuck ive missed you" i looked up at him he looked upset "but i dont want to talk to you, you broke my heart when you cheated on me you cant expect us to be friends after that" he let out a big sigh and placed his hands on either side of me on the wall preventing me from walking away "i know what i did and ive regreted it every single day, i was so stupid i didnt see what was right in front of my eyes i still love you so much joanne i want to give us another try if you'll let me" my eyes went wide and anger filled my body "are you fucking serious?? theres no way in hell we are getting back together i could never trust you again, im sorry but i dont love you anymore plus im with someone" shaun looked at me in shock "your..with someone?" "yes his name is dan and he's the best thing that has ever happened to me, i love him" he suddenly grabbed my hips squeezing them till they hurt "shaun please your hurting me" i couldnt believe he was doing this, ive never seen him so angry "NO! JOANNE YOUR MINE ALWAYS HAVE BEEN ALWAYS WILL BE" he shouted at me i saw his face coming closer to mine his lips pursed ready to kiss me "HEY! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER NOW" i turned to see max and henri coming towards me thank fuck for that, shaun let go of me and i ran towards max he grabbed hold of me pulling me close "its not what it looks like max we were just talking" shaun said while walking towards us, either he was being brave or just plain out fucking stupid "well it didnt look like that to me" henri walked up to shaun and got right up into his face which was strange as henri is alot shorter than shaun " you come anywhere near her again and i swear me, max and dan will beat the fucking shit out of you! now take my advice and leave" henri and shaun stood staring at each other for a couple of seconds before shaun steped to the side and started to walk away, as he went past me he bent down and whispered in my ear "im not giving up, your fucking mine" it sent a shiver of fear down my spine "GET FUCKING MOVING" henri shouted at him and with that he walked away. I buried my head in max's chest i couldnt believe he just did that to me ive never been more scared of him in my entire life, max held me close rubbing small circles on my back trying to calm me down "its ok babe he's gone" max lifted my face to look at him "do you want to go home?" i nodded my head unable to speak, henri told us he was going to explain to josh and abi what had happened and that we were going home. Max wrapped his arm around my shoulders keeping me close, walking me out through the crowds and out of the club. When we got home i was still shaken up after what had happened i went up to my room and changed into my pj's, max and henri walked into my room after i had gotten changed i looked at them and noticed that they both had changed into their bed clothes as well "just checking your ok sweetheart" i looked at max and shook my head feeling the tears break free from my eyes, they both made their way to my bed and sat down each putting their arms around me, i placed my head on max's shoulder "guys can you sleep in here with me tonight i really dont want to be on my own" both of them kissed the top of my head "of course darling" henri helped me stand up as max pulled back the covers and climbed in, i got in after him then henri. I snuggled up to max as henri did the same to me "i love you guys" i said to them both "love you too" they both replied, i closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep looking forward to seeing dan later on in the day.
I woke up the next morning with max's arm wrapped round my waist and his face buried in the pillow, i didnt mind it as this always happened when we shared a bed but it was henri's hands that caught my attention, i poked henri in his side and whispered to him "henri, wake up" he let out a soft moan and squeezed his hands i laughed "HENRI WAKE THE FUCK UP YOUR GRABBING MY BOOBS" henri's eyes shot open and looked down at his hands, he quickly withdrew them "shit.. joanne im so sorry i didnt mean to do that" me and max burst out laughing "holy shit man way to comfort her when she's feeling down" "fuck off max, i didnt mean to i swear" i sat myself up in bed "honestly henri its fine dont worry about you didnt know what you were doing, although i do want to know what you were dreaming about? i looked at him raising an eyebrow, he blushed and got out of the bed "fuck off" causing me and max start laughing again. After getting showered and dressed i decided to treat the boys to breakfast in town at our favourite cafe, we always loved to go to carol's cafe, it was a family run buisness and they made the best food. Walking in carol spotted us immediatly "well hello strangers, havent seen you around for a while" she came towards us and gave us all a hug, she was such a friendly woman and us 3 have been coming here since we were about 14 "hey carol, i know sorry its been so long" i replied hugging her back, we made our way to our fave table near the back and sat down, we didnt need to give her our orders she knew exactly what we wanted. While max and henri talked about the new antique line thats about to come out, my phone went off saying that i had a txt :YOUR DREAM MAN: "ill be home soon darling cant wait to see your beautiful face xxx" a smile crept its way across my face :JOANNE: "i cant wait to see you either babe xx" i put my phone back into my bag and looked up at max "so when's the new line coming out?" "end of october i think, still got some stuff to sort out but dont worry you'll get first dibs at the new gear" "fuck yeah!" i exclaimed punching my fists in the air making max and henri laugh. Breakfast was amazing as always, i decided to have a walk around town to help settle my full stomach, henri announced that he was going to a mates house so it was just me and max we didnt stay for long as chris and georgie were coming round.
