Darling, You'll Be Okay

once the movie was done mike walked in
I sat up
" Jess can we talk" he asked slumping against the door frame
My mind raced, but as much as I didn't want to I knew I had to
"Sure" I said quietly as I got off of Jaime and followed mike to his room
He sat on his bed and I sat in the chair in front of it

He stared at me for a minute most Likely thinking what to say
" Jess I know you must hate me bu-"
I cut him off
"Mike I don't hate you, I'm just hurt that you did it to me"

"I know and honestly I know sorry doesn't make up for what I did.. I went to a party and she was there , we became close and I started feeling towards her but didn't make a move because me and you . But I felt like me and u weren't meant to be like only meant as friends and then that day she kissed me and that's what you walked in on"

" I understand mike , you should go for her , we obviously are only ment for friends ."
As much as it hurt to say I knew it was true

"I know I cheated and it was a terrible mistake but honestly I can't lose you , I'm so sorry please stay my friend?" He asked looking at me

" of course mike "
He got up and pulled me in for a hug

" hey think of it this way now you and turtles can be together" he said winking at me

I stood there confused
" oh I see the way you talk to each other Jess it's obvious you two are meant for each other" he said and then walked out the door leaving me there shocked

Is it that obvious that i liked tony? but Tony couldn't like me , I mean who would ?

I went into Vic's room and took out my phone
I dialed Justin's number and told him everything
Mike cheating, me telling them the story and my feelings for tony
Our conversation went on for hours until someone knocked at the door
I looked at the clock noticing it was 8
Shit time flys by.
" Justin thanks for listening but I got to go love you" I said as I hung up the phone
I got up and opened the door
"There you are" vic said walking in
" hey sorry I was talking with Justin" I said jumping on his bed
" I heard you and mike made up" he said sitting in the chair
" yes we did "
" great now you and turtles can get together" he said winking
" oh my god! Not you too!" I said smiling
" is it that obvious?"
He smiled and nodded
"He probably doesn't feel the same way so stop it !" I said getting up
" but Jess-"
" please just drop it lets watch tv I think jersey shores new episode is on!" I said running out the door
Vic came running after shouting
" Jaime stop her she wants to watch jersey shore!" He yelled I giggled as I ran down the stairs Jaime an mike no where in sight
I was just about to go in the living room when I was tugged and lifted
I screamed
I heard Jaime laugh as he ran around the house
" put me down" I said
" never, because you'll put on that god awful show" he teased going to the living room where mike had the remote
Jaime tossed me on the couch and sat next to me Laughing
" your so mean to me" I fake pouted
" you'll pay for that one" Jaime joked as he started tickling me
" no! No!" I screamed squirming as vic joined in
All of the sudden tony walked in laughing
I jumped up
" tony save me from the mean people!"
I ran and hugged him
" aww we were just playing" vic said sitting up
" Jess lets go upstairs and talk for a bit so the children don't harm you" tony said laughing as he walked towards the stairs
Vic an Jaime winked at me and I flipped them off and followed tony
We got to his room and he set his keys on his desk
Wait here I'm going to get changed
He said and walked to the bathroom
I looked at myself still in Vic's shorts and shirt oh well they were comfy
Tony came back with blue and black basketball shorts and no shirt on
I couldn't help but stare at his chest with a few tattoos on them
" it's not nice to stare" he said chuckling as he through on a vans black vans tshirt and sat cross legged at the head of his bed I followed his action sitting across from him

" how are you?" He asked
" I'm okay me and mike made up but we aren't together anymore obviously, he found someone else" I said noticing a slight smirk on Tony's face

Oh god why couldn't he just be mine

Hd picked up my wrist and flipped it over sadness took over his eyes
" Jess "
" I'm sorry Im just ugly and no one likes me no one will " I said starring into his eyes
He moved closer putting his arms on my hips
" your beautiful" he said starring at my lips
" no I'm not tony can't you see?" I said starring back at him
" I can see, and all I see is you and how beautiful you are "
With that he leaned in and pressed his lips against mine
It was like I was flying tony was kissing me! Unlike when mike kissed me this was different, better
I kissed back our lips moving together until he broke the kiss
" Jess your special I've thought that since I met you but I had steph and you had mike but.Let me be able to be there for you and protect you."
A smile formed on my face
He put his hand on my cheek
" be my girlfriend" he asked smiling
" of course"
A smile formed on his face as he leaned back in and pressed his lips on mine again.