If You Only Knew

I just held him tight. Now he's the weak one. He needs all my love and I need his. We were meant to experience, love, breathe, sleep, adventure, protect eachother. I kissed his forehead and his tears. "It's okay baby, I'm here," I whispered in his ear. He kept weeping. I swayed him back and forth. "I'm always here for you, just like your here for me." I kept comforting him with my words. He stopped crying, but had small tears come down. He looked at me and I smiled. I kissed his lips softly. He smiled and stared at the sky. I started singing to him...

"Think of me when your out
When your out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
And when the world treats you way to fairly
Well its a shame I'm a dream
All I wanted was you...
All I wanted was you..."

I tapped my foot and stared in his hazel eyes.

"I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
And wake up early to black and.white reruns
That escape from my mouth
Oh oh
All I wanted was you!
All I wanted was you!
All I wanted was you...aaaaah!
All I wanted was you!
All I wanted was you!"

He smiled and I smiled back.

"I could follow you to the beginning
Just to relive the start
And maybe remember to slow down
At all our favorite parts
ALL I WANTED WAS YOU!
ALL I WANTED WAS YOU!
ALL I WANTED WAS YOU!
all I wanted was you!oooooh!
All I wanted was you! Aaaaaah!"

I stopped and.he started crying. I wanted to sing more to hin. So.I asked him if I could go get my guitar from my home. He said no and he will buy me a new one. So we went to the guitar shop and everyone stared at us fearfully and pity. We ignored it and got my guitar. I kissed him and went back to the parking lot. It started sprinkling, but we stayed there without a care. I started strumming a song and next thing I knew Gerard was singing to me.

"Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
Will always love you...

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm clean again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will Always love you
Will always love you.."

He stopped singing as I stopped playing. That cut it. We both lunged at eachother and started kissing.

-Gerard-
I loved when he sang to me, so I had to sing to him. He loved it and we both knew what we wanted...eachother.