Mi Reina

Home alone

*Angela*

I groaned when I woke up and saw Tony lying next to me. What did I do? I can't be next to him right now! I know, I was madly in love with him a while ago but he hurt me. Bad. I'm not bothering with him any longer. I have to put up with the guys who made me lose my self-esteem for the past 3 years and I'm trying so hard to not cry my eyes out. I pushed myself up and walked to the kitchen. Nobody was awake yet so I just did what I did when I was actually home. Eat a whole bunch of junk and talk to my friends. I grabbed a bag of chips and some chocolate and sat on the couch while dialing my friends number. Her name was Serenity and I loved her to death. She was cool about everything, giving her that name. "Hello?" "Serenity, what's up?" I asked while placing chocolate on the chip and eating it. "Oh, hey Angie. I'm still waiting for Brad to come home." "You really should kick him out. He stole forty bucks from you." "Yeah but he's still my brother. I can't just leave him high and dry. So, what about you? What's going on?" She asked while I ate some more of the chips. I groaned but laughed a bit afterwards. "I'm staying with my brother and his band. I hate them so bad." "Sorry about that. I forgot they said that stuff about you." "Who cares now? I have to be nice to them while I'm here or I'm out for now." I explained, and ate the chocolate which was nearly gone along with the chips. "Well, you should stop eating all the time and start looking at the good part. You're near the guy you love." "Who?" "Tony, duh. Don't deny it." "I'm going to. I hate him. He hurt me more than all of them together. I swear, he's the worst thing about being here." I said and ate some more. I don't care if I get fat again, I just look this way because I saw something I hated in the mirror and wanted to change it but I'll embrace my true beauty. A fat girl with colorful hair and light brown eyes. "Calm down, Angie. Just know that Tony thought of you as a child then and so did the others but overall, they love you." I rolled my eyes and cleared my throat. "Bullshit! He is interested in me because I finally grew my chichis and I don't look like a boy anymore."

She laughed a bit and yawned. "Bro,-" "Sis." "Lorenzo, it's like 2 in the afternoon, you know?" I checked the time and it was 2:53 pm. "Whoa. I guess you wanna go then, huh?" "No but I have to get to work sadly. Remember what I said, try to get along with Tony." "I did. I think I should just keep to myself for now. Talk to you later, Honey bun." "See ya, Jelly bee." I giggled and pressed end while Jaime jumped on my lap. "Hey beautiful sister of mine whom I love and cherish and-" "What do you want, Jaime?" I sighed, smiling though. "Can I borrow your car to go to the store and get some groceries? And then me, Vic and Mike are going to go out to the bar." He said in a baby voice. I rolled my eyes and handed him the keys. "Mess up my baby, I swear your body will be duct taped to the wall and a fork will be shoved up your ass. Have fun." I kissed his cheek and pushed him away from me. "Wait, Tony's not going?" "Nah. He bitched out and said he wasn't feeling good so can you take care of him?" I laughed and shook my head. "Take him with you." I put my feet up and groaned when Jaime jumped on me again. "Please! Please! Please!" I hated this guy but I loved him too. "Fine! Get the hell off me!" "I knew you love me." "Whatever. Get out. Bye. Adios. Let the door hit you where the good lord split you." They walked out and I sighed. I was bored. I had no place to go on a Saturday and I was all alone. Well, Tony was here. But I really didn't want to see him right now.

"Angela, can you come here?" I got up and went up the stairs to Tony's room where he was sitting up and texting like crazy. "They said you were sick." "I lied. I just wanted to spend some time with my best friend. I want to actually talk to you for once." I rolled my eyes and sat next to him. "About what, exactly?" "Uhm, some stuff you said to me last night. Like how you used to be in love with me." I nearly choked on my own breath. Did I actually say that to him? My god, I wonder what else I said? Was I really that drunk? It was on Tequila! "I never said that." "Yes you did." "Well, I lied. I was probably drunk and didn't know what I was saying." I tried to defend but it all start coming back to me. I was practically trying to seduce him and told him all about how in love I was with him. God, I'm going to kill myself! "Want a hug?" He teased and I slapped him. "Fuck you." "Maybe, maybe not. I might not be in the right mood." I rolled my eyes but couldn't help but laugh. He was always making me smile even when He said some of the cruelest stuff. "Well, let's just talk. Not about last night." "Okay." I flipped my legs around and turned so I was facing him. This was going to be a long day.

"What about when Jaime was screaming, "My dick's caught in my belt!"?" I laughed harder along with Tony and rolled a bit. I didn't realize we were laying so close to each other. I looked at him and couldn't help but smile at him. His lips were so thin yet so kissable and I wanted to just touch his hair all day long. What the hell is wrong with me?! Sure, we can be friends but anything more, never. He looked me in my eyes and I'm pretty sure I stopped breathing. I guess Serenity was right, I can't deny it. I loved this guy. I leaned closer into him and he did the same. Oh my god! I felt something warm touch my lips and I think I died and came back to life.