Ain't Love Grand?

Aiden's P.O.V

Sigh... If only I knew you. Then I could help you out with your problems...

I felt the sudden urge to run to wherever Seth was... Too bad we only met hours ago. Man, I want to convince him to stay. I want to make him feel safe. I want him to not feel those inhibitions anymore. If only....

"Alright, if you want me to help you, you have to go and meet me at the front gate of school"

"But..."

"Just do it... Please, if you want help, I'm giving it to you"

Then, I got hung up by him. I jammed my phone into my tiny, black colored pocket, and went out the door to my destination.

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I walked around and saw Seth sitting on the sidewalk. I then ran to him while my heart was racing all around inside. When I was near him, I stopped in my tracks, bent down, then had my hands on my thighs to keep me from falling on my face. It would really hurt on the concrete, yes?

"Um... Hey," Seth mumbled

I panted, "I'm glad you... Came," I breathed out

"Are you alright?" He whispered

I shook my head lightly, then I noticed he got up from his spot to help me sit down next to him

"Oh, gosh. Calm down," He insisted

"I'm..." I took another breath of air "... Trying"

Seth gently patted me on the back and suggested we just sit and talk. I agreed with much enthusiasm. Even though I may not be showing it now, on the inside I am. I can't take another step without collapsing. I'm so out of shape... I really need to maintain my breathing when running.

He sighed and looked straight forward. I tried to calm myself down, and so it started to simmer down. Finally.

"Okay... I'm ready, now"

"Good, because I'm in a really bad place right now"

"That's the only reason why people come to me... Anyhow, let's start on what may have caused you to feel like this"

"I... I..." His words started to quiver. I noticed that he was shaking. My hand touched his thigh and I started to rub it. This time, he didn't give me a scowl. He just let me rub his leg.

Good... We're making a little progress here

I shook my jacket off of me and coated Seth with it. I wrapped my arms around him as he buried his face in my shirt.

"You know," he sniffled, "you won't be expecting this from me again, right?"

I nodded, "I know... I'm just enjoying it now." I then let go of him. "Now tell me."

"But I can't"

"How can I possibly help you if you're not willing to try and open up?"

"Maybe I just want somebody to listen to me!," he snapped. He let go of me, while I was trying to regain my sense of mind. I have never liked it when people would surprise me. But only if it would be in a negative way.

Suddenly, I started to shake, my palms got sweaty, and my legs started to wobble.

"Sorry," he grumbled

My breathes went a little shaky, and tried to calm down. Seth must've noticed me acting this way, so he looked at me and held my hand. I tried not to look, but... His eyes... His eyes are so enchanting. It was even more special because of the moons light and the street lights as well. They gave his eyes a more glistening look... Ah. I pulled into our space between us, but my phone interrupted me. Thank God for that. I would've made a huge mistake.

Oh, gosh. Lucas just sent me a text.

"Hey, Love <3 want to come over? (:"

I replied back, "Sure, Sweetie *kisses you*"

"Save it for when I see you... I ant to feel the real thing <3"

I turned to Seth to tell him I have to go, but he left. Ugh! Fuck! Oh, well... I might as well go to Lucas'. I might take my mind off of Seth.

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Not even a knock on the door, it flung open. Lucas literally picked me up and carried me upstairs. My, my, he sure missed me. He climbed up the stairs, kicked his bedroom door open, gently placed me on his bed, and then went over to his door to close it. He came back, then gave me a peck on my lips, and sat down next to me.

"So, how was talking to Seth?"

"Fine, I guess..." I looked over to his door that was covered with band posters. I really wish I could help him, though

"Then... Why don't you try and get to know him more?"

"Huh?"

"You, um... You were thinking aloud, ha ha"

"Oh..." I giggled a bit. "I didn't notice"

"Well, if you need some help dealing with him, would you mind if I talked to him?"

"Oh, not at all. I think he may like you; if he likes me, then he'll love my lustful boyfriend." Lucas blushed and I got to see his adorable dimples. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and remained back in my spot. I'm guessing Lucas wanted more because he pulled me by my collar to taste my lips. He started adding tongue in there and, to me, it makes it more sexual. Make-out sessions with him are always pleasurable. He starts playing with my hair and I do the same to him.

For a second, I push him away so then I can get some ideas to getting to know him more. "Wait a second"

He looked at me with those green eyes, and he backed away. He sighed, "Well... You can always ask on what he likes to do, what he hates-- just ask him questions, okay? I'm sure he'll give you some information"

I smiled at my boyfriends' advice. He's such a wise person... That's one of my many reasons of why I fell in love with him. "You're such a wonderful person. You know just what to say at the right time." I felt him stroke my cheek with his thumb and kissed me once more.

He whispered, "I'm only like this when I'm with you"

"I love you," I said lightly

"I love you, too," he replied back. In that sweet tone of voice. Ah.

I jumped, suddenly. It was my phone... Sigh, it was Seth. I hovered my phone around Lucas' face so he could see what Seth said.

"You talk to him... You wanted to, right?"

He nodded, and began texting back. I didn't check the text, and I didn't want to know. I didn't see Lucas get a text in what it felt like forever.

He sighed, "I'm guessing he doesn't like me. He seems to have a connection with you"

"But, I... I can get him to open up to you, baby!" I blurted out

He chuckled, then pulled my body onto his lap. He gave me a peck and told me that I don't have to worry. If Seth doesn't like him, he shouldn't force him to. Ah, Lucas, you're so perfect. How can I ever deserve a boyfriend like you?

Anyhow, he pushed me down and spooned with me for quite a while. I looked at my watch, and I got right out of bed.

"What?! What's wrong?!" he said in a scared tone of voice

"Ugh! I have to go home..."

"But... Why?" he said with a puppy dog face

I smushed his face with my hands. I cannot bear that face at all. Especially when it comes to Lucas. "Because..." I sighed "... It's just personal"

He kissed my forehead and mumbled, "I understand" in my ear. My hand almost reached the door until Lucas grabbed it. "But you have to promise me you'll tell me later, okay?"

"Okay," I answered whilst smiling. I ran down the stairs and sprinted my way home. Thank God that I don't live that far from Lucas'... I'm started to loose my breath... Again. I pulled out my key and rapidly opened the door. Only to find complete, utter darkness that was filling the entire house. I sighed, then turned on every light in each room I passed.

I went into my room and collapsed onto my bed. I thought about everything that was going on my life. Parents, Lucas... Seth. I sighed. "What's your deal?" I said aloud. I checked my phone to look at the text he sent me.

It said: "I'm sorry for leaving you there... I was sure before that you may have wanted some alone time with your boyfriend."

I checked my sent box to see what Lucas said

He said: "Hey (: this is Aiden's boyfriend. Nice to meet you, he told me a little about you, and I want to help you... He doesn't exactly know what to do in your kind of situation, so maybe... You can tell me? (:"

Oh, Lucas, I thought. You're so sweet and kind... Why can't Seth just open up? What's so special about me that he likes?