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Blood, Gallons of the Stuff...
Alone In This Bed
-Gerard’s POV-
I’ve tried to contact him. But he’s done everything in he’s power to stop me. I’ve been in my basement since that night, my parents called and said that they’d stay at grandma’s so me and Frankie could sort things out they think everything is fine a few white lies here and there they don’t know the difference. I don’t want them to worry them or make them angry so I sit here on my own thinking through everything that I can do to get my Frankie back I’ve tired and tired but never succeed but I’m not going to give up til I have him in my arms again. He is my world my everything I cant lose him forever over an act of stupidity from me. I was currently laying on my bed with my brothers old guitar that he gave me to mess around with. I’ve always found a little comfort in music. And with all the emotions I could feel both mine and frankie’s I thought I might aswell put my so-called-talents to use for the mean time. I started strumming it felt like I was in a trance the words came easy to me because it was from the heart. “Waking up without you It doesn't feel right To sleep with only memories It's harder every night Sometimes I think I can feel you breathing on my neck….I wish I could hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed Not tonight, not tomorrow
I've got the feeling that this will never cease Living in these pictures It never comes with ease I swear that if I could make this right You'd be back by now..” I had to stop snobs escaped my lips as I broke down hugging the guitar. “That was…wow” I heard someone say I looked up to find Mikey standing in the door way. He gave me a sympathic smile and walked over to me. “Thanks” I said trying to wipe the tears away but they wouldn’t stop.
“Gerard I know it hurts I know you want him back. I can’t stand seeing you like this” I nodded I was not only causing Frankie pain but also my little brother. I sighed “I know mikes I know it hurts so bad I’ve tried to contact him but he’s changed he’s number and I can’t smell he’s scent anymore I ju-just ca-cant fi-find him” I sobbed hard into my brother chest. “I miss him mikes” “I know gee I know” he sighed rocking me gently back and forth we stand like that for a while just embracing each other.
I’ve tried to contact him. But he’s done everything in he’s power to stop me. I’ve been in my basement since that night, my parents called and said that they’d stay at grandma’s so me and Frankie could sort things out they think everything is fine a few white lies here and there they don’t know the difference. I don’t want them to worry them or make them angry so I sit here on my own thinking through everything that I can do to get my Frankie back I’ve tired and tired but never succeed but I’m not going to give up til I have him in my arms again. He is my world my everything I cant lose him forever over an act of stupidity from me. I was currently laying on my bed with my brothers old guitar that he gave me to mess around with. I’ve always found a little comfort in music. And with all the emotions I could feel both mine and frankie’s I thought I might aswell put my so-called-talents to use for the mean time. I started strumming it felt like I was in a trance the words came easy to me because it was from the heart. “Waking up without you It doesn't feel right To sleep with only memories It's harder every night Sometimes I think I can feel you breathing on my neck….I wish I could hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed Not tonight, not tomorrow
I've got the feeling that this will never cease Living in these pictures It never comes with ease I swear that if I could make this right You'd be back by now..” I had to stop snobs escaped my lips as I broke down hugging the guitar. “That was…wow” I heard someone say I looked up to find Mikey standing in the door way. He gave me a sympathic smile and walked over to me. “Thanks” I said trying to wipe the tears away but they wouldn’t stop.
“Gerard I know it hurts I know you want him back. I can’t stand seeing you like this” I nodded I was not only causing Frankie pain but also my little brother. I sighed “I know mikes I know it hurts so bad I’ve tried to contact him but he’s changed he’s number and I can’t smell he’s scent anymore I ju-just ca-cant fi-find him” I sobbed hard into my brother chest. “I miss him mikes” “I know gee I know” he sighed rocking me gently back and forth we stand like that for a while just embracing each other.
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Hey guys so what do you think?sorry for short crappy chapter but there will be more i promise :)-Frankie xoxo