My afternoon was going great we'd had a late lunch and watched a couple of movies, me and georgie had talked about clothes as she had complimented what i was wearing, i wore my lace leggings, simple cream jumper and my biker boots, my hair was in loose curls as i knew dan liked it that way, make-up simple and i always wore jewellery it was my favourite thing i have loads of it. "be right back just going to the loo" "cheers for letting us know hun" i stuck my tounge out at chris and made my way upstairs. When i was washing my hands i heard the door bell go, i swear my heart just skipped at beat as i knew it would be dan. i quickly dried my hands and started to make my way downstairs. As soon as i saw him i smiled widely, he looked up at me and smiled back, i couldnt contain my excitment as i ran down the stairs and jumped into his waiting open arms, wrapping my legs around his waist and crashing my lips into his, dan's lips responded to mine instantly grabbing hold of my thighs pulling me closer to him, i felt him walking and stepping onto the stairs, i relcutantly pulled away to see his eyes shineing brightly and a smile gracing his lips "hello sweetheart" "hello darling" he started walking us up stairs, i let out a giggle as i heard max, chris and georgie cheering us. Dan walked us to my bedroom and laid me on the bed, me pulling him with me he chuckled and pulled back which made me pout at him "lets get into a better position huh?" i raised my eyebrow "and what position would you like that to be mr flint?" he moved me so that i was laying with my head on the pillows. Climbing onto the bed he pushed my legs apart and made his way between them bringing his face close to mine "all of them love" i didnt have chance to reply as his lips made their way onto mine. Wrapping my arms around his shoulders and my legs around his waist pulling him closer to me, i traced my tounge over his bottom lip asking for entrance, tounges finding eachother, dan quickly dominating me. Moving my fingers to his hair i deepend the kiss, god had i missed this man! i couldnt believe the control he had over me and the feeling of fireworks exploding throughout my body moving his hands dan gripped my hips, suddenly thoughts of last nights events and shaun came flooding back into my mind and i froze, "baby whats wrong?" dan asked lifting up off me i turned onto myside and pulling my knees up to my chest "joanne please tell me what's wrong?" I looked at him tears threating to leave my eyes "shaun" it barley came out as a whisper "what baby i cant hear you" i swallowed the lump in my throat and spoke louder "shaun, i saw saw shaun last night" dan layed down on the bed next to me taking my hand in his "oh.. what happened?" "at first we just said hello and i didnt see him after that till i came out the bathroom" i put my head down, i just couldnt look at him "joanne what happened sweetheart, please tell me" the tears i was desperatly trying to keep in had escaped and sob broke free from my chest "he grabbed me and pushed me against the wall saying he wants me and him to try again" dan lifted my chin to look at him, with his spare hand he wiped the tears from my eyes "did he hurt you?" i nodded my head and started to talk again "when i told him no and that i was with you he got angry, grabbed my hips and squeezed them digging his nails in and told me that i was his and always will be, but then max and henri found me and let me go, but as he walking away he whispered in my ear that i was his and he's not gonna give up. Dan ive never been more scared of him in my entire life, he's never done anything like that before" i couldnt control the sobs leaving my body. Dan pulled me into him and held me while i tried to regain myself "i promise you joanne he's not going to hurt you again, if he even tries ill beat the fucking shit out of him" i held on to dan tightly never wanting to let him go "joanne, can i see your hips?" i shook my head, i already knew what they looked like, dan pulled away "joanne please i need to see" i nodded and let dan roll me onto my back, he sat up lifted my jumper and pulled down my leggings so that they were resting just below my hips. I heard dan gasp as he looked at the finger mark bruises and half moon shapes that shaun had left with his nails, i looked up at dan his eyebrows were furrowed, teeth clenched and face bright red, ive never seen him angry "im gonna fucking kill him" i pushed my jumper down and pulled my leggings up and sat up and grabbed dan's hands "please dont do anything stupid dan, its ok he was just drunk, he wont do anything" dan looked at me with anger "ok?? OK?? YOU THINK DOING THAT TO YOU IS FUCKING OK?" dan shouted at me while standing up, i didnt know what to say he has never shouted at me "HOW DARE HE FUCKING TOUCH YOU, YOUR MY GIRLFRIEND NOT HIS" i stayed staring at the duvet not wanting to look at him "HE NEEDS TO BE TAUGHT A FUCKING LESSON" "dan please dont do anything he proberbly doesnt remember it happened" "I DONT FUCKING CARE HE NEEDS TO BACK OFF" i looked up as dan was walking out of my room, i got up and ran after him "dan please dont do anything, dan please!!" i begged him tears escaping my eyes again, he ignored me pulling the front door open and slamming it shut after him. I went to open the door but chris stopped me by pulling me into a hug, collapsing on the floor taking chris with me "chew what am i gonna do, he's so mad at me" i sobbed into chris's chest, he rubbed my back trying to calm me down "just give him time sweetheart, he's not mad at you he's mad at shaun", i stayed on the floor unable to move crying my heart out as chris held me, i dont know how long we sat there but somehow i had cried myself to sleep.
Waking up i looked around the room to notice that i was in my bed and it was dark outside, rolling over i grabbed my phone off the bedside table to see if dan had called or txt, nope not a thing, i put my phone back and pulled away the covers and made my way to the bathroom, all i wanted to do was have a soak in the bath, get my pj's and watch harry potter. Laying in the bath all my thoughts went to dan, where was he? what was he doing? is he ok? i looked down at the bruises shaun had gave me tracing my fingers over the lightly, i felt a tear fall down my cheek, i quickly wiped it away i didnt want to cry over shaun anymore id done that to much already, all i wanted was dan here, to cuddle up in bed to, for him to kiss me and tell me he loved me but i knew that wasnt happening tonight. After getting out the bath i dried myself, put my p'js on, hair in a braid, harry potter in the blu ray player and got into bed snuggling up to gizmo and flint, i gave flint a kiss thinking back to what dan had said about if i gave him a kiss it means im kissing him too. I txted sarah asking where dan was and if he was ok, i didnt txt dan i didnt want him to be more pissed off with me. I recieved a reply within miniutes :SARAH: "he's round at adams house sweetie, he told me what had happened are you ok?" :JOANNE: "im not doing so good, seeing dan like that scared me, im worried he's going to get hurt" :SARAH: "dont worry about him, he'll be fine just needs to calm down and clear his head" :JOANNE:" ok, can you please tell him i was asking after him and that i love him" :SARAH: no worries hun, get some sleep xx" . I placed my phone on the bedside table and snuggled down into the bed, holding my bears close to me as i watched the film.
DAN'S POINT OF VIEW.
