If You Can't Hang, Then There's the Door

Kellins point of view

*everyone please fasten your seat belts as we prepare to land*

The captain of the plane announced as we started to descend. Scar was sleeping soundly on my shoulder. I strapped her in carefully not waking her as I did so.

It was December fifteenth, and a little over two weeks since the incident at the hotel. Scar has been more worried than ever, but she would never admit it. I was hoping now that we would be home she would be able to relax again. I know she missed the bakery and I bet a day in the kitchen will help ease all her worries.

"Kells?" Scars angelically soft voice rang through my ears in a whisper. I kissed her forehead as she nuzzles herself into my chest.

"Yea baby?" I whispered into her soft hair that smelled of lavender and oranges.

"Are we almost home?" I squeezed her shoulders as all the passengers started grabbing their luggage, and exiting the plane.

"Yea baby, we just landed, we just have to walk to the taxi" she lifter herself so that she could kiss my lips tenderly.

"I can't wait to be back in our bed again" she yawned and stretched her arms. I blushed as she referred to my bed as 'our' bed.

"Me either Scar, how about we just go home and cuddle ?" She gave me a huge toothy smile and kissed me on the cheek before grabbing her bag from the over bin and walked off the plane.

It was around nine in the evening, we had a late flight so we could say goodbye to pierce the veil before we all went our separate ways. We had one last family dinner that Vic and mike insisted on making for us. They were both great cooks. It was easily the best Mexican food I had ever had. The put so much love into their heritage and wanted to share it with us.

"Scar?" I asked nervously as we entered our apartment for the first time in a month. Everything was just as we left it and I couldn't help but feel sort of sad about that. I liked the change of pace we had experience the last month, but it was nice knowing we would be back into our own routine we had left behind.

"What's wrong Kellin?" She placed one of her soft delicate hands on my cheek. I placed my own hand on her small baby bump. She look absolutely adorable.

"Nothing's wrong, I just wanted to hear your voice, you've been so quiet today, I miss you" she gave me a sad smile and hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry Kellin, I've just been in my own thoughts today. I miss everyone back at the studio, but I've also missed the bakery and my staff. It's bitter sweet being back home." I nodded in understanding, we had an amazing time at the studio, we were around everyone constantly and it hurt to leave them.

"I understand baby. But tomorrow you and me are gonna go to the bakery and have a nice reunion ok?" She smiled up at me and I kissed her nose. She giggled and kissed my nose in return.

"Let's go to bed then shall we?" I picked her up and carried into my room.

I held her close the entire night, my hands never left her growing stomach as I held it protectively. I wanted nothing more than to protect my growing family, and it killed me that I had no control over Scars condition. I felt helpless sometimes, but I didn't want to worry Scarlett more with my own doubts. I knew I needed to be strong for her.

I woke scar up around nine that morning, her beautiful eyes glistened as the sun shined lightly from the crack in the window on to her face. Her tan skin and dark long hair made my heart skip a beat, she was so beautiful. How did I manage to miss out on this amazing woman all these years? God I was
Such an idiot back then.

"Morning beautiful." I kissed her temple as she shielded her eyes.

"Morning handsome" she kissed me back and rolled out of the bed.

"Are you excited?" I yelled to her pulling on my pants as she took a quick shower.

"YES!" She squealed happily and swung the bathroom door open and came out wrapped in a towel. I couldn't help but stare, she was so radiant, and her body was perfect. She didn't think so because she's starting to show, but to me, no matter how big she gets will always be perfect.

"Come here." I opened my arms and she placed her hands on her hips.

"No! Ill get you soaked !" I shrugged and walked towards her until she lightly hit her back in the wall. I then pulled her off her feet into a bear hug and kissed her face repeatedly with small pecks all over.

"Worth it" I smiled as she giggled under my rapid kisses. I loved her giggles they were perfect.

"Come on loser let me get dressed!" She rolled her eyes at me as I set her down. I was good at distracting her from her thoughts and it gave me comfort, I always find myself trying to make her smile and laugh because I know for those short moments she doesn't have a worry in the world.

The second the bakery was within our sight I could see Scars eyes light up. She couldn't take her eyes off the building until we were parked. She nearly flew out of the car before we were fully stopped, I laughed at how excited she was. When I finally made my way inside scar was engulfed in a huge group hug that consisted of Polly, Ruth, roger and Ben. Ashley was just giggling at the sight behind the counter and waved at me when I came inside.

"Oh my goodness congratulations ! You two are going to be the best parents !" Roger released from the group hug and ran to me picking me up. I laughed nervously, roger was a very muscular kid and I've only met him a few times so I was sort of shocked.

"Haha, thanks man" I patted his back as he set me back on my feet.

"How far along are you!" Poly asked while her and Ruth both placed hands on her stomach.

"Almost three months" Scar blushed and I grabbed her hand.

"Awwww! You two are just so precious!" Ruth squealed. Everyone being excited for us just made me even more excited an impatient, we were finding out the sex of the baby next month and I was dying with anticipation.

"Thank you guys! Now, lets do some baking !" Scarlett linked arms with Ruth and they skipped to the kitchen. I smiled watching her hair bounce and her face light up. I say next to Ashley behind the counter and let out a loud sigh.

"What's wrong Kellin?" Ashley asked sweetly and nudged my shoulder with her own.

