She's Messin' With His Heart... Why Doesn't He See It?

Ashley's P.O.V.

I was a bit worried about Andy. Why didn't he tell what was wrong? I leaned against the wall while he was in the bathroom. I sighed and stretched my arms. When he walked in i smiled,and we left the bus. I was pretty nervous. It was the first show after his break-up with Juliet. What if he starts to cry during the show? C'mon Ashley,don't be so stupid. Andy would never do that.... While we were warming up,people came in to give us our ear-thingy's. I grinned,and when they were ready, i started to play at my bass. A bit later we needed to get up. I followed behind Andy,CC and Jake. Jinxx walked behind me. We smiled at eachother. The adrenaline runned trough my vains. Man,i missed performing. I ran on the stage and grinned. When Andy was ready with yelling,we started to play Coffin and the other songs following. It was such an amazing night. Andy was like his old self. He'd ran around the whole stage,bitted Jake (Don't know why he did that,sometimes he's just that crazy...) and his voice sounded A-MA-ZING! We needed to get of the stage,but the crowd kept cheering for more. Our manager walked on the stage and called us together. "You guys have two choises,or you gonna quit now,or play another song. We have time over." We looked at eachother. "Play another one?" Andy asked. We nodded in agreement."But wich one?" Jake asked. Jon was thinking. "You can do Rebel Love Song..." Oh christ. A love song. Amazing..."Is that okay for everyone?" We nodded and walked to our places. "Okay motherfuckers! Lucky bastards that you are! Because you all were so amazing,we gonna play one more song! This is Rebel Love Song!" We started to play,and i tried not to look at Andy. The song kind of made me think about him...

"My outlaw eyes have seen their lies ,I choke on all they had to say..."

I saw how he looked to me when he said that. He looked me in the eye,and it was like he never wanted to look away. But i looked away. The crowd could start to think that there was somethine between him and me. (Sadly enough there isn't anything between us,sigh)
I played the rest of the song. Till that part came...

"Wild and running for one reason ,They can`t stop us from our freedom..."

Actually i needed to do the backing vocals now,but i couldn't. Andy was standing right in front of me,looking me straight in the eye. He hummed the phrase soft,and before i could do something,he pressed his lips on mine. It was very short,and very soft. I toughd i would drop my bass,but i catched it just in time. The crowd went wild. I looked at him. "S-Sorry,i...I shouldn't have done that." He said and walked to the other side of the stage. The rest of the song he didn't came back to me. Jake looked at me. He bit his lip and i held back tears. When the song was finished a walked to the backstage. I didn't say goodbye to the crowd,and i heard Andy yell to them. Why has he done that? He said he was sorry,so...he regreted it? He didn't love me....Yeah,who actually loved ME? I'm just a worthless bass player,just like Juliet said. I putted on a black shirt and sweater,pulling the hood over my head. I couldn't tay here any longer. I walked out of the music hall,trough a back door,and just walked away. Tears were falling from my eyes. First i didn't notice it,but after a while i felt raindrops. Honestly,i didn't care. After a pretty long walk i saw a park. I walked in there and sitted on a bank,crying. How more tears felt from my eyes,how more the rain started to fall. Why Andy? Why does it need to be so goddamn difficult?