Disasterology

CAITY'S POV

After i put the movie in and pressed play, i snuggled up in between Mike and Tony. Because of how i was sitting on the couch, i was cuddling more with Tony than with Mike. I didn't mind it though. Tony's warm. I was growing tired and decided to rest my head on Tony's shoulder and absentmindedly played with his braid. He kept whispering funny jokes about the movie causing me to giggle stupidly. Why was i giggling like that? This was not like me. I couldn't help but notice how attractive Tony looked today. He was wear a black snap back, a Drop Dead t-shirt, black skinnies, and Vans. Snap out of it Caity! You're with Mike, you can't possibly have feelings for Turtle...Can you? Tony simply rested his hand on my leg, causing Mike to have an outburst.

"OH MY GOD WOULD YOU GUYS STOP FLIRTING RIGHT FUCKING IN FRONT OF ME!?" He screamed and got up off the couch, so he was now looking down at us. It seemed like right as he opened his mouth, he closed it with much regret. The look of regret on his face was almost instantly dismissed with the look of pure fury.

"Dude calm down..We're not flirting." Tony stood up and tried putting his hand on Mike's shoulder but he ripped it off. What's wrong with him? He's never like this. He knows I'm close with Tony, like i am with all the guys. We're just friends, nothing more. Right?

"Oh hell you weren't flirting! All you guys have been doing is making googley eyes at each other, giggling, and whispering things into each other's ears! It's sickening! Especially when her boyfriend is sitting right next to her!" He was really starting to piss me off now.

"Mikey...We weren't flirting what is wrong with you!?" I said getting louder and louder with every word i spoke.

"Oh shut the hell up, Caity. I can see why Danny thinks you're such a slut. He almost raped you last night but you have no problem coming in physical contact with Tony over here." He screamed in my face. I was full of rage and hurt at the same time.

I hate you Mike. I hate you! Never talk to me ever again! I fucking hate you." By now, i crying. I ran off into our bedroom and slammed the door before locking it. I slid down to the floor sobbing uncontrollably, with my knees brought up to my face in a ball. Moments later i heard the front door slam shut. I sat there on the floor balling till i heard 3 gentle knocks on the door.

"Go away!" I weakly said in between sobs.

"Caity, it's me. Let me in. Please?" I hesitated before i got up off the floor and opened the door to reveal an apologetic Tony. I stepped aside and walked over to the bed, sitting down and staring at my shoes. Tony joined me after closing the door again.

"I'm sorry i caused that fight between you and Mike.." He said with a saddened tone to his voice.

I looked at him and took his face in my hands before saying, "It's not your fault. He let his jealousy get the best of him." I sighed "In reality, it's my fault." He grabbed my hands with his warm ones and kissed them gently.

"It's not your fault, either. I don't know what came over him. I guess seeing you paying more attention to me then you did to him pissed him off. You did nothing wrong. You're perfect, absolutely perfect."

Before i could respond i felt a pair of soft lips on mine. I was a little shocked at first but soon started kissing back. He released my hands from his and brought one hand up behind my neck, deepening the kiss, and the other to rest on my hip. I took his hat off before tangling my hands in his soft black locks. I felt his tongue graze my body lip and quickly granted him access into my mouth. His silky, warm tongue made it's way throughout my mouth before fighting for dominance with mine. I let his win and just enjoyed what a good kisser Tony is. I pushed him down on the bed. Now on top of him, i moved my hands to the sides of his neck. His hands moved to my lower back, barely above my butt. I don't know what came over me but i felt no remorse in kissing Tony. Mike didn't even cross my mind. But it definitely crossed Tony's. Before i knew it he gently pushed me off him.

"We can't do this." He said with worry in his voice

"Why not? I'm pretty sure me and Mike are broken up so it's not like i'm cheating on him with you.."

"Because, Caity. You and Mike aren't broken up. He's gonna come home later and you two will make up. I know you guys are deep in love, I don't wanna be the reason you guys split. I like you Caity, a lot. As much as this hurts to admit, i don't think you like me back as much as you think you do. You're acting out of anger and hurt."

"But i do like you Tony. I noticed that i had feelings for you before Mike freaked out on us." He paused for a second and just looked at me before replying.

"Caity, you've been through a lot in the past few days. Why don't you take a shower, have some dinner, and wait for Mike to come home. If he tries working things out don't deny him, because i know you love him and you'll end up forgiving him. But, in the off chance that you guys don't make up. Call me. I'll take you on a few dates. Then you can see if your feelings for me are real. Okay?" I couldn't help but smile at how genuine and perfect Tony was.

"You're amazing Tony, y'know that?" I said smiling before getting off the bed and engulfing him in a hug. It hurt my ribs quiet a lot, but i ignored the pain so i could share this moment with probably the most amazing guy i know.

"Nah, i'm not. I just care about you. And i want what's best for you. Even if it's not me..." He sounded devastated when he said the last sentence, like he was on the verge of tears.

"I care about you too. And i'm sorry for possibly, maybe playing with your feelings. Right now, i'm not too sure who i want. But i just want you to know that i know you'd be a perfect boyfriend and gentleman to me. And i know you'd pleasure me sexually." I said trying to lighten up the mood. And it did. Tony let out a chuckle and kissed me once more before hesitantly leaving, with Vic and Jaime. I sighed and grabbed some pajama's and underwear before leaving Mike's bedroom and heading off to the bathroom. As i let the warm water cover my body i couldn't help but wonder where Mike is right now, what he's doing, and when he's coming home..