I'll Be Your Secret

I turned away, trying not to reveal the tears that were building up in my eyes. I walked to my room and locked the door behind me. I felt tears run down my face.
Why the fuck am I crying? I already knew he had a girlfriend.
..but he said he loved me..
The tears came down faster.
I sat there and cried for a minute.
I grabbed my phone and called Jake.

"Hey..." I said when he finally answered the phone.

"Leah! Oh my God I thought I wasn't gonna hear from you again!" He said.

"Yeah sorry... What are you doing today?" I asked.

"Hmm there's this party I'm going to later, why?"

"Oh, I just wanted to get out of the house."

"Well you could come with me.. If you'd like?"

I smiled. "That sounds good."

"Alright! Ill pick you up in 30 minutes!"
I hung up the phone and smiled again.
Great. A perfect way to get Tony back after kissing that bitch in front of me.

*TONY'S POV*

Out of all the times Stephanie could've came and visited me, she decides now to do it. The only time I have alone with Leah, and Leah's probably already thinking of ways to cuss me out and tell me how falling for me was a mistake. I frowned.

"Why aren't you smiling? Aren't you excited to see me?" Stephanie said kissing me cheek.

"Yeah I guess. But you've been ignoring me, and I needed you Steph."

"Calm down Tony, I've been busy okay." She said.

"Calm down? You want me to calm down?" I stood up.

"Are you even aware that my fucking mother died? Are you aware that when I first joined the band I didn't push you away? Fuck Stephanie, its like you don't even care."
Her smile dropped.

"You know Tony, I'm so sorry... I don't mean to treat you so ugly. I just... haven't been completly honest with you..."
She stopped talking.

"With what?" I asked.

"Well..."
The sound of Leah's door opening cut her off.
Leah walked into the living room, she was all dressed up.

"Where are you going?"
I asked, hoping Jake didn't have anything to do with this.

"I'm going to a party with Jake,"
She looked at me and smiled.
".. Don't wait up."
She said walking out of thr front door.
My heart broke.
Was this some kind of fucked up way of getting me back because Stephanie was here? I was mad, but at the same time I tried my hardest not to cry.

"I think I better go too..."
Stephanie said grabbing her bag.

"Okay.."
I said. I was too focused on Leah leaving with Jake I forgot all about the conversation Stephanie and I were just having.
I walked Stephanie out the door, just in time to see Leah driving away in Jakes truck.
My heart broke even more.

"Ill see you later Steph.." I said.
Then in suddenly remembered the conversation we were having before.

"Wait, what were you gonna tell me...?"

"Ill call you later Tony."
She said, smashing her lips hard on mine.
She got into her car and drove away. I took a deep breath and walked back inside.

"Fuck Leah!" I yelled out.
I searched for my phone, I had to call her.
I found it and quickly dialed her number.
Rings passed by.

"Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system..." the computer voice said.
My heart broke once again.