Status: My first BVB fan fiction. :/
Perfect for Me
Tell Me That I'll Never Be Good Enough
After I got done bitching Ashley out, I went into my room. How dare he hurt me like that? I didn't know it was my priority to keep him in check with everything I did.
I slunked into my bathroom and opened the drawer. I hadn't done this in forever, but I felt like it was time. I grabbed the razor blade, and sat down on the floor. I gripped the razor and looked at my leg. I couldn't help but think that this was going to bite me in the ass. Oh fucking well. I sliced a 2 inch long slit into my thigh.
"That's for being a fuck up," I said to myself, as tears began to fall.
One more.
"That's for falling in love with Andy."
Another.
"That's for falling in love with Ashley."
Yet another.
"That's for falling for Jinxx."
And one last one.
"And that's for being a fat ass."
Blood was streaming down my leg in a hot, sticking flood. Damn, it hurt, but it felt oh so good. I grabbed one of my black towels and pressed it to my leg, getting up and searching for the gauze and medical tape. Finding it, I sat down on the edge of the bathtub, fixing up my wounds. I had cut deep, and I was beginning to get alittle scared. No! I can't be scared.
I threw the towel in my dirty clothes basket and layed down on my bed. I was too angry and sad to fall asleep, so I layed in the darkness, staring at the hole in my wall. God, what was I going to do?
*Time Laps*
I heard Ashley walk out of his room and knock on Andy's door.
"Hey, I think I'm gonna make some dinner. What do you want?"
"Food." I heard Andy say.
I couldn't help but smile. Fucking Andy.
"What kind of food?"
"The good kind."
I giggled alittle bit.
"Alright, so soup it is," Ashley replied, walking to the kitchen.
I heard Andy walk out of his room and sit on the squeaky couch. I looked down at my leg, and then at my door. I guess it was time to face the music. Pay the piper. Dance with the devil.
I got up out of my bed and walked out into the living room.
"For goodness sakes, Sarah! Did you slaughter a pig?!" Andy yelled, looking at my leg with wide eyes.
My vision got blurry and my knees got weak.
"You could say that." I said, before crashing to the floor.
I slunked into my bathroom and opened the drawer. I hadn't done this in forever, but I felt like it was time. I grabbed the razor blade, and sat down on the floor. I gripped the razor and looked at my leg. I couldn't help but think that this was going to bite me in the ass. Oh fucking well. I sliced a 2 inch long slit into my thigh.
"That's for being a fuck up," I said to myself, as tears began to fall.
One more.
"That's for falling in love with Andy."
Another.
"That's for falling in love with Ashley."
Yet another.
"That's for falling for Jinxx."
And one last one.
"And that's for being a fat ass."
Blood was streaming down my leg in a hot, sticking flood. Damn, it hurt, but it felt oh so good. I grabbed one of my black towels and pressed it to my leg, getting up and searching for the gauze and medical tape. Finding it, I sat down on the edge of the bathtub, fixing up my wounds. I had cut deep, and I was beginning to get alittle scared. No! I can't be scared.
I threw the towel in my dirty clothes basket and layed down on my bed. I was too angry and sad to fall asleep, so I layed in the darkness, staring at the hole in my wall. God, what was I going to do?
*Time Laps*
I heard Ashley walk out of his room and knock on Andy's door.
"Hey, I think I'm gonna make some dinner. What do you want?"
"Food." I heard Andy say.
I couldn't help but smile. Fucking Andy.
"What kind of food?"
"The good kind."
I giggled alittle bit.
"Alright, so soup it is," Ashley replied, walking to the kitchen.
I heard Andy walk out of his room and sit on the squeaky couch. I looked down at my leg, and then at my door. I guess it was time to face the music. Pay the piper. Dance with the devil.
I got up out of my bed and walked out into the living room.
"For goodness sakes, Sarah! Did you slaughter a pig?!" Andy yelled, looking at my leg with wide eyes.
My vision got blurry and my knees got weak.
"You could say that." I said, before crashing to the floor.
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