Looking at my watch it was getting close to 2am, i was waiting out side the local club in my car with adam and biff. Adam's work mate knew shaun and told us where to find him. I couldnt wait to get my hands on that bastard! how dare he touch my joanne! seeing those bruises on her skin made me feel sick to my stomach, how could anyone damage someone so beautiful and what gave him the fucking right to touch her shes my girlfriend. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that i jumped a little when adam touched my shoulder "he's just come out of the club" i jumped out of my car and started to make my way over, adam's mate had showed me a picture of him so i knew what he looked like, he was a little smaller than me but not by much, same body type, shaved head and thick eyes brows. My eyes soon found him and i couldnt contain my rage is was like lava boiling in the pit of my stomach "SHAUN" i shouted of him trying to get his attention, he turned to look at me as well as his 2 mates, i walked right up to him "who are you? and what the fuck do you want?" is this guy seriously wanting the shit kicked out of him "dan" i simply stated "oh hello so your joanne's new boyfriend" he smirked at me, he fucking smirked "yeah i am and im here to tell you to stay the fuck away from her, if you ever go near her again i swear to god ill fucking hurt you" shaun laughed i clenched my hands into fists getting ready to punch him in the face "sorry i cant do that you see joanne is mine always has been always will be" i got right up into his face "listen to me you piece of shit, she's my girlfriend and she loves me not you" "yeah yeah mate keep telling yourself that" he went to walk away but i grabbed his shirt and slammed his back against the brick wall "i saw what you did to her, i saw the fucking bruises, you make me fucking sick to think you can do that to a woman, espcially joanne, dont you ever lay a hand on her again, in fact dont come anywhere near here, i swear shaun if you do, you wont walk for a month" the dickhead wouldnt stop smiling at me "sorry dan but im not going to give up" with that id lost control i pulled my fist up and punched him in the face, hearing a saticfying crack as my fist contected with his face. I stood back and watched shaun fall to the ground holding his nose seeing blood pouring from it, luckly for him he didnt say anything else as his mates picked him up and helped carry him away. I turned round to look at adam and biff they stood there in shock "mate ive never seen you so mad espcially over a girl, you really love her dont you?" i looked at biff and sighed "yeah i do, i love her so much man and the thought of him touching her and hurting drives me crazy but i think he got the message dont you?" all 3 of us chuckled "yeah i think he did, come lets get home its bloody freezing out here" i laughed at biff and made our way back home. When i pulled into the driveway i saw that the living room light was still on, checking my watch it was 3:30am i wondered who was still up. As soon as i opened the door sarah was there waiting for me "where the fuck have you been?" she asked me as i made my way to the kitchen to get a drink "i went to see shaun" after getting a can out of the fridge i sat down at the kitchen table, sarah joining me. "you did what?? are you fucking insane?" "sarah dont worry everything is fine, well i am he's got a broken nose" i tried to stop the smile forming on my lips but i just couldnt "your a fucking idiot dan" sarah got up and started to walk away but suddenly turned round "joanne txted me earlier she wanted me to tell you that she loves you" shit! i hadnt talked to joanne since i ran out of her house after shouting at her, fuck knows what shes thinking, i didnt mean to shout at her, but seeing them bruises and hearing what he said to her infuriated me, i just had to find shaun and get him to back off. Feeling like a complete dick i made my way upstairs to my room, changed and got into bed. Looking at the picture of me and her on my phone i knew i had some major making up to do in the morning, i didnt want to send a message as i knew she would be sleeping, but as soon as i wake up im going over to her house and sorting things out, i couldnt lose joanne not now, not after ive just got her i need her and i love her.
