Leaving Miami

I'm sorry that Danny isn't in this part! D:
But I had to write it like this..HANG in there, I'll get to the good part soon ;)

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”Miss Neverline” my boss called out of his office as I passed

”What's up boss?” I saked as i entered the office

”I have your transfer request right here and I wanted to talk to you before signing them. Please sit” he said and gestured towards the chair next to me.

I did as told and he stared

”First why do you wan't to leave Miami?” He asked

How would I answer that?

My name is Blaire Neverline and I'm a Crime Scene Investigator in Miami, I work under Horatio Caine and with Calleigh Duscanse, Eric Delco and up til a month ago also with Tim Speedle my boyfriend. That's why I wanted the transfer, I couldn't live here anymore everyting reminded me of him.

” To be honest Horatio, I can't stay. Everything reminds me of Speedle” I explained

”I understand, it's very sad that we loose you but I'll sign the papers and you'll be transfered to New York. Is that fine with you?” Horatio asked with his calm voice

”Yeah, Sounds good. But what about you? I don't vanna leave the department in trouble” I said worried that my leaving would set them back and make my friends have to work more and harder.

”I have been in touch with Detective Mac Taylor, head of the NY team he's sending over one of their Csi's as an exchange.” He explained

”Oh.. Ok, good.” I said feeling the weight on my shoulders being lifted.

I was finally going to be free, free from all the things that reminded me of Tim and our wonderful time together.

That was the kind of person I was, I didn't like to dwell on things I've lost and can never get back. I wanted to move on. It might sound terrible but what could I do? I was alive and Tim was gone, He wouldnt like the fact that I was moping aroud, he would've waanted me to be happy and live my life. Wich I couldnt do before I got outta here.

”I'm going to miss you” Horatio said

”Same here! If you're ever in New York look me up.” I told him as I got up

Horatio got u as well, walked over to me and pulled me into a hug.

”I'm really sorry about Tim's death!” He wispered

I felt my eyes tearing up as I remembered that day.

* Flashback *

I was in the car with Tim on our way to this jewellry store, Horatio had called and told us to meet him there.

This case had gotten to me since the little boy remided me of my little brother, the boy had gotten napped outside his carate class and his father was dead. 'Poor kid' I thought as Tim speeded towards the store.

”You ok?” Tim asked with concern sperading across his face

”I'll be fine once we find the boy” I answered

He put his hand on my thigh and massaged it

”I love you” He just said

That actually made me feel alittle better, he always knew what to do.

”I love you too Tim” I said whilst smiling at him

When we arrived at the store horatio was waiting outside.

”Nice Rolls, probably the owners” Tim said as soon as we got out of the SUV and he saw the nice red convertible parked outside.

”A car is such a bad investment I'm just happy to have my bike” He added

Before I could say a word horatio spoke

”Some day you may need something with doors” and smiled at me

”Well I got plenty of time for that” Tim pointed out

This man with short brown hair and dark eyes greeted us, he was tallr than Horatio and he seemed foreign.

”We're here to see Mr. McCauley, please” Horatio said to the man

”Oh, mr. McCaulei is the previous owner. I'm the new owner,Rudolph Koehler you can call me Rudy” He paused looking at me nad speedle who were looking around the store.

”Maybe I can help you with something officer” he added and looked over at Horatio ”I'd be more than happy to help the police”

” Yes, I've recently been speaking to your customer Mrs.Tawny Williams”

”Yes, I just heard the news about her husband. It's tragic, she's such a nice woman” he was cut off by Horatio who had just noticed that Tim had drawn his gun.

”Speed?” Horatio said trying to see what he saw

”Stay put” Horatio told Rudy and went over to Tim

”She and her husband were very good customers” Rudy continued

I just looked up from the counter I was inspecting as I heard Horatio shout

”SPEED?!” and then a gun wen't off

I quickly drew mine and pointed it towards the direction of the shots, I fired mine and Horatio his.

