I Don't Need My Memory to Remember that Smile

Journal entry on a perice of paper i found in My house

So Im Lily and I have a daughter named Madeline, how beautiful, her father is in fact Alekzander, and for some reason unknown to me Im mad at him. I got into a fight just before I lost my memory with my grandfather and I also now gained the horrific memories of where my dad is and what he did to me. Im happy that Im close to Alek I love him but I don’t think I can tell him yet about all those memories. Every time I look at him I just want to hug him and tell him I love him but I can’t do it just yet. I don’t even know why I love him. Im going to start asking more questions it seems as if when I do I remember slightly more than I did before.