"I don't really know ash, I guess it just hurts to know that Scar won't always be this happy, she always has so much on her mind weighing her down. I just want her to always be this carefree... I want to be the reason she never feels pain again" I fiddled with my hands in my lap, I felt Ashley place a hand on my shoulder.

"Kellin, you love scar more than I've ever seen anyone love another human being. Sure things aren't perfect and were all worried for scar and you, your our family. We just have to all do our best to distract her and try not to worry for everyone's sake" I rested y hand on Ashley's thigh and gave her a worried look.

"Thanks ash, for understanding... I'm trying really hard not to stress, it's just really hard." She smiled and looked towards the kitchen and giggled.

I turned around to see Scar covered in flour from head to toe throwing mini chocolate chips at Ruth across the table. Scars eyes were filled with laughter as she ducked avoiding Ruth throwing more flour. It was adorable to see her tan skin and black hair covered in the white powder. Every time she moved she left behind a cloud of white, which made me giggle even more at the sight in front of me.

"You look like a beautiful ghost" I walked up to the two causing them to stop their tiny food fight and kissed scars cheek which left a lip shaped mark since the flour was removed by my lips.

"Aww ! I was totally winning !" Scar laughed an threw one last chip at Ruth.

"Whatever I let you win!" Ruth blew a small amount of flour out of her hand and it made a huge cloud in the air in front of us.

"Your a sore loser Ruth, here baby I made you this" scar glared playfully at ruth then she handed me one of my favorite holiday treats. Peppermint bark.

"Baby, you made my favorite! Thank you so much" I took a bite of the perfectly made peppermint treat and kissed my beautiful girlfriend on her flour covered lips.

"Of course I did ! I love you Kellin." She gave me a very serious look then smiled.

"I love you too scar. Ready to go home?" She nodded her head and waved goodbye to everyone.

"Baby? What so you hope were having? A boy or a girl?" Scar whispered rubbing her baby bump and looking at me as I drove us home.

"I think either would be absolutely amazing, but if I had a choice if want a girl." I smile at her and she gave me a confuse look.

"Really ? I thought you'd want a boy for sure!" She laughed and nudged me lightly.

"Why did you think that?" I asked not taking my eyes off the road.

"All men seem to want a boy to 'carry on their name' it's kinda funny. You seriously don't want a 'Kellin junior?'" She made air quotes and laughed hysterically at her self.

"No, I definitely don't want a Kellin junior." I laughed before I told her the real reason I wanted a little girl. "I want a girl because she will be a mini YOU Scarlett, there's no one else I'd want my child to take after, I want a little you that's just as determined and talented as you are." She smiled with a shocked expression on her face.

"You have all the talent in this family silly!" She giggled as we got out of the car, she laced her fingers with mine and rested her head on my shoulder. She stopped walking and stared up at the sky. The cold winter breeze made her hair flow in front of her face.

"Scar... Your more talented then you realize. Certainly more talented than me" she blushed and closed her eyes as the wind hit her face.

"I love you Kellin, I hope we have a girl too." She kissed me on my lips passionately.

I ran my hands through her hair and pushed her lips harsher into mine. We moved in sync and the kiss warmed my body to my very core. Winter kisses were the best, Scar agreed since she ran her tongue gently over mine and fought with me for dominance. I felt myself getting hard so I picked her up as we continued to kiss and carried her into the building. I kicked our door open after I unlocked it shakily, trying not to drop scar who continued to kiss down my neck and to my jawline constantly. Scar ran her hands up my shirt as we stood in the hallway near the kitchen. I hastily threw my shirt on the floor in the middle of the apartment, I kissed her roughly on the lips once more and started to un button her pants as I pushed her backwards onto the couch. Before we knew it all our clothes lined the living room floor. I kissed scars naked body all the way down to her inner thighs. She moaned as I massaged her and brought my lips back to hers. She pulled at my hair and arched her back as I slid my fingers inside her.

"Oh Kellin!" She whimpered as I smiled into her neck that I was biting lightly.

"Your beautiful Scat" I whispered in her ear as she moaned and I removed my fingers.

She kissed at my neck when I stopped and ran her hands down my bare chest until she was holding me in her hand and striking slowly. It drove me wild, I couldn't wait any longer so I grabbed her wrists and brought them above her head. I then teased her by only putting my tip in and out of her for a few seconds before fully slamming into her. She gasped loudly and I released her hands. She clawed my back as I kept a quick pace. She wanted it rougher than normally so I happily obliged and grabbed her breasts with my free hand.

"Harder!" She screamed as I brought one of her knees to her chest to steady myself and deepen my thrusts, she moaned wildly, and I felt her come as I pulled her hair lightly. She continued to buck her hips not wanting me to stop.

"I love you scar" I panted loudly as I finally had my own organism along with her second one.

"I love you too Kellin" she moaned as I slid out of her and laid beside her pulling her naked body closer to mine. She laid her head on my chest and continually kissed my neck as we caught our breath.

"Kellin?" She whispered sexily as we relaxed.

"Scar?" I whispered back and she pushed herself off me gently to look me in my eyes.

"Will you still make love to me like that... W-w-when I'm the size of a house?" She was at the verge of tears.

"Scarlett, I won't be able to keep my hands off you, no matter what your size!" I caressed her cheek with the palm of my hand, she smiled so I pulled her down towards me and whispered in her ear. "Now let me love you just a little bit more..."

We spent the rest of the night making love to each other, until we fell asleep tangled in each other naked bodies. Not a single second of our night was spent worrying. Why couldn't every night be like this ?