I Need You Now
Blade
I ran round a corner and jumped into an alleyway as fast as possible. Hoping Josh didn't see me. I sat down leaning against a brick wall catching my breath.
I couldn't hear nor see Josh so I assumed that he gave up.
I reached into my pocket finding the knife within my pocket. I always had it on me.
For a while I held it in front of my face studying the blade from handle to tip. Eventually I brought the blade to my wrist. I didn't apply pressure,yet,I just prodded the skin slightly,but not so much not penetrate the skin.
I look to the blade one last time before I penetrated the skin.
You're stupid.
One cut.
You faggot Max.
Two.
Josh wouldn't want you.
Three.
No one wants you.
Four.
Your a loner.
Five.
You don't deserve to be in YMAS.
Six.
Your a piece of shit.
Seven.
Your a rubbish guitar player.
Eight.
You're gay.
Nine and the tears fell.
Your not good enough.
Ten.
Eleven.
Twelve.
Thirteen.
Fourteen.
Fifteen.
I went on until I saw the blood gush from my arms through my teary eyes,my eyes fluttered open and shut,the last thing I saw before they shut was Josh's body towering over me. The last thing I felt was myself falling to the ground.
Shit I'm in trouble.
I couldn't hear nor see Josh so I assumed that he gave up.
I reached into my pocket finding the knife within my pocket. I always had it on me.
For a while I held it in front of my face studying the blade from handle to tip. Eventually I brought the blade to my wrist. I didn't apply pressure,yet,I just prodded the skin slightly,but not so much not penetrate the skin.
I look to the blade one last time before I penetrated the skin.
You're stupid.
One cut.
You faggot Max.
Two.
Josh wouldn't want you.
Three.
No one wants you.
Four.
Your a loner.
Five.
You don't deserve to be in YMAS.
Six.
Your a piece of shit.
Seven.
Your a rubbish guitar player.
Eight.
You're gay.
Nine and the tears fell.
Your not good enough.
Ten.
Eleven.
Twelve.
Thirteen.
Fourteen.
Fifteen.
I went on until I saw the blood gush from my arms through my teary eyes,my eyes fluttered open and shut,the last thing I saw before they shut was Josh's body towering over me. The last thing I felt was myself falling to the ground.
Shit I'm in trouble.
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