I Don't Care What You Are, You'll Always Be Mine
Cancer
Mikey's POV
"Uh, hey. Rayne..." I sat down beside her on the steps. She looked up at me. "Uh, whats wrong..?" I tried to get the conversation going, but she just stared at me.
"Mikey..." She whispered. "Mikey I don't know what to do..." Her eyes stared into mine for a second before she grabbed the back of my head and pressed her lips to mine. Quickly she pulled away and inched away from me.
"I'm so so so sorry Mikey... I didn't know what I was thinking..." She buried her head in her hands.
"Rayne. Its okay. Really." I pulled her into a hug and she froze. "Now. Whats wrong? Is this whole vampire thing freaking you out or something? 'Cause Frank thinks it was his fault. Hes in there sulking right now." I laughed, hoping to at least get her to smile, but she still frowned.
"No... No its not his fault Mikey. Its you actually." She shook her head and stared at the ground. My eyes widened.
"What did I do..."
"You didn't do anything Mikey. Its just that...The moment I actually saw you..." She paused.
"The moment you saw me... what happened?"
"I fell in love. There! I said it! I'm in love with Mr. Mikey Way!" She raised her arms in defeat and she looked away almost instantly.
"You...love me...?" I was in shock of here last sentence. "I have wanted to say three words ever since...this morning actually... and now its four." Rayne looked up at me.
I took a shaky breath and opened my mouth.
"I. Love. You. Too." I whispered into her ear and I saw her smile. And almost immediately kissed. Her tongue pushed against mine, and I let myself relax and I felt her relax in my grip too. That is, until we heard the door open.
"Hey guys I was wondering how-" Frank stood in the door way, staring at us. "Uh... I interrupted something didn't I..." He gulped and backed away slowly. Rayne and I laughed at his reaction and went inside. The others all sat in the living room, listening to Gerard sing a song he wrote a long time ago.
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Once had finished, I recognized the song. He called it Cancer. When I looked around the room, everyone was in tears. Even Rayne and I were practically sobbing. The song held so much meaning, that we had no way to react to it. We couldn't handle it all.
"Uh, hey. Rayne..." I sat down beside her on the steps. She looked up at me. "Uh, whats wrong..?" I tried to get the conversation going, but she just stared at me.
"Mikey..." She whispered. "Mikey I don't know what to do..." Her eyes stared into mine for a second before she grabbed the back of my head and pressed her lips to mine. Quickly she pulled away and inched away from me.
"I'm so so so sorry Mikey... I didn't know what I was thinking..." She buried her head in her hands.
"Rayne. Its okay. Really." I pulled her into a hug and she froze. "Now. Whats wrong? Is this whole vampire thing freaking you out or something? 'Cause Frank thinks it was his fault. Hes in there sulking right now." I laughed, hoping to at least get her to smile, but she still frowned.
"No... No its not his fault Mikey. Its you actually." She shook her head and stared at the ground. My eyes widened.
"What did I do..."
"You didn't do anything Mikey. Its just that...The moment I actually saw you..." She paused.
"The moment you saw me... what happened?"
"I fell in love. There! I said it! I'm in love with Mr. Mikey Way!" She raised her arms in defeat and she looked away almost instantly.
"You...love me...?" I was in shock of here last sentence. "I have wanted to say three words ever since...this morning actually... and now its four." Rayne looked up at me.
I took a shaky breath and opened my mouth.
"I. Love. You. Too." I whispered into her ear and I saw her smile. And almost immediately kissed. Her tongue pushed against mine, and I let myself relax and I felt her relax in my grip too. That is, until we heard the door open.
"Hey guys I was wondering how-" Frank stood in the door way, staring at us. "Uh... I interrupted something didn't I..." He gulped and backed away slowly. Rayne and I laughed at his reaction and went inside. The others all sat in the living room, listening to Gerard sing a song he wrote a long time ago.
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Once had finished, I recognized the song. He called it Cancer. When I looked around the room, everyone was in tears. Even Rayne and I were practically sobbing. The song held so much meaning, that we had no way to react to it. We couldn't handle it all.