Joanne's day outfit
Shaun
I woke up the next morning with max's arm wrapped round my waist and his face buried in the pillow, i didnt mind it as this always happened when we shared a bed but it was henri's hands that caught my attention, i poked henri in his side and whispered to him "henri, wake up" he let out a soft moan and squeezed his hands i laughed "HENRI WAKE THE FUCK UP YOUR GRABBING MY BOOBS" henri's eyes shot open and looked down at his hands, he quickly withdrew them "shit.. joanne im so sorry i didnt mean to do that" me and max burst out laughing "holy shit man way to comfort her when she's feeling down" "fuck off max, i didnt mean to i swear" i sat myself up in bed "honestly henri its fine dont worry about you didnt know what you were doing, although i do want to know what you were dreaming about? i looked at him raising an eyebrow, he blushed and got out of the bed "fuck off" causing me and max start laughing again. After getting showered and dressed i decided to treat the boys to breakfast in town at our favourite cafe, we always loved to go to carol's cafe, it was a family run buisness and they made the best food. Walking in carol spotted us immediatly "well hello strangers, havent seen you around for a while" she came towards us and gave us all a hug, she was such a friendly woman and us 3 have been coming here since we were about 14 "hey carol, i know sorry its been so long" i replied hugging her back, we made our way to our fave table near the back and sat down, we didnt need to give her our orders she knew exactly what we wanted. While max and henri talked about the new antique line thats about to come out, my phone went off saying that i had a txt :YOUR DREAM MAN: "ill be home soon darling cant wait to see your beautiful face xxx" a smile crept its way across my face :JOANNE: "i cant wait to see you either babe xx" i put my phone back into my bag and looked up at max "so when's the new line coming out?" "end of october i think, still got some stuff to sort out but dont worry you'll get first dibs at the new gear" "fuck yeah!" i exclaimed punching my fists in the air making max and henri laugh. Breakfast was amazing as always, i decided to have a walk around town to help settle my full stomach, henri announced that he was going to a mates house so it was just me and max we didnt stay for long as chris and georgie were coming round.
My afternoon was going great we'd had a late lunch and watched a couple of movies, me and georgie had talked about clothes as she had complimented what i was wearing, i wore my lace leggings, simple cream jumper and my biker boots, my hair was in loose curls as i knew dan liked it that way, make-up simple and i always wore jewellery it was my favourite thing i have loads of it. "be right back just going to the loo" "cheers for letting us know hun" i stuck my tounge out at chris and made my way upstairs. When i was washing my hands i heard the door bell go, i swear my heart just skipped at beat as i knew it would be dan. i quickly dried my hands and started to make my way downstairs. As soon as i saw him i smiled widely, he looked up at me and smiled back, i couldnt contain my excitment as i ran down the stairs and jumped into his waiting open arms, wrapping my legs around his waist and crashing my lips into his, dan's lips responded to mine instantly grabbing hold of my thighs pulling me closer to him, i felt him walking and stepping onto the stairs, i relcutantly pulled away to see his eyes shineing brightly and a smile gracing his lips "hello sweetheart" "hello darling" he started walking us up stairs, i let out a giggle as i heard max, chris and georgie cheering us. Dan walked us to my bedroom and laid me on the bed, me pulling him with me he chuckled and pulled back which made me pout at him "lets get into a better position huh?" i raised my eyebrow "and what position would you like that to be mr flint?" he moved me so that i was laying with my head on the pillows. Climbing onto the bed he pushed my legs apart and made his way between them bringing his face close to mine "all of them love" i didnt have chance to reply as his lips made their way onto mine. Wrapping my arms around his shoulders and my legs around his waist pulling him closer to me, i traced my tounge over his bottom lip asking for entrance, tounges finding eachother, dan quickly dominating me. Moving my fingers to his hair i deepend the kiss, god had i missed this man! i couldnt believe the control he had over me and the feeling of fireworks exploding throughout my body moving his hands dan gripped my hips, suddenly thoughts of last nights events and shaun came flooding back into my mind and i froze, "baby whats wrong?" dan asked lifting up off me i turned onto myside and pulling my knees up to my chest "joanne please tell me what's wrong?" I looked at him tears threating to leave my eyes "shaun" it barley came out as a whisper "what