A second shot was fired from the glass, shattering it and hitting Tim. He fell to the floor and layed there.

”TIM!” I shouted totally paniced

Horatio fired a few more shota hitting the shooter, but another one appeared. Rudy took off out through the door and Horatio rolled on the floor in an attempt not to get hit.

I bended down and took cover as I did I looked over at Tim, who was laying next to me. I could see the color drain from his face as he tried to move but couldn't.

The shooting stopped and the other shooter got away, but as soon sa it did I rushed over to Tim.

”Oh GOD!”I breathed heavily looking down on the man I loved, tears filling my eyes.

”This is CSI Cain we got a prioriy here I got a man down. Shot's fired” he called out in the raidio

I could hear the peron on the other side repeating what he had said.

”It's gonna be ok” Horatio said to Tim ”Speed? You're gonna be ok”

”I can't feel a thing” Tim coughed out with some blood

Horatio took out a napikin and wiped away the blood that was coming out of his mouth, I placed my hands on the wound trying to stop the blood.

”I love you” I sobbed over and over again to Tim

He grabbed my arm and pulled me cloder to him

”I... I lo-love you to” Tim coughed out with alot more blood

I directed my attention to the wound again in a attempt to save him

”Speed, Sped? Keep breathing, Speed?” Horatio sain trying to keep him awake

”I.. I ccc-can'r feel a thing” Tim said again

”I understand, just keep breathing” Horatio encouraged ”Ok, partner. Speed?

He said as Tim stared to shake and give up

I Looked up at Tim and couldn't believe that this was happening.

”Speed, speed, speed” Horatio pleaded

I shrieked and screamed

”no No No No No No No NOOOOO!” I cried

I tripped bakwards from where I was sitting and covered my face with my bloody hands and cried.

* End of Flashback *

I shook my head trying to get rid of the memories.

”Thinking about that day?” Horatio asked while puling me back so he could see my face

”I can't get his face out of my mind” I confessed and wiped the tears away.

”This tranfer will do you good” He said letting me go

I started to walk out the door, I stopped and looked back at my former boss.

”Goodbye Horatio” I said

He looked u at me and smiled

”Knock em dead!” he asid

”I will” I promised and walked to my locker.

Once I got there I found that my co workers were waiting for me, Yeleina, Calleigh, Frank, Eric and Valeera.

”We'll miss you!” Calleigh was the first to speak

I smiled, knowing that it might be a wile before I see them again

”I'll miss you guys too” I said

A beeper went off, Yeleina, Frank & Valeera had to go

”Take Care!” Yeleina said and gave me aquick hug

”Here” Frank said and handed me a anvelope ”Cupons to a shushibar”

”Thanx Fank” I smiled and Hugged him too

Valeera stod infront of me a few seconds before she pulled me into a hug and wispered

”Be careful with thoose New York Boys”

She pulled away and winked at me

”I Will, I promice” I said sarcasticly

The three left and then Calleigh spoke

”That darn Speedle” She said

”Yeah, he really screwed up” I laughed and smiled a little

She came over to me and hugged me ”If there's anything you need just call!” She wispered into my hair.

”I Will, but you gotta come visit me!”I told her

She pulled away and nodded.

Then her phone rang and she had to take it, leaving me with Eric.

”He really did screw up” He shook his head

”That's our Tim” I said jokingly and sat down on the bench.

So did Eric, we sat there for a few minutes not knowing what to say to eachoter.

”Soo, you know where I am if you ever need me!” Eric finally spoke

”Yeah, thank you Eric” I said smiling

”If there is ANYTHING, anything at all just call me” He said

”I will, and you better come visit me when ever you can!” I said

After that he had to leave and I packed my stuff and went on home to pack the stuff I wante'd to take with me. I was keeping the house incase I woul'd wan't to come back and honor Tim's Memory.

I sighed as I looked into my beautiful home that I was now leaving for a Appartment in the big apple