Just a Crush

so as i said i went to Walmart and i was looking at the stuff and i was playing with a bouncy ball and it slipped and it was bouncing high and it hit this boy with a camera and i gasped”OMG!I’m SO SORRY”i yelled from a far and i ran to him and his Camera was on the floor”OMG!”i said”is it broken?”i said and he rubbed his head”i’m shore it fine”he said and i helped him up and gave him his camera”i’m so sorry…”i said”i was stupid and i bounced the ball to high and he looked at me and smiled”its fine really…”he said and i looked to see if the camera was broke and he put it on and he smiled”see no harm no foul”he said and i looked at him he look strangely familiar and i looked at those blue eyes and it hit me”Your Damon fizzy”i said and he smiled”i am…”he said”…geez that kinda hurt”he said still talking about the hit to his head he got and i looked at him”i’m so sorry”i said and rubbed his head a little and he laughed”that kinda tickles”he said”so u know my name but i don’t know yours”he said shyly”oh…sorry my name is Alicia but i like to be called Aly”i said”Aly…okay….where u from u look like u don’t belong here…and i don’t mean-“he said”its fine…its true i don’t belong here”i said and he smiled”i lived in New York for a very long time but then i had problems there and my mom send me to my dad and here i am”i said”how old r u?”he asked”18….just turned it”i said”cool…i’m 19”he said and i smiled”do u go to school still or…”he said”yeah i do….umm..its called…Tampa Bay Tech”i said and nodded my head”Holy Balls!!! that’s where i went…how crazy is that?”he said and i blushed”yeah crazy isn’t it”i said”so i guess u watch me on Youtube”he said and i smiled”yeah ur really inspiring…u make us viewer feel connected to u and feel wanted and i find that amazing…so keep it up”i said and he smiled”can i hug u?”he said”u will want to hug a girl who hit ur head with a ball and nearly broke ur camera?”i said”i forgave u for that already”he said opening his arms and i smiled and hugged him and he felt nice”thanks for the hug…i guess i really needed it”i said and he smiled”good…i like making u guys feel good”he said”hey want to finish this video with me”he asked and i looked at him shore”i said and he smiled and hit record and he smiled”hey guys umm i just got hit in the head by this girl right here but its cool where cool now right”he said and i smiled”yeah where cool”i said”sorry bout that though”i said”like u said where cool”he said and i laughed a little”this is Alicia she likes to be called Aly and she’s real nice she didn’t mean to hurt me but its fine its good…anything else u want to share”oh umm…my name is Alybieber6 and what i pretty much do is dedicate songs to Justin Bieber or lip sync or talk ur ear off haha…but if u got Bieber fever subscribe that be cool or if not then okay but i might hit Damon in the head for it sooo”i said and he made a face”u guys better sub cuz that really hurt”he said and pretend to cry and i tried not to laugh”okay so were gonna go”he said and he looked at me and i nodded and it was quite and then i laughed cuz it was awkward a little”ready one 2 three..”he said”peaceskies!”we said together and it stop and then he always have the 10 seconds something else so we decided to look at each other then laugh cuz it was awkward…”so it was so nice meeting u”he said and i smiled”hopefully the next time i will try not to hurt u”i said and he smiled”yeah cool”he said and i smiled and he looked at me and then smiled”it be cool to see u again”he said and i smiled”same here”i said and he waved good bye and left….and i couldn’t stop smiling…i mean he’s not Justin Bieber why am i acting like this and i went home and went to bed and woke up the Next Day and i got dressed and went to school i looked at the video on my cell and i laughed and i went to my classes and i went to the principle and she smiled”hey there Aly”she said”hey Ms.Sparks…umm i got a question”i said and she smiled”shore go ahead”she said and i looked at her”Ever heard of a guy named Damon Fizzy”i said”yeah he was in this school”she said”was he really good”i said”yeah…when it came to school work…”she said”what else?”i said”well Damon has ADHD and Anxiety…he had a very hard time fitting in and he was a little out of focus but that’s cuz he needed a teacher on his back”she said”i mean i know he had problems with a friend and a girlfriend”i said”yeah…but he also had a lot a kids who called him mentally challenged or stupid or dumb or just worthless…at one point i was worried about Damon if he could cause harm to himself so i told him to get an outside therapist”she said”like me”i said lowly”what was that?”she said and i shooked my head”never mind…thanks miss”i said and i went to class and after school i was looking for Damon at the Walmart but i couldn’t find him i sat in font of the bouncy balls and i sighed…”hey”he said and i looked up and he smiled”Damon i was looking for u”i said and he smiled”same here”he said”i…”we both said and he looked at me”u go first”he said and i looked at him”u remember when i said i was sent here cuz of problems”i said”yeah…”he said”well i’m gonna tell u”i said and he smiled”okay”he said”can we talk somewhere privet?”i said and he nodded his head and we walked to his car and he let me sit on it”where alone”he said and he looked nervous”r u scared of me?”i said”…no”he said”at least i’m trying not to be”he said and rubbed his arm shyly and i smiled”i promise i won’t hurt u”i said and he smiled”i know u won’t…its just..”he said”ur anxiety”i said and he looked at me”u really have been watching my videos”he said and i smiled”yeah i have”i said”so u wanted to tell me something”he said and i looked at him and nodded my head”all threw 1-5th grade i was abused and called names by 25 kids plus more if u don’t count only in my classroom…”i said and he looked at me”then i went to 6 grade…new school new people right…new start”i said playing with my ring on my ring finger”but they hated me too… until i became bad….acting up…cutting…not doing work”i said”and i guess i was at a point that it went overboard…not wanting to step in school and not wanting to much people around me”i said”soon enough my mind was set…i hated myself so i punished myself by not going to class and getting a job…yelling at my mom and she had it so she brought me here with my dad”i’m so far behind i have to do 12th grade for 3 years to get on track”i said and he looked at me then down”that sucks”he said”but that’s not even half of it”i said and he looked at me and nodded his head”i hate myself…i don’t think i’m pretty…i don’t think i deserve to be happy unless…”i said and a tear fell from my eyes”unless what?”he asked”u think its silly everyone does…”i said”come on”he said and got closer and reached out for my hand and he held it and i smiled but a tear slipped out”unless Justin Bieber saves me”i said and he nodded his head”i understand u…i still think Taylor Swift will save me one day”he said and smiled”r really that serious about her…”i said”yeah”he said”will u die for her?”i said”…yes..”he said”okay…”i said”Aly…can i add something though?”he said”yeah”i said”but u know and i know its almost impossible”he said and i smiled”yeah i guess…”i said and he smiled”but even if i moved on…and date a normal boy…i will still be in love with Justin and he won’t deal with that”i said and he smiled”same with me and Taylor Swift”he said and i smiled”back in New York i was isolated cuz i Loved Justin Bieber so much and they didn’t understand”i said and looked down at his hand and he looked at me and lifted my chin up and whipped my tears”all u need is one person to understand completely what ur going threw….and i’m gonna be that one”he said and i looked at those blue eyes and i smiled”ur trusting me?”i said and he smiled”yeah i am”he said and i smiled”thank u Damon”i said and i hugged him and he hugged back and smiled”just be here for me”he said”i will Damon…all the way”i said and he hugged me a bit tighter…i can feel safe around him like i can tell him everything and he will understand me completely…i feel like he’s the 2nd to one i trust in this whole world”what was the thing u wanted to tell me?”i said”were a hit they like us”he said and i laughed…