baby i cant hear you" i swallowed the lump in my throat and spoke louder "shaun, i saw saw shaun last night" dan layed down on the bed next to me taking my hand in his "oh.. what happened?" "at first we just said hello and i didnt see him after that till i came out the bathroom" i put my head down, i just couldnt look at him "joanne what happened sweetheart, please tell me" the tears i was desperatly trying to keep in had escaped and sob broke free from my chest "he grabbed me and pushed me against the wall saying he wants me and him to try again" dan lifted my chin to look at him, with his spare hand he wiped the tears from my eyes "did he hurt you?" i nodded my head and started to talk again "when i told him no and that i was with you he got angry, grabbed my hips and squeezed them digging his nails in and told me that i was his and always will be, but then max and henri found me and let me go, but as he walking away he whispered in my ear that i was his and he's not gonna give up. Dan ive never been more scared of him in my entire life, he's never done anything like that before" i couldnt control the sobs leaving my body. Dan pulled me into him and held me while i tried to regain myself "i promise you joanne he's not going to hurt you again, if he even tries ill beat the fucking shit out of him" i held on to dan tightly never wanting to let him go "joanne, can i see your hips?" i shook my head, i already knew what they looked like, dan pulled away "joanne please i need to see" i nodded and let dan roll me onto my back, he sat up lifted my jumper and pulled down my leggings so that they were resting just below my hips. I heard dan gasp as he looked at the finger mark bruises and half moon shapes that shaun had left with his nails, i looked up at dan his eyebrows were furrowed, teeth clenched and face bright red, ive never seen him angry "im gonna fucking kill him" i pushed my jumper down and pulled my leggings up and sat up and grabbed dan's hands "please dont do anything stupid dan, its ok he was just drunk, he wont do anything" dan looked at me with anger "ok?? OK?? YOU THINK DOING THAT TO YOU IS FUCKING OK?" dan shouted at me while standing up, i didnt know what to say he has never shouted at me "HOW DARE HE FUCKING TOUCH YOU, YOUR MY GIRLFRIEND NOT HIS" i stayed staring at the duvet not wanting to look at him "HE NEEDS TO BE TAUGHT A FUCKING LESSON" "dan please dont do anything he proberbly doesnt remember it happened" "I DONT FUCKING CARE HE NEEDS TO BACK OFF" i looked up as dan was walking out of my room, i got up and ran after him "dan please dont do anything, dan please!!" i begged him tears escaping my eyes again, he ignored me pulling the front door open and slamming it shut after him. I went to open the door but chris stopped me by pulling me into a hug, collapsing on the floor taking chris with me "chew what am i gonna do, he's so mad at me" i sobbed into chris's chest, he rubbed my back trying to calm me down "just give him time sweetheart, he's not mad at you he's mad at shaun", i stayed on the floor unable to move crying my heart out as chris held me, i dont know how long we sat there but somehow i had cried myself to sleep.
Waking up i looked around the room to notice that i was in my bed and it was dark outside, rolling over i grabbed my phone off the bedside table to see if dan had called or txt, nope not a thing, i put my phone back and pulled away the covers and made my way to the bathroom, all i wanted to do was have a soak in the bath, get my pj's and watch harry potter. Laying in the bath all my thoughts went to dan, where was he? what was he doing? is he ok? i looked down at the bruises shaun had gave me tracing my fingers over the lightly, i felt a tear fall down my cheek, i quickly wiped it away i didnt want to cry over shaun anymore id done that to much already, all i wanted was dan here, to cuddle up in bed to, for him to kiss me and tell me he loved me but i knew that wasnt happening tonight. After getting out the bath i dried myself, put my p'js on, hair in a braid, harry potter in the blu ray player and got into bed snuggling up to gizmo and flint, i gave flint a kiss thinking back to what dan had said about if i gave him a kiss it means im kissing him too. I txted sarah asking where dan was and if he was ok, i didnt txt dan i didnt want him to be more pissed off with me. I recieved a reply within miniutes :SARAH: "he's round at adams house sweetie, he told me what had happened are you ok?" :JOANNE: "im not doing so good, seeing dan like that scared me, im worried he's going to get hurt" :SARAH: "dont worry about him, he'll be fine just needs to calm down and clear his head" :JOANNE:" ok, can you please tell him i was asking after him and that i love him" :SARAH: no worries hun, get some sleep xx" . I placed my phone on the bedside table and snuggled down into the bed, holding my bears close to me as i watched the film.
DAN'S POINT OF VIEW.
Looking at my watch it was getting close to 2am, i was waiting out side the local club in my car with adam and biff. Adam's work mate knew shaun and told us where to find him. I couldnt wait to get my hands on that bastard! how dare he touch my joanne! seeing those bruises on her skin made me feel sick to my stomach, how could anyone damage someone so beautiful and what gave him the fucking right to touch her shes my girlfriend. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that i jumped a little when adam touched my shoulder "he's just come out of the club" i jumped out of my car and started to make my way over, adam's mate had showed me a picture of him so i knew what he looked like, he was a little smaller than me but not by much, same body type, shaved head and thick eyes brows. My eyes soon found him and i couldnt contain my rage is was like lava boiling in the pit of my stomach "SHAUN" i shouted of him trying to get his attention, he turned to look at me as well as his 2 mates, i walked right up to him "who are you? and what the fuck do you want?" is this guy seriously wanting the shit kicked out of him "dan" i simply stated "oh hello so your joanne's new boyfriend" he smirked at me, he fucking smirked "yeah i am and im here to tell you to stay the fuck away from her, if you ever go near her again i swear to god ill fucking hurt you" shaun laughed i clenched my hands into fists getting ready to punch him in the face "sorry i cant do that you see joanne is mine always has been always will be" i got right up into his face "listen to me you piece of shit, she's my girlfriend and she loves me not you" "yeah yeah mate keep telling yourself that" he went to walk away but i grabbed his shirt and slammed his back against the brick wall "i saw what you did to her, i saw the fucking bruises, you make me fucking sick to think you can do that to a woman, espcially joanne, dont you ever lay a hand on her again, in fact dont come anywhere near here, i swear shaun if you do, you wont walk for a month" the dickhead wouldnt stop smiling at me "sorry dan but im not going to give up" with that id lost control i pulled my fist up and punched him in the face, hearing a saticfying crack as my fist contected with his face. I stood back and watched shaun fall to the ground holding his nose seeing blood pouring from it, luckly for him he didnt say anything else as his mates picked him up and helped carry him away. I turned round to look at adam and biff they stood there in shock "mate ive never seen you so mad espcially over a girl, you really love her dont you?" i looked at biff and sighed "yeah i do, i love her so much man and the thought of him touching her and hurting drives me crazy but i think he got the message dont you?" all 3 of us chuckled "yeah i think he did, come lets get home its bloody freezing out here" i laughed at biff and made our way back home. When i pulled into the driveway i saw that the living room light was still on, checking my watch it was 3:30am i wondered who was still up. As soon as i opened the door sarah was there waiting for me "where the fuck have you been?" she asked me as i made my way to the kitchen to get a drink "i went to see shaun" after getting a can out of the fridge i sat down at the kitchen table, sarah joining me. "you did what?? are you fucking insane?" "sarah dont worry everything is fine, well i am he's got a broken nose" i tried to stop the smile forming on my lips but i just couldnt "your a fucking idiot dan" sarah got up and started to walk away but suddenly turned round "joanne txted me earlier she wanted me to tell you that she loves you" shit! i hadnt talked to joanne since i ran out of her house after shouting at her, fuck knows what shes thinking, i didnt mean to shout at her, but seeing them bruises and hearing what he said to her infuriated me, i just had to find shaun and get him to back off. Feeling like a complete dick i made my way upstairs to my room, changed and got into bed. Looking at the picture of me and her on my phone i knew i had some major making up to do in the morning, i didnt want to send a message as i knew she would be sleeping, but as soon as i wake up im going over to her house and sorting things out, i couldnt lose joanne not now, not after ive just got her i need her and i love her.
Joanne's day outfit
Shaun
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