Best Places to Be a Mom

The next morning i woke up and was all alone, Alex must be up already. I decided to stay in bed because why the hell not. A little while later Alex walked in with a plate and a cup.

"Oh your up. Fuck. Plan ruined" he said

"Whatever. Is that for me?" i asked

"Yep" he said as i sat up and he gave me the food

"Nothing beats eating in bed, its so relaxing" i said

"I think i know one thing that beats it" he said

"What?" i asked

"Sex" he said and i groaned, he has kinda been bothering me about sex. A lot

"Quit being so gross" i said

"Come on!. The last time we had sex was when this kid was conceived, shes being a cock block" he said and i laughed

"But shes our little cock block" i said

"Melody" he whined sitting next to me

"Alex, im uncomfortable and just not in the mood. Pregnancy is hard. Gonna just have to wait a bit babe" i said

"But i hate waiting" he said

"Impatient much?" i laughed

"Yes!" he said

"Whatever. So whats the plan for today?" i asked

"Nothing. Thats the best part, we can spend all day in bed" he said kissing my shoulder

"Alex" i whined

"Come on babe" he said continuing to kiss me all over and i feel turned on slightly but i knew in the long run i'd feel like shit so i had to stop him

"Alex please. Quit it and leave me the fuck alone" i said pushing him away

"Melody" he said and i left the room

I took a quick shower and then got dressed, it was January and so obviously i dressed really warm. I texted Devyn and told her to meet me at the diner because i needed to talk to her. When i finally got there she was sitting in a booth and waved me over.

"Hey!. Thanks for meeting me here" i said sitting across from her

"Of course!, so whats up?" she asked

"Its Alex, hes stressing me the fuck out" i said

"Whats he doing?" she asked

"He was bothering me this morning for sex" i said and she raised her eyebrow at me

"Uhm...okay?. I dont see how thats a problem. Shit i wish my boyfriend would beg for sex" she said

"Yeah but you dont understand!. Im pregnant and just not comfortable and just dont feel well" i said

"Arnt womens sex drives kinda heightened during pregnancy, you know because of hormones and stuff?" she asked

"Well yeah in some girls its like that but not in me" i said and she nodded

"Right, well i mean theres totally ways you can give him pleasure without sex" she said and i groaned

"I did give him a blow job like i dont know. On his birthday. And it was just to much work for me in this condition" i said

"Shit. I dont know if i ever wanna have a baby, no sex drive just seems unfathomable to me" she said and i smiled

"What should i do?" i asked

"Well isnt it obvious?!, talk to him about it!. Hes obviously in the mindset of a horny 15 year old and you gotta tell him to quit it while your pregnant. I mean if you voice your problems im sure he'll understand, i mean he fucking loves you so much" she said

"Yeah i guess your right" i said

"Of course i am" she said and i laughed and the waitress came to take our order

After we had coffee we met up at her house and took my car to the mall. We walked around and i bought lots of baby stuff, i love that im having a little girl since their clothes are so cute. Later when i went home i walked inside to see Alex and the rest of the guys playing a game on the Wii.

"Hey im home" i said

"Babe!" Alex said as i sat next to him and he pulled me into his side

"So what did you do today?" i asked him

"Nothing much, hung out with the guys. Where did you go?" he asked

"I was out with Devyn. I went baby shopping" i said holding up a bag

"Nice" he said slowly sliding his hand up my shirt

"Lex" i warned

"Shhhhhh" he said and started kissing my neck and i heard Jack groan

"Alex stop being a fucking sicko when were around. Leave that shit for the bedroom" Jack said

"Shhhhhh Jack" Alex said

"Babe can we talk in the other room?" i asked

"Sure" he said

"Okay, lets go" i said and we went into the kitchen

"So whats up?" he asked

"I just wanna talk about the sex situation" i said

"Your finally giving in?!" he said excited

"Nope. I just wanted to tell you that im not having sex until after the baby is out. I know its hard for you to comprehend but thats how its gonna go, i just physically cant do it" i said

"Yes you can" he said

"Alex you know what i mean!. Im fucking exhausted. Not to mention im not even in the fucking mood!" i said and he laughed a bit and i could see him search my face and his face fell

"Wait a minute.....your serious about this arnt you?" he asked

"Yes!. 100% serious. Please just leave me the fuck alone about sex" i said

"You really want no sex?" he asked

"Yes" i said

"I see...well does this exclude like anything and everything thats like sex related. Like blow jobs?" he asked

"Yes it does. Im sorry but i just cant do it Lex, im really stressed and feeling crappy and your making it all worse!" i said and he sighed and hugged me

"Im sorry. I shouldnt pressure you into it, i know it has to be hard for you to even consider it. I'll ignore it for the rest of the pregnancy" he said

"Thank you, thats all i ask" i said