Darling, You'll Be Okay

I woke up and looked at my clock
The time read 2:58am, damn I was actually up early for once
I checked my phone noticing i had a message from vic
Vic: Jess , I know your sleeping but it's important call me when u wake up I don't care how early!
I pressed on Vic's contact and put the pone to my ear
After two rings he answered
"Jess!"
"Vic what the hell do you want this early why are you even awake" said into the phone
He let out a sigh
"It's uh tony.. Steph broke up with him he's taking it hard , he fell asleep but he woke up and is sobbing n won't talk to me, what time are you leaving ?"he asked with hope in his voice
"4. Why?"I asked back curiously
"Can u run over n try to talk to him please? Ill make you coffee?" He asked beggingly
"Of course give me 10minutes" I said hanging the phone up and putting it back on my table
I removed my pajamas and slipped on black skinnys a white green day shirt and my toms
I straightened my hair and put my earrings in .
I grabbed my bag I already packed two days ago and walked downstairs noticing my mom in the living room.
"Jess why so early we don't leave for a hour?" She asked surprised
I put my bag near the door
"The guys wana see me before I leave so il be back at 4 okay?" I asked
"Of course tell them I say hi" she said smiling
I grabbed a black hoody from the closet and pulled it on
I ran across the street and opened the door silently
I walked in and peeked my head to the left into the living room seeing Jaime there he got up.
"Jess! " he said hugging me just as vic walked in and handed me coffee
" here" he said smiling
I took a sip and put the coffee on the table I front of me
"Okay ill be back " I said making my way to the stairs I climbed them and went down the hall alittle and found his door on the left
I stood outside his door and listened as he cursed and threw things then I heard him fall to the floor and he started balling
I went to open the door but it was locked
I took a bobby pin I kept in my pockets for these reasons and picked the lock .
I opened the door slowly to see tony sitting on broken glass on floor hugging his knees I knelt next to him and embraced him
"J-j-Jess what r u d-d-doing here? He asked through tears
" vic called me , come on" I said getting up and sitting on the bed he sat next to me and I pulled him Ito a hug we stayed like that for 30 minutes letting him cry
" this sucks" he finally said
"I know tony it hurts trust me I've been there but you have us I love u mr turtle and so does vic Jaime and mike." I said kissing his cheek forming a smile on his face
He wiped his tears.
"Thanks Jess I love you too ill miss you while your gone we all will " he said smiling and sitting up
" me too you guys are my second family , annoying family but family" I said jokingly
" now get some sleep I know your exahsted text me when u wake up okay? " I said getting up an hugging him
"Sure thing" he said weakly smiling and laying down
I walked out the door closing it and made my way to the living room.
I sat on the couch and layed my head on Jaime
Vic sat next to me putting my legs on his lap
"How'd it go?"
" it went fine , he fell asleep" I said closing my eyes
" don't you fall asleep" Jaime said laughing and poking my cheek
"But I'm so tired, I barely slept, please?" I asked looking up at him
"No" he said laughing
I sat up and grabbed my coffee
"Why are you guys even up?" I asked taking a sip if coffee
" tony woke us up" vic said yawning
"By the way where's mike he sleeping?" Realizing he wasn't with us
"Idk maybe, he was up I told him u were coming over he was with Jaime ."
"Oh" I said taking another sip
He obviously was avoiding my for some reason
I looked at the ground
" it's okay , I'm sure he's just tired" vic said rubbing my shoulder.
"Yeah I guess"
I checked my phone and it was 3:55
"Shit , I Gata get going" I said standing up
" ill miss you!" Jaime said hugging me
"Ill Miss you too hime,ill be back on Sunday though !"
"Too long, just be safe and text me"
I nodded and turned to vic
" ill miss you Jess"
"Ill miss you too mommy vic" I said smiling and hugging him
I walked out the door and across the street
It's only Thursday I'm going to miss them it's surprising how much I bonded with them.

2 hours later we were boarding the plane.
We sat in our seats mine next to the window with Corey beside me.
After the plane took off I put my headphones in and hit huddle on my iPod staring out the window.
I couldn't help but think about mike
Why didn't he say goodbye?
I drifted off to sleep 30minutes into the flight still thinking about mike.