You're My Sweetest Sin

Gerard’s POV

While waiting for our food, Lyn-z was smiling at me nonstop. I didn’t know why until she spoke.

“Gerard? Look I want to tell you I’m sorry for over reacting a little bit.”

A LITTLE BIT?! IS SHE FUCKING CRAZY? HOW CAN SHE SAY THAT SHE OVERREACTED A LITTLE BIT?! She shook me out of my thoughts.

“And I would like to make it up to you so that’s why I asked you to come to this dinner with me.”

ASKED?! Oh you have got to be fucking kidding me, she made me go here. I’m seriously going to loose it!

“Uh thanks for inviting me then…I guess.”
I spoke trying to keep my cool, even tough I was very hard because about everything she said was lying.

“So Gee, what will you drink?” She asked trying to put some life into conversation.

“I don’t know yet, what will you have?” I asked her.

“Orange juice.” She replied with a smile.

“Mkay then I’ll have the same as you, do you want me to go order or should I go?” I asked her, waiting for a response.

“I can go; I’ll be back in 5 seconds.” She spoke and went.

Finally alone for a bit. I hurriedly texted Enya.

Hey Ench, I’m really sorry for what happened.
I’m at this boring dinner with Linds right now.
Please forgive me, and tell everyone I’m sorry…
Especially Frankie. P.s Don’t write back
Xoxo G

I put my Sidekick in my pocket and looked around to see Lyn-z approaching me.

“The drinks will be here soon, and the food will to by the way.” She said while sitting down on her chair.

“Okay, that’s good cause I’m hungry.” I said with a little smile, she just returned me the smile and spoke back.

“Yeah me too.”

Frank’s POV

“Oh my gosh, Frankie I never knew.”
Katy said shocked and hugged me while I cried in her shoulder.

She smelled nice.
Shut up Frankie!
I’ll shut up when you’ll admit she smells good!
Fine she smells nice, but this is not the point.

I cried louder.

“Shhh Frankie it’s okay, it’s okay. Everything is going to be all right I promise you that.”
She patted my back and shh-ed me until I stopped crying so much.

Now there were tears here or there but I definitely felt better, there was just something about Katy or Enya that could make me happy. Sure my broken heart wouldn’t be fixed right now, it needed time a lot of it. But even tough after all the stuff Gee’s done or said to me I still loved him.

Gerard I fucking need you. I always needed you. I just wish I knew what’s happening to you. This reminds me of the song Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

When I see your smile,
Tears roll down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!

Whoa-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!