Status: Thank you for reading. This is my first Andley, also congrats to the boys for getting #1 on itunes!
We Shared This Fantasy
Gently Rest Your Weary Head
Ashely's POV
I wasn't going to pressure Andy. He understood why I never say I love you back so I can understand his reason. I knew that I would eventually say it to Andy. Look how in love we are acting now. I just don't want to hurt him.
I just laid with Andy all morning until he woke up.
He didn't say good morning he just kissed me.
"Thank you so much for yesterday."
"You're welcome Batman."
He got out of bed and I sat alone with my thoughts. My thoughts. What I feared most.
The first time I fell in love got ruined because of me. I won't get into details but I mentioned how it might be me to hurt Andy. When I drink my problems fade away and I don't think about anything. All I care about then is drinking more and fucking anything in my path.
My last girlfriend caught me. It was my fault. I'm over that relationship but I couldn't do that to Andy. Honestly I don't think I loved her because if I did I would've thought about the consequence more. I don't consider myself an alcoholic but I'm just an irresponsible drinker.
I started to remember when I almost cheated on Andy. Thank god Jake saved me. That would have new all over twitter and Andy would have saw and we'd be over. I started to cry. Just thinking about what could have happen tore me apart. Andy must have heard me. He came over and held me.
"Ash...babe what's wrong."
"I'm so sorry Andy...p-please don't hate me."
"Ash I don't hate you. I never will. What happened?"
"I-I-I almost cheated on you."
He held me tighter. He didn't say a word.
"I-I'm so s-sorry Andy."
"Ash I'm not mad. Jake told me everything. You didn't Ashley. You almost did. There's a difference. I know you were drunk. We don't have to worry about that now. Keep your promise and nothing bad will happen."
"I'm so sorry Andy."
"Quit apologizing okay I love you Outlaw. That's all that matters."
I nodded and we just sat there. My crying had slowly stopped and I fell asleep in Andy's arms. I was usually the one holding him but now he's holding me. I liked the feeling.
I wasn't going to pressure Andy. He understood why I never say I love you back so I can understand his reason. I knew that I would eventually say it to Andy. Look how in love we are acting now. I just don't want to hurt him.
I just laid with Andy all morning until he woke up.
He didn't say good morning he just kissed me.
"Thank you so much for yesterday."
"You're welcome Batman."
He got out of bed and I sat alone with my thoughts. My thoughts. What I feared most.
The first time I fell in love got ruined because of me. I won't get into details but I mentioned how it might be me to hurt Andy. When I drink my problems fade away and I don't think about anything. All I care about then is drinking more and fucking anything in my path.
My last girlfriend caught me. It was my fault. I'm over that relationship but I couldn't do that to Andy. Honestly I don't think I loved her because if I did I would've thought about the consequence more. I don't consider myself an alcoholic but I'm just an irresponsible drinker.
I started to remember when I almost cheated on Andy. Thank god Jake saved me. That would have new all over twitter and Andy would have saw and we'd be over. I started to cry. Just thinking about what could have happen tore me apart. Andy must have heard me. He came over and held me.
"Ash...babe what's wrong."
"I'm so sorry Andy...p-please don't hate me."
"Ash I don't hate you. I never will. What happened?"
"I-I-I almost cheated on you."
He held me tighter. He didn't say a word.
"I-I'm so s-sorry Andy."
"Ash I'm not mad. Jake told me everything. You didn't Ashley. You almost did. There's a difference. I know you were drunk. We don't have to worry about that now. Keep your promise and nothing bad will happen."
"I'm so sorry Andy."
"Quit apologizing okay I love you Outlaw. That's all that matters."
I nodded and we just sat there. My crying had slowly stopped and I fell asleep in Andy's arms. I was usually the one holding him but now he's holding me. I liked the feeling.
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:) Andy's sweet.