Darling, You'll Be Okay

I woke up and looked at the clock
It was 11
Tony must have left after helping me last night
It was if just being in his arms made me feel better
I got out of bed and headed down the stairs.
I checked the living room and Jaime was sitting there watching tv
"Hey...." I said quietly I haven't talked to anyone since yesterday
He jumped up and gave me a hug
We seperated and sat on the couch I laid on his lap like always and he rested his arm on my waist
To anyone else it would look like we liked eachother but it wasn't like that we just bonded as a brother and sister so much that we do that stuff
Where's everyone" I asked looking up at him
"Tony's at his parents won't e back till late mikes at school and vic is out getting lunch for us should be back anytime now" he said smiling at me
I just nodded
" how are you " he said looking down at me
"Terrible" I muttered then fear rose as I realized I was in short sleeves and I had cut , a lot last night and didn't even bother to put bracelets on
I sat up quickly
" Jess what's wrong" he said turning towards me
I flipped my hands over
" uh nothing just um got uncomfortable" I said
God I suck at lying
His eyes went to my hands
"Jess "
"What?" I said nervously
" show me your wrist" he said holding his hand out
" Jaime I didn't " I lied
" then show me " he demanded
"No" I said sadly
" Jess you have to" he demanded
"Now" he stood up and stood in front of me
Just then vic bursted through the door with 2 pizzas and a Pack of Pepsi
I swear since I met them I eat way too much pizza
He quickly set them on the table
" vic wana watch a movie?" I asked trying to change the subject
" nice try Jess" Jaime said walking to me
"What's going on" vic asked confused
" she won't show me her wrists"Jaime said stepping towards me but I moved my hands
" I didn't.. Noone would care anyway" I muttered
" Jess please" vic asked
I sighed and sat on the couch
" Jess" Jaime said sitting next to me
I looked down and put my hands on my knees
He grabbed one
"Fuck Jess.." He said looking at them completely covered no room for more
" why didn't you come to us" vic said sitting next to me
I shrugged still looking down
Jaime reached for the other but I flinched away vic out his hands on my shoulders and Jaime grabbed it and turned it over seeing the word forever written across and deep cuts
He hugged me
" please no more please it brakes me to see you do that" he said rubbing my back
" sorry" I said laying on him
" it's okay Jess, just please keep trying " vic